Asexual-posting because it's trending and ignorance in those threads actually upset me.
My (lack of) sexuality isn't a "phase", it's not a choice, asexuality is a valid identity and we deserve to be understood as much as any other sexuality.
So let's educate!
What does Asexual
If anyone needs a TLDR on the
#FFXIV
NDA and sexual harassment situation from
@ClubPINKffxiv
‘s owner Sydnee, this summarize the last 2 days.
Also if you made this, comment, I NEED to give you credit. King.
A QUESTION FOR THE BADDIES:
Anyone else here insanely terrified of getting close to people both platonically and romantically because you’ve experienced a pattern all your life of consistently being shot down, used, and stepped on by people you love and hold close?
Just me?
🥲
Thank you. So fucking much.
5 days after we applied, and on the first try. I'm insanely mind-blown..
Thank you for all the community support. All the love, all the amazing times. Cheers to SO many more.
I had an awesome Fanfest. Headed home back to Chicago later today!
It was an absolute pleasure meeting everyone that I did, and thank you to anyone who gave our show at Area15 some love. That was surreal. This whole experience is surreal.
Also, Vegas, get your weather in check.
Doesn’t surprise me.
Performers in FFXIV, if CLUB PINK is a place on your schedule, I cannot support you.
He has sexually harassed and chased trans women exclusively, using their identity as a weapon to get closer to them alongside requesting “favors” for bookings.
With this,
Be wary of people who constantly keep an eye on you but don’t compliment or support you. Not all onlookers are friends and most are amazed you’re still standing after all the traps they set for you.
It’s ya girl lil feet here, whipping out a throwback pic and my catgirl for my
#FFXIVSelfie
since I’m redoing my hair soon!
I hope everyone has a great day today~ 💚
FFXIV!! Listen up! Coming up soon, we have rallied members of the trans, nonbinary, and gender diverse community within our FFXIV family in order to celebrate the FIRST YEAR of Transfest in 2023.
I am beyond happy and honored to be helping organize this event.
💞TRANS RIGHTS💞
Between the loss of someone who was a major part of & meant a lot to me and my journey and not feeling well irl I am taking the night off, heart is very heavy. See you guys back on Friday.
💝
All I’m saying is Claire’s cat loves me
Can’t wait to see everyone in Vegas. I drive out tomorrow. It’s truly a hot girl summer this summer.
If you see me at Fanfest please tell me who you are and say hey!! I am so excited to meet you guys. Even if you lurk, say hi! I notice💚
Need help finding a new job, I’m done with streaming full time as soon as I can be I think.
I’m tired of the deceit. The drama. The people coming at you for doing anything good. The people using others to promote their own agendas.
These people won. I got stuck into streaming
Fanfest weekend said a lot about the FFXIV community, but not the folks that attended.
If you have FOMO, that is okay. It pains me that I wasn’t able to see so many people.
However, shitting on people for going and enjoying themselves while at home being unhappy? Sort yourself.
Hey coming here to say
Stop spending IRL $ on your FFXIV venues. You’re creating a class issue within a game meant to be for fun. Your RMT, your gift card giveaways, your IRL money spent on ads. No. Bad.
This is fast-tracking the end of the FFXIV venue scene. Stop.
@waywardvvind
Hey, one of the performers playing there! This afterparty event was hosted by a lovely member of our community who hosts large events for charity.
The event proceeds are also all going directly toward YouAreRad, hosted at Area15 Nightclub in Las Vegas. You should try to come! ☺️
I have no idea what to say about yesterday but thank you.. I’m just overwhelmed with emotion and gratefulness for having people around who genuinely care.
Thank you for reminding me what community is. 💚
Vibe House is my family, you guys are my family. 💚
Giving context. This is a charity event. This is featuring DJs as performers at Area 15 nightclub in Las Vegas. This is community-driven, and I’m sorry if you think like this dude.
