I’m overwhelmed. Thank you Ignite RP. It’s dumb. But seeing in my chat from a first time viewer that Poppy was their favorite *officer* hit me.
I am so happy you like Poppy. I am so happy I get the opportunity to rp as an officer after convincing myself I never would be.
Thank you
@nobeljt
for letting me part of the great rp today. More serious rp isn't for everyone but I'm glad to go on this new arc with you.
L-Civ life 4ever
Art by
@AvirArt
This is part of the problem of the mindset of GTA roleplaying currently. It does not just have to be cop and crim. Civilians and other government workers (doctors, lawyers, judges, EMS, etc) are also vital and valid to the system and should not be forgotten or pushed to the side
In the GTA roleplaying system, streamers are split into two separate yet equally important groups: The police, who investigate crimes and cause havoc, and everyone else, who commit crimes and cause havoc. These are their stories.
Today is the one year anniversary of the first time I actually played on NoPixel. Extremely grateful for everything.
Was hoping to stream but I recognize I’m not in the right place to. Taking an undisclosed amount of time off. Take care of yourselves <3
@CallMeKevin1811
P O S Y, Chroy, Steeeeven and the rest of the gang will be around whenever GrognakTheDestroyerAttorneyAtLawEsquireMD graces our presence once again. Don't worry! Take care of yourself first always! 💜💜💜
NoPixel 3.0 was the first place I ever rp’d about 3 years ago. In that time I had three major characters Granny Marigold, Posy Florian and Dr. Dahlia Fey.
Dahlia was never supposed to be a main thank you for those that took interest in her story both ic and ooc to make her one.
These past 2 weeks of roleplay have been some of the most rewarding (although sometimes stressful) on ignite.
However, I’m feeling pretty down about letting a storyline fall away that can now never be picked up again on NoPixel. Idk when I’ll be back on NP.
Sorry Fam
Hello. Friendly reminder that characters are characters and their actions will not always make people happy. (What’s life without DRAMA?) But please respect and be kind to the rpers.
There is a difference between I don’t like *characters actions* and I don’t like *streamer*
Hey all. Know I said I was going to do something for my anniversary of making partner on twitch and spend time with the community.
My dad after battling a long illness passed away overnight. It wasn’t unexpected but still I’m taking time to process. //
Thank you to everyone that’s reached out to me in the last few days. I understand this rp hasn’t just affected me but other viewers in the community as well.
Reminder, it’s ok to step away if stuff gets too heavy. Watching rp should be enjoyable, not stress inducing.
I.... have very few words. I held it together in stream but looking at this number and thinking ten THOUSAND of you hit that button.
Honestly, truly, really, thank you. No jokes here. I appreciate all of you and I hope you all are taking care of yourselves.
For those wondering , I don’t know when I’ll be back on NoPixel regularly. If you’ve tuned into my stream I’ve given my opinions on there, but they also echo other peoples frustrations. Thank you all for understanding and being supportive 💙
People with chronic conditions that have flare ups and intrusive thoughts like “What if this pain never goes away? Is this just my new normal? What if nothing fixes this.”
Don’t let it consume you. Focus on stuff you can do, even if it’s small.
Saying this for you and me <3
I'm going to sleep. NO MORE OF POSY'S FRIENDS ARE ALLOWED TO DIE.
I WILL FLY TO YOUR HOUSE AND BLAST GHOST SIRENS OUTSIDE IF YOU PERMA YOUR CHARACTER BEFORE I WAKE UP.
If I didn’t say it earlier. No stream today. I’m busy eating ice cream. It’s hot. Go eat ice cream. Or sorbet.
I found myself my very own creamy three way in Norway today.
@Farmhouse781
@BumbleSmol
NoPixel devs are insane for doing something so ambitious and creative. I didn’t expect to partake but super glad I had the opportunity to just Troll my community <3
Oh yes and I had fun.
Sorry for abrupt end of stream. Anxiety hit me for no real reason and instead of pushing through I am choosing to look after my mental health first.
Here’s a photo of Hazelnut
I’ve been sick in bed all day (flare up) So I won’t be in the city most likely until Monday.
