@NiceWigg
@Nokokopuffs_
@TSM_Albralelie
@Apryze_
@Snip3down
. Thank you guys for helping me go through cancer a little easier with yall streams. I feel like when I find yalls streams it helped me through treatment. Words can't express how greatful I am to you guys ❤
I knew this man was a fucking amazing human being and I can not thank you enough for just being you. Thank you so much
@oh_Nocturnal
this means so much to me and im legit crying while typing
Also thank you to whoever helped him do this and providing another box my cats to play in
In honors of international women's day heres a rare picture of me and I come bearing good news!!! I'm officially in remission thank you to these people who helped me through it by streaming, sending me messages and just supporting me.
@oh_Nocturnal
@Apryze_
@JustMerryth
@NiceWigg
Before yall come for my editing it was fine when i edit it, idk im not re uploading it the shit i had to deal with just to get this upp!!! Anyway, i hope to make past mixxy proud. I couldn't do shit last season so i'm giving it my all to improve 🤍
I've been thinking about how to word this for days and I've cried, mourned and processed all my feelings. But today I share the news I received about my cancer. It turns out for my type of lymphoma there is no cure. I will live with cancer all my life and there is a 95% 1/?
I love my new hoodie so much. Look
@oh_Nocturnal
i took some pictures for you. Now when I got get my cancer treatment done I can easily represent my favorite team
@TeamLiquid
. Im beyond happy to finally get this hoodie and can't wait until I save a little more to buy some more!
You guys will probably never see these but im forever greatful for all the laughs I've had even when I felt hopeless. You guys saved me through some of my tough times and ill continue to watch you guys to get a laugh and become a better apex player
So I wanted to make a kinda emotional post. Though my time in Texas seems long I did enjoy it very much. Now I'm leaving Texas shortly I have to go back to my reality. I start back on my chemo via port instead of pills and God damn does that suck. 1/?
So much talent!!! Thank you all for interacting. I will definitely check all of you out and see who best fits my vision and still best. All of you are wonderful ❤❤
@Alliance_iPN
When I frist saw this I was so confused as to why you guys were doing this and when I found out why. I got so proud that the streamers I watch dont tolerate shit like that ❤❤
Listen
@oh_Nocturnal
and
@Alliance_iPN
i need you two to play when Ipn finish moving. Frist stream should be both of you playing together. I need this content in my life. I offer this picture of my cat as payment if you need more hit me up. I have 4 cats in total so I have plenty
I just noticed. A lot of people don't know this my bad homies. I have cancer. Ive been dealing with it for 7 years now. Its called Non Hodgkin's t cell lymphoma. This shit sucks and I bitch about it a lot because it makes me feel better. And im currently on chemo 🤍
Soooo i didn't know that June was National Cancer Survivor Month. Here's a picture of one of my shittiest time of my life ✌🏼 . Idk if I classify as a Survivor or not since I'm still dealing with this. Much love homies ❤❤
I made it to plat 🥺🥺. If yall know anything about me this season was the hardest season I've ever had to do. I lost papa mix, ended a relationship, starting looking at my option for chemo, and started playing comp. I wanted to quit apex after papa mixture passed but my brother
Just got the news Bob lost his battle to cancer. He was the baddest kitty in the streets. Fought a raccoon and won. Flirted with every female he could get. Such a lovely old man he was 🥲
@NiceWigg
@CouRageJD
@Apryze_
Holy shit I did not expect you guys to respond thank you so much for the kind words. Honestly just watching you guys play have helped lift my mood so much because the content has just been super funny. Also its a little funny seeing
@CouRageJD
fall off the map a few times
With everything going on, I just wanted to say thank you to the guys I've met in 2023. Meeting so many of you and being able to call you friends is a privilege I won't take for granted. Hopefully 2024 is much better for us. Much love homies
And that's the end of Vesa season 6. I've made some awesome friends and got so much better than my last season. I can't wait until the next season to keep improving and blossom 🤍 . Im determine to win all my cons next season 🤗
Bro I fucking hate cancer so fucking much. Its taken so much from me and continually takes from me. Im tired. Like I fucking can't do this anymore man.
That have distracted me with their streams or have given me words of encouragement. I would like to give special thank you to
@Apryze_
@oh_Nocturnal
@MrGreekGod_
@Dropped
@MandeOW
@rpr
. Your streams have brought so much joy in such a shitty situation. Thank you.
Through the bullshit people put me through I still wish for them to live a good life. I hate how im not angry at them.I just don't have that in my heart for that. I want whats in the best interests of everyone even if you ever did wrong me. Im annoyed at myself for that 😒
If I don't answer your messages im sorry, im not ignoring you. Im just not okay rn so much is happening and I just need to break down and then come back. I wont be talking to many people during this time. Im sorry
Crazy how people are getting upset with me because i don't want to include them when playing with my brother. He's a new player on Apex and im trying not to overwhelm him as much as possible and make his gaming experience as fun as possible. Some of yall are weird as fuck.
When I was younger my dream job was to work in criminal justice and I even got a degree in it as well. But i was diagnosed with incurable cancer back in 2017 and have been fighting it ever since and couldn't pursue any type of career in the field so I gave that up ✌🏼
Its crazy that people like watching my dumbass play games 🥲🥲 i know these numbers aren't high for some but to me im just greatful to have at least one person watching my dumbass. 🤍🤍
Please dont be weird in my Dms I legit don't talk to any streamers other than somewhat
@oh_Nocturnal
but he legit hates everyone and is a grouchy old man and even if I did Its weird to ask me to pass along a message. Just go to their chat. I never expected my tweet to blow up
Having papa mixture buy these for me and didn't make fun of me for being to old but asked questions and was helping pick them hits different
He said they were an early birthday present and to show my friends. I did try to pay for them but he snuck it back in my bag while I drove
To have a mom that doesn't understand my lifestyle but still accepts me and loves me hits a little different. We didn't start out good but we are getting there 🥲
My dad isn't an emotional man but he knows I've been struggling and he told me that he loves me and he's extremely proud of me..... I didn't want to cry today.
Happy birthday to Mama Mixture. She's dealt with all of my melt downs, cried with me, laughed with me and at me 😂, given me great life advice and is here whenever I need her. Though at times our relationship has been rough I wouldn't trade her for anything in the world 💛