Anyways, over 400 tickets sold, 800 capacity in the venue. Ticket link⚡️💚
There’s gonna be an unofficial fanfest afterparty that’s $30 to get in and also has one of the DJs from the rp venue billboard and I NEED to hear the horror stories that come out of it
TW: Emotional Abuse.
Story time/vent:
This is gonna be long but I kinda need to get it off of my chest. A while back, I lost my primary IRL friend group. Long story short, I was abused by a man named Dan. We spoke for a while, broke it off because I was “too innocent”, he saw a
As y'all now know... I was told I wouldn't be allowed to donate to bunny-feeding streams anymore if I didn't go Viera for a bit, so...
New year new Lil' Feet, this time.. she's bunny-pilled!
Photo taken by:
@KyariXIV
(ty bby this is great)
#FFXIV
#GPOSER
#ffxivgpose
#viera
I'm saying it.
So many people in this scene who claim to be wholesome and good people legit have the worst moral compass. It's so strange. You can't be good when you enable bad people, that's not how it works LMAO
Seriously can't relate.
I’m gonna be honest. This situation where I have shared my story about past abuse has gotten scary overnight.
Please nobody be afraid to speak your truth. There will always be people trying to hurt you. Trying to minimize you. Don’t let the harassers win.
I’m locking up my
Returning for 2 sec to let you guys know I'm okay.
I just need time. Please be patient with me, I can't hide when I'm hurting.
I'm going to do my absolute best to return tomorrow since I do need to feed myself next month. If it does not go well, I will take additional time off.
HEY REMINDER! Every body is worth loving and cherishing. To all my family who are afraid to be, I’m 200+ and am nothing but proud of myself. I’m still accomplished. I’m still valid and beautiful.
This right here? This is me, I am healthy, and this is gorgeous.
Anywaaaaays~ 💚😅
I’m deeply sorry to everyone for posting such heavy things on Twitter lately. Please know I am hurting, I am mentally troubled right now, and I’m just trying to be as human as possible right now.
Thank you all for understanding.
I love and adore every single one of you. 💚
We. What the. Level 21 hype train. 21%.
This is my new personal record. I’m in shock. I cried for over an hour and I’m still just.. they’re STILL FLOWING.
I was 3 seconds away from taking a long break because things were eating me alive. I’m not going anywhere. You guys care
Do good things, be a good person, be true to yourself and good karma will come.
The world has a funny way of showing you down the line what you deserve.
The energy you put forth always comes back around, so fill your days with love & forward-thinking rather than hate & disdain.
I want to take a second to say… I am extremely proud of everyone who has begun speaking out about the FFXIV venue scene and how people treat performers, how other performers treat each other, etc.
There is bad in every scene, however, it has gotten horrible.
I want to remind
Now that the cat’s out of the bag; please read this.
I hope that this string of callouts against Sydnee from Club PINK on the Aether DC, especially involving this NDA crap, doesn’t ruin what little is there that resembles actual community, and that it instead redirects him onto
This Thursday, May 11th, 10PM-7AM CST, we celebrate the 2 year anniversary of Vibe House.
This place is cringe but I love it and I love the sense of community we’ve had the last 2 years.
11 venues that have supported us bring the party with us.
All 9 resident DJs play.
See ya.
Thank you for all the birthday love. Today we’re gonna celebrate even BIGGER.
Thank you for the love. Thank you for the kindness. I’ve never felt more supported by people who genuinely care than I have now and I am forever grateful.
See you tonight for the birthday NIGHT vibes.
Doin’ me, and doin’ it well. 💚
Got to see my mom today, hoping to spend the rest of the night having an amazing time with some more great people.
Really happy lately. And hell, do I know I deserve to be it. I can’t wait to see everyone tomorrow night. 💞💞
So insanely excited for today I can barely sleep.
I don’t often have friends take me places. Let alone plan entire days to hang out for things like celebrating my birthday. I’m so grateful to have some truly amazing human beings surrounding me.
Please guys just stop the hate. On everyone. This is tearing me apart.
This is my last Twitter post for the next few days. Take care everyone, treat people well.
