Shtwt | BPD, and prob ADHD and Autism.| DNI if not shtwt/edtwt (unless i know u very well or gave u my twitter)| Cw: 52kg :( Gw: 50kg Ugw 1: 45kg Ugw 2: 40kg.
am i the only one here who doesn't count calories but js doesn't eat stuff who make me feel fat 🥲 i only eat fruit, veggies and meat but then i starve. then suddenly i binge eat
@star_star_1111
bro i swear these types of hotlines are the biggest scammers😔 last year when i was a loner i was severly depressed and undiagnosed with alot so i hated everything and stuff. then i texted a suicide hotline and all they said was "mhm" "what do u want me to do abt it?"😔🙏
just started wonyoungism few weeks ago and now start to realize why sh is bad someone help me what do i do with my scars .... i wanna wear cute clothing😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
i really can't tell if i want to become my past year self for the upcoming school year or if i want to become the IT girl😔 these BPD meds giving me more identity crisis than me without then💀
my "friend" just sent me a pix of her weightscale with 37kg saying "Is this normal 😂😂" and asked my weight and i lied saying 45 and she replied with "O". idc im going to starve
i got meds then and i started feeling better and better. i only got terribly triggered in april but i maybe did attempt suicide but atleast im still alive. 13 may i had a small relapse and sometimes time to time i would get triggered and let it out but not as bad as i used to
i had 2 friends and sometimes one of them would usually go with the friend that left me. so my life didn't get better. february i left my old fp and got a new one. he had a gf and i was so jealous i wasn't ready for what my emotions did
i wasn't diagnosed here yet but i believe it was def symptoms. i had a bf at that time and he was pretty cringe abt me cutting. i stayed clean cuz my mom found out and summer was coming up. only in june 2023 i carved his name into my thigh. which caused a huge fight with my mom