Now I might be sick in bed and crying. But that’s ok. Taking care of yourself always comes first. Mental health is important.
Thanks for being Posy’s friend
@zaitohro
and mine too.
Dahlia isn't the most extraverted/loud/exciting character I've played but I do do my best to create interesting rp scenarios, even outside the hospital with her. Thank you for continuing to show me that she has a place in the city as well as the birthday wishes today.
Today was just...wow. Thank you to everyone involved, and that includes you Jamily Family. Seeing you all support each other while ninjas were cutting onions in chat... well a ninja appeared and cut onions behind me too. TCOY
Artist
@sonski96
6.9.2021 Steven Hayes Day
Thank you
@Farmhouse781
for putting the up with yourself 😛( AND PLEASE DO NOT QUIT RP)
Be sure to sub to the YouTube channel for more great edits.
As I’m going to sleep I’m remembering the dream I had last night. It was half Gta and half not. I got very upset talking with my husband because we couldn’t be together… the reason being “I’m not allowed to date until I’m 50” thanks Posy
Posy has always been a chaotic but calculated character with the ability to just kinda be wherever and blend.
That might change soon. Excited for the rp. Anxious for the change, but things can’t always be the same. It’s not realistic. People change and grow. So do characters.
I’ve said it before but this recent Posy arc is some of the best rp and I know people enjoy it but also hits some *trauma* nerves for me, because Posys situation mirrors an irl situation I had a few years back. I was banned from participating in something I loved (cont)
Today I am older.
It also marks 2 years since I got accepted into NoPixel and my life drastically changed in such amazing ways.
HOWEVER
Life is horribly ironic and I got caught in the second wave of prio wipes SO uh. Maybe no stream?
Today was crazy. So much good rp, We met Kim Littleman, we went to jail...
But most importantly... Posy's Bestie returned to town and we went fancy fishing!!!!
Love you all. Take care of yourselves please
Some days are just those days… some weeks are just those weeks… some months are just those months. It’s alright. It will pass.
But man does it suck when you’re in it.
Rest Easy Watson you big dumb oaf and the loudest purred I’ve ever known
Because someone spoke poorly about me and said I did something I didn’t do. I lost many friends and it was shitty all around. Took me years to get over that kind of betrayal.
Thank you Jamily for being loving and supportive, to me, other characters, and streamers. Youre awesome
Need government approval for the anxiety medication i normally take when I get anxiety attacks. This plot line with
@nobeljt
has been great rp but just has been stirring up too much past trauma. It's one of the few times I feel like I've let someone down in roleplay.
One of the weird things about living with a chronic illness is when new symptoms pop up you end up wondering… “is this my new normal or is something wrong?”
Not an awesome game to play.
Todays my normal day off.
But I’m also feeling super dejected and demotivated.
I knew this was an extremely high possibility. I also saw the extreme RP potential the FIB had with just a few extra tweaks.
2 months of time, thought and effort into Posy.
Blah
This time last year I was in the states preparing to move to Norway and start the next chapter of my life.
I feel like that chapter turned into an entire book with all that has happened.
Notable chapters:
Quick note on voice IDing in general in rp, because I realize I went on a tired rant today and I didn’t mean to. I realize it’s an easy mistake to make especially with new rpers. The voice can be someone’s most identifiable feature on the internet. In gta rp…
For those who ask why I don't have a schedule, it's because my body decides to have a big "nope" session that can last from a few hours to a few days. I don't want to put pressure on myself or be letting you guys down by giving times when I can stream. 1/2
I’ve got to go out to renew my citizenship papers today and fuck I’m anxious of this new strain of Covid.
Please continue to wear masks. Wash hands, use antibac.
It’s a horrible feeling leaving the house afraid because your body already sucks.
I remember when things looked bad for the States years ago and I joked "At least I have an out with a boyfriend in Norway." Never did I IMAGINE that joke would become reality.
And the states keep getting worse.
I'm sad. I'm angry.
What the fuck.