Sets cancelled for the rest of tonight. Just got a call and some some horrifying news mid-set. I’m not sure if I’m going to share it, but I can’t put a happy face on for music.
If I’m feeling better, I may stream some game to make me happy later, but for right now I’m so sorry.
Avoid allowing the unhappy people to ruin your happiness, especially ones willing to drag you down with them instead of choosing self-improvement.
Protect your peace. Protect your happiness. Surround yourself with people who strive to better themselves each day.
You deserve it.
Tonight shall consist of self care, one long ass shower/bath, pizza, and reveling in the awesome energy of this last week.
We will be back with streams on Wednesday, but for now.. REST!
I can’t tell you how grateful I am, and we’re gonna ride this high. Happy 24-hour maint day!
When you embed your streams with bots, it not only fucks with your peers surrounding you, but it lacks benefit in the long run.
What REALLY chaps my ass is it invalidates the years of hard work streamers like myself have put into their stream and work if full time.
Don't cheat.
If you aren't already here, where are you? We're only 20 minutes into this 9 hour event.
Aether Adamantoise Goblet W20 P43
#ffxiv
Vibe House's 2 year anniversary event!! Awwwe yeah!
Thank you upstairs neighbor for causing a leak on my stream setup, I have now dropped way too many hundreds of dollars on a new board and it should be here Wednesday.
I got a white DDJ FLX6 by the way - INCOMING!
Thank you to everyone who dono'd last month so this was possible.
Idk if I told everyone, but, I’m making steps to getting over my agoraphobia. I sit closer and closer to my back gate every day, and outside for ~15-20 mins at a time.
Soon I will start taking walks around the block. Going to the 7-11 with dogs, alone, but it’s baby steps. 😭💚
Okay. They missed me. Thank god. I’ve never been that scared. 2 tornadoes dropped 20 mins from me (in the city that isn’t a far distance) and headed straight in my direction.
I’m okay and we’re okay. Thank fuck. The realization of being alone during a tornado just hit so hard.
Can we talk, too, about how I barely have time to run or step foot in my FF14 venue aside from for once or twice a week for leisure, I still get dm’ed and spoken to about how much I care and advocate for my staff and DJs.
This stuff isn’t hard to do. Care about others. Not hard.
Last night seriously warmed my heart. I don’t know what was in the air, in the energy, whatever it is.. but god was it beautiful.
So many people I’ve not seen in a while, a lineup of catgirls, and some nostalgic music just set up for a cry fest. Thank you all. I’m so grateful.💚
I also wanna mention I’m so tired of being sexualized, fat shamed, everything on stream.
I have felt my happiest while streaming this entire month while I’ve had my camera break, but I’m nervous about returning and being disliked by my new followers just cause of my appearance..
Taking a break the next week or so.
Will only be playing my sets tonight + Luxuria tomorrow.
More information in discord later.
To be honest, I’m mentally rundown.
As it’s said, you gotta fill up your own cup before you can fill someone else’s.
To my community, I love you. 💚
Please take time to read this.
A huge message with this is… people will chew you up, spit you out, and leave. They will never tell you you did wrong. They don’t care only as long as you can benefit them.
Reflect on who you give the pleasure of being close to you.
If someone
“People don’t abandon people they love…
They abandon people they are using…
There’s your closure right there…”
Saw this on TikTok and it resonated with me pretty hard.
People that will be there for you *genuinely* will be there and not be afraid to tell you when you
Again, my boundary is to please DO NOT message me unless we are close.
DO NOT come in my dms when I'm having a mental crisis after trying to unalive, knowing my mental state, and dismiss it and say "everyone has tried", when I acknowledge I'm clearly not stable enough for convo.
In the next few days;
New desk
New chair
New board
We making UPGRADES! I might even be able to have my stream setup in the same space as my computer now! Will take pics when it’s all assembled by Thursday. 💚
Reminder that it’s okay and perfectly healthy to vent to your friends. Do not feel ashamed or guilty for airing out your upset in any situation.
