This is the start of my first holiday season sober. In 3 days I will have made it 4 whole months. Today I am thankful for the decision to better myself and my life, the strength and will to continue this journey, and all the amazing support. One day at a time 🧡✨
Rounding into my second holiday season
#sober
and am thankful today, and every day, for the decision I made to better myself, my life, and my health.
I am so very thankful for all the love and support the past 16 months. Happy Thanksgiving. My love to all 🦃🤎
#Thanksgiving
I have a very significant kidney infection in my healthy kidney, but blood work & imaging was reassuring that it wasn’t anything further. The Dr. said it was absolutely best to come in & get checked. Thank you all for your love 🥰 Ready to get back & snuggle my baby 💚✨
ANNNND here she is! 2012, VW Beetle 6-Speed turbo. A ladybug for my ladybug. I have wanted a beetle since I was 5 years old I can’t even TELL you how excited we are!! SHE IS SO PRETTY 😭😍❤️🖤🐞
A rough week and a half or so, but today is 11 months, and I have a meeting tomorrow to pursue my Master’s Degree in Marine Biology, focusing on conservation of Marine Predators (sharks are bae). I got this 💚✨
#ODAAT
5 years ago I was miserable & anorexic. My self esteem was shot & I felt so fat I literally hated myself. Getting out of an abusive & toxic relationship that made me feel such awful things, was the best thing I’ve ever done for myself. I am now healthy & love exactly who I am💜✨
I just found out an extremely close friend of mine passed away last night. He got me through some REALLY tough shit and was just… there. Had the same humor as me, was sarcastic as fuck and taught me to perfect the 🖕🏼Hug your loved ones. I’m so sad, this can’t be real 💔😰
The barista saw all my ducks stuff on and said “yall winning today?” And I said “fuck yea!”
And then she gave me my stuff for free and said “GO DUCKS”
😎
Just picked my big girl up, and she was given a prize for her kindness she exhibits on a daily basis. Only one student from each entire class got one and she was chosen out of the 2nd grade class. I love this sweet pea so stinkin much. 🥹💚✨
Emma won the prize at school for the week for her leadership/role model behavior!! She got this octopus pop-it toy, a shirt, doritos, and doesn’t have to do homework all next week 🥰 whew this momma is so proud 💙💙💙💙
7 months in and I look at the beer tap sitting here at the bar, sippin on my Dr. Pepper and just have absolutely zero desire.
I can’t believe I made it this far, stuck with it, and just simply… am ✨ok✨ I never thought it was possible. 💚