-I moved to Norway with Hazelnut
-found NoPixel
-I moved again
-Accepted onto NP
-Started streaming
-affiliate on twitch
-Prio on NP
-Adopted the devil kitten Scranton
-Lost engagement ring
-Did a subathon
-PARTNER on Twitch
-ending the year with 11k followers
what the fuck
Me: Why do I keep thinking I’m a terrible person that does nothing right?
Dealing with with:
*anxiety* + *depression* + *PMS* + *POTs* + *Weather change*
Me: Must be because I’m a shit person.
(Reminder to not trust your head. And sometimes brains suck)
Hey guys remember literally yesterday when I cracked at 2.5k followers? TODAY YOU DINGUSES MADE ME CRY. Welcome to The Jamily Family complete with our own family secret (please don't tell
@CallMeKevin1811
shhh) In all honesty thank you all more than words can express.
My body is noping hard this week. It’s been a while since I’ve had a flare up this bad. Normally I don’t care much because there’s not much else I want to be doing or I can put stuff off. But dammit I miss you guys. I’ll be back when I can
No stream today. Got to do housework stuffs and dnd later. I DO HAVE A YOUTUBE ARCHIVE HERE: Maybe you should go subscribe <3
Anyway have a fantastic day and take care of yourself. Drink water!
Art by Finn/Phine
When one story ends another can begin. There may be some epilogue yet to come from Posy but for now, this felt right. That’s Posy though, she puts friendship first.
I believe there is a lot still to be done with the FIB, my hope isn’t out. Just need to find a new page forward.
Got some personal stuff going on so you may not see me streaming as often.
You still might see me pop in a few other peoples streams though <3
As always take care of yourself
Sometimes things don’t go as planned or how you’d like them to go in rp. (That’s the magic of rp.) Take time to reflect,regroup and get back to find new roads to travel.
Just because one road you were traveling down got blocked doesn’t mean they all are.
The one handed/Two handed banana debate is one of the funniest long running jokes in my surrounding community.
I think it started with
@ChrisTombstone_
Spread to
@Fiendota
(2 handed gang )
and everyone Posy talks to
(Also I'm LIVE )
Art by Aulyos
No stream today. I did get on and mess with the lighting at house.exe a bit. Probably will be off tomorrow as well. Take care of yourself this weekend!
Sometimes things in rp hit non RP nerves and stir up old real life backstory trauma you didn’t expect it to.
Both what’s great and stressful as you get to learn about yourself as you play a semi extension of yourself.
But also fuck old wounds being opened.
@Farmhouse781
Echoing what everyone else said you did not let anybody down whatsoever. I’m sorry I left you towards the beginning take all the time you need for yourself.
Feeling a little under the weather today. Was on the server thought about streaming but then just was too tired
Here’s a photo from yesterday though. Scranton being needy
You've made it through before, you can do it again. The world is full of puzzles not problems.
Still it's ok to feel like it's a punch in the gut.
because... oof
With all the anxiety and everything surrounding NoPixel atm I am still constantly refreshed at the quality of RP at the hospital. Thank you everyone that partakes
Tried playing just for myself for a bit and could tell I was not myself so called it quits after a little bit. No stream for now.
This is also always why I say take care of yourself. And I MEAN IT for me as well. Take care of yourself today and be kind 💙💙
I won’t be back streaming for another week, At least. Thanks for all the well messages.
Every time I think the hard part is over there’s another hurdle.
Huge thanks to my community for being so chill and supportive as well as Posy’s support circle in city.
This is the first rp plot that I’m actually a bit stressed over (mostly because it’s majorly out of Posy’s hands) So thanks for sticking with me.
I’ll keep trying my best.
Doctor said the numbness/weakness might just be another symptom of my condition and that he's a little surprised I haven't experienced it before.
Running blood tests just in case but otherwise it's a "Learn to live with it" thing.
My reaction ->
Some days are just filled with brilliant rp start to end. We started with a crazy autopsy, Dahlia got a best friend, we dressed up like Steven, Flo made a return, we picked out a house. And so much more. I’m exhausted. Idk if I’ll stream tomorrow or the weekend. TCOY