03/04
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New week, staying in my lane, motivating myself, greens, taking care of my body internally and externally, "It is the conviction, that I deserve better" keeping a positive and calm spirit.
about this week
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always receptive of the sunlight, retail therapy, navigating peace, moments with God, working and learning, in a humble state, full of hope no matter the worries, taking it day by day
After years of procrastination and fear, my mom has finally decided to walk away from an intensely abusive marriage. I just walked into the doors of a new home. I cannot stop crying😫😭
After years of fighting, I can say that I lived this year, I was not on survival mode, I lived. God restored so many parts of my life and I’m so grateful. I just know it’s only gonna get better from here♥️
I want to learn how to be honest with how I really feel about things. To be more expressive of my pain, struggles and difficulties. To understand that being vulnerable with those who care, is more liberating then isolation and words like “I’m okay”
This year I have died more than I’ve lived. I push through each day like it doesn’t wound me just to breathe, The universe has forced the words “you are strong” upon me so intensely, it only leaves me suffocating inside. I don’t know how my soul is still attached to this skin.
I went to go clean my old apartment today
and I said a little prayer for the next person who’s gonna stay there. I really loved that place, it brought a lot of goodness and restoration in my life. A very life changing experience and I’ll forever be grateful❤️
29/03
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Still romanticising life, absorbing knowledge that is helping me grow, transitioning into a new role, still a creative, laughter, staying kind and grateful all throughout.
Me to me:
Don’t belittle yourself by accepting behaviors that don’t resonate with your life goals. You know what you want. Believe that you will get it.
I pray this day meets you where you are. I pray it offers assistance, where you need it, just like you need it. I pray you know peace even when none of it seems available to you. I pray this day leaves you fuller and better than it found you.🤍
Everything is working out for my good, what's for me,won't miss me.I am yet to meet God's favour and overflow in the land of the living.I'm not in a hurry simply because I know who holds the future. My God said He has plans to prosper me and so shall it be🤍
About last week
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a little switch up to my skincare routine, got another piercing, gelato, still romanticising even the smallest things, lots of moments spent in solitude, music as a form of comfort.