My dad passed away this morning and while he was sick, it was so unexpected. I never knew how I would feel because we had a complicated relationship, but it still hurts so much and I wish I could hug him one more time 💜
I just want to thank everyone on this platform who has ever sent kind words of support and love. I've always been pretty open about my mental health and recently have been having some issues. I wish I had more mental strength to be able to interact more with everyone here.
I don't know why this needs to be said but in the event that someone might be unclear on this.... Just because someone chooses to do anything related to sex work, does not mean that you get to send unsolicited pictures of your genitals to them. Let's be better y'all. 🖤
I've been working since I was 16 & have NEVER not paid/been delinquent on any bill or paying taxes. 6 weeks ago I filed for unemployment after being fired and I've heard nothing. The time I need the help? Nothing. Fuck this country & its broken systems.
A big thing for me this week, I finally started some medication. I'm not putting all the changes I've experienced on the medication, but so far I'm feeling better. It's such a relief even if it just lasts these past few days.
Today I received news that Bijaya passed away from on-going health issues. To say it is heartbreaking is an understatement and mostly it just doesn't feel real, I love you friend 💜
🎊 It's my birthday!!!! 🎊 Ahhhhhh!! So far I've been having a lovely day and am so so thankful for all the love today 💕 y'all have been sending the kindest wishes and I'm so grateful for everyone 🥰
So there you are scrolling on your phone when you see this picture and you feel a pull deep within your soul 😱 Interact with this post or have a 7 month itch that you can't really ever scratch - most likely on your bhole
I can't believe that last night
@DnDPodcast
recorded our 400th episode. It has been such a wild and amazing ride and I can't even imagine what the next 400 episodes have in store!! From the bottom of my min-maxing heart thank you everyone for joining us on this journey 🖤
I want to apologise to everyone for the non-responses to messages. I'm having a really really hard time right now and doing the best I can, but I'm failing miserably. If you've messaged/email me, I promise I see it and will respond. I'm really trying ❤️
I'm so happy that after what seems like the longest time coming, I'm FINALLY going to a therapist tomorrow for the first time. I can't wait think of a more fitting way to kick off May.
#MentalHealth
✨I SURVIVED ✨ I made it through surgery and with almost one week down, am feeling pretty good!! I have managed to get up and walk around the house and have very little pain anymore - BLESS 🤗 I'm not going to lie tho, it's been pretty great getting to lay under a heated blanket
Recently my bad brain™️has been kicking my ass and since friends moved this week it hasn't gotten much better. But I sat down last night and I wrote out a few goals for myself that I am hoping will give me the focus and motivation to pull through this episode. 🖤
Instead of saying "lazy days", I'm going to start saying "cozy days". The first seems negative and makes me feel bad for taking a day to rest. The latter feels much more mentally positive.
I've always been very open about struggles I've had and recently I've been dealing with some health issues that have been a lot. After my procedure in December, my doctor let me know that I have stage 0 cervical cancer.
I'm so thankful that it's an early stage, but watching
Today for my birthday I'm watching my favourite things... starting with Jennifer's Body and probably going to Midsommar...maybe today is a day to watch badass women horror movies
As a childfree person I've very much learned that when someone asks me if I regret not having kids, they're trying to validate their regret for having one.
Depression is an adventure cause you never know where the next time a crying bout will happen. Subtle tears in the shower? Silently crying at your desk? Uncontrollable sobbing in the bathroom? Depression's got you covered no matter where you go.
Got to visit one of the stores I buy for and they specifically pointed out a shirt I designed as their favourite. For the first time I feel pride in my day job and not crushing depression.
I found a Taco Bell and Subway in Germany-who said Germany isn't perfect?!? *
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*So far we've only eaten local, but you know I can't help but crush on my fast food loves.
It gets me so heated reading about bullshit abortion policies. If you say you support human rights but are pro-life then you don't support human rights. MY body, MY choice.
The Witcher is so good. But I hate that I can't stop screaming at the TV because Henry Cavill is too hot and every time he takes his shirt off, I lose my damn mind. (Also Yennifer, she can stomp on me)
I want to thank everyone so much for the overwhelming support and love on only fams! You all are amazing! My VIP page is live right now for those interested! If it isn't an option for you right now, fear not! My free page is just as fun, just not a 🌶️🌶️🌶️! Link in bio 🖤