@aislingspo
I think 16 or 17 tbh. She probably has low body fat from working & seems to store her weight In her lowerbody. I have v prominent chest/rib bones but bigger thighs and I’m BMI 17.9. U can’t look at just one body part gotta look at the whole picture
@AbsAbsAbs321
Peanut butter as a philosophical concept feels illegal. Why is it so good? Why is a 32g serving so small? Why is it so high in calories? Why can I kill a whole jar in minutes? It’s just not safe for the general public imo
@AbsAbsAbs321
This is why people who aren’t disordered don’t use the BMI scale!!!! There is no way that’s normal you are SO LEAN. You look so amazing omg and DEFINITELY smaller than BMI 19
@bl00dymess0666
No baby don’t choose a permanent solution to a temporary feeling- no matter how permanent your suffering feels you have so much potential for happiness in ur life and deserve to be here. You are loved please don’t do this
I feel dead. I was 108 yesterday then had terrible anxiety and heart palpitations so we went to the ER. They gave me fluids & said I was fine lmao and today I’m fucking 112.5 🤡🔫 WTF
@dietpeachh
Tbh no I’m about to be 26, I work at a software company & am such an adult in every aspect but my eating disorder feels like my one way of holding on to my youth & girliness. Like I’m rly just a cute lil girl who eats tiny food on cute plates despite being a grown ass woman
Gained 1 lb (114.2) this morning after eating 1500 & 1050 cals this weekend. I feel like I’ve lost lowkey but still floating around 113-114. Idk if I’m 114 with food weight & fuller glycogen storages maybe I did lose?? I really have never seen my thigh gap this prominent
My sugar free chocolate cake 295 calories for 1/8th! This has been my best one so far. So rich & it came out super cute. I packed several slices for my boyfriend to take to work 🥰
Sugar free cake I made for my friends birthday. 500 calories for 1/ 8 but I noticed no one had a full serving since it’s pretty rich. I puked later and it was super easy to get up
When I arrived home for the holidays last Wednesday I was 114 lbs and a bmi of 17.9. Today, 6 days later I am 120 lbs and not even under weight anymore 🤡🤡🤡
I had a lamb shish kabob, sugar free cake, chocolate & protein cookie dough for my birthday. Only gained from 112.9-113.3 so that’s good. Feel puffy tho
I want to post this on ig but I’m scared people will think I don’t look that thin bc my arms and legs look big but also I don’t want to look too disordered u know what I mean ugh
@sertralinebrat
Right like yes there’s metabolic adaptation and you won’t burn as many calories at bmi 15 than you did at bmi 25 but look at people starving in 3rd world countries lol they’re not just like “oh starvation mode now not gonna die anymore” nobody gains weight in a deficit
Sometimes restricting is so easy and I’m like wow I really don’t want or need food other times it’s so hard and all I want is to eat something that tastes good
I am going to residential treatment tomorrow 😭😭 so scared but relieved that there’s an end to this. Anorexia is just pain and suffering and I’m so done. I want my life and my career back. Wishing all of you health and happiness whenever you’re ready for it ❤️🩹 EDs are EVIL
Pre holidays I was 113-114, ate holiday food, 2500-3k cals for 5 days &shot up to 120. Now I’m finally dropping after days and saw 118.7 today. Crazy what a few days of fucking food will do. I know some is water weight but it’s fucking unsettling I look like a different person
Another attempt at low cal cake - this is made w oat flour, protein powder, eggs and Greek yogurt. Will be 148 cals for 1/16th once I make sugar free buttercream frosting!