Bottling up your feelings is NOT OKAY. You will burst. We preach to take care of your mind and body, but your heart is also important.
Hey hi I wanna extend the offer to anyone;
Feel free to DM me for my discord! If you’re a Twitter mutual and we don’t talk, and you want to change that, DM me on here for my discord name! Would love to become friends, I’m horrible at reaching out to say the first hellos 🥺💚
As a plus-sized creator, especially when all of my peers in my niche community on camera are thin, I know it’s so fucking important to keep pushing. Don’t let the hate get you down.
Inspire others. Show others it’s okay. We’ve been shamed forever, there’s nothing wrong with
Genuinely I don’t care if I am not getting fast/crazy success, I refuse to conform to extremely palatable music to be “normal”.
I feel such a huge sense of community in the friends I’ve met this last year and you guys are worth the world to me. 💚 You are not just a job to me.
If someone asks for space, respect it.
If someone acknowledges they're not okay and you're triggering them, respect it.
If someone is telling you to stop and talk to them later because they're about to spiral, respect it.
Boundaries are important. Please fucking respect them.
I would kill to expand and have new friends, so if you ever, EVER, have felt intimidated to speak to me I promise you I’m just a sweet idiot.
I’ve been hanging out in discord lately and chilling with anyone who hops in and honestly it’s felt so therapeutic. I’m really happy.💚💚
I’m sorry for the spicy opinion but I think these real money giveaways need to stop, I don’t think we realize how volatile this is making the venue scene in FFXIV. This should NOT be such a wild competition, it should be communities enjoying meeting new people… 😔
So grateful for the opportunities I've had lately!
Made my Japan datacenter debut this morning at Club Scordia. Played for my EU homies at Project XIV just a bit ago. And now we go back to NA for my last show before my break!!
10PM-12AM CST tonight. Hypnotiq. Then a week off!♥
Man. I don’t wanna deal with all this. I have a raging migraine and I’ve done everything I can tonight to avoid shit.
Tomorrow I will not be responding to ANY DMs FFXIV related. And no negative messages, either.
Hard boundary. Please respect this.
Ight cause I’m bad at meeting people;
Calling all my late night degens (bonus point for bunboys) - If you’re up like till the sun rises, hit me up. I spend most nights jumping group to group saying goodnight to friends.
Anyone tryna chill late night? Hit my dms for my discord💚
Covid positive😩
Canceling most sets for this week so I can recover properly, the fatigue started kicking in today which made me go get another test.
I’ll do today at PURE and tomorrow at Bassment, maybe Vibe House if I’m feeling well Weds night. THEN back Saturday. 💚 you all!
Gonna keep it real, friends..
Life is good right now. 💓
No matter the ups and downs, the mental turbulence, the stress, we still came out more solid than ever. Happier, more proud, and more content with what I have and created than ever. Cheers to a healthy and happy 2024. 🎉
Truly it blows my mind and warms my heart at the exact same time to know how many people I’ve turned on to listening to hardstyle.
How many hard dance enjoyers I’ve run into on FFXIV.
It makes me really happy. Never change. I’m so grateful for everyone being able to share my 💚
Happy Pride!!
Remember, when making performance lineups for Pride events this June, you want to make sure you include people who are loud and proud of their sexuality, not just during the month.
Oh, and make sure the majority of your performers are LGBTQIA+. Not only 1-2. TY!
Got viewbotted and follow botted in stream today :/
Just wanna make an official tweet saying I do not condone nor consented to any of that happening in my stream. Will be mass banning the accounts, alongside submitting a report to Twitch on the incident.
Thanks friends :D <3
Hi, rant time.
Y’all ever reach out to someone to reconcile, and instead they try to force you into a voice call after you say 6 times you do not want to, treat you like you’re some ticking time bomb and refuse to speak without a mediator, when you just wanted a 5 minute
"Club Pink represents this community, its patrons represent this community, and the DJs that were there represent this community."
So that's why you're taking talent from the outside and involving large production companies?
Club PINK represents greed and desperation.