Day 2 running 100K in February for Great Romans Street Hospital. I was as stiff as a board from yesterday and it was serious effort in that wind but I got it done 🏃♂️
If you can spare a couple of quid and support me click on the Just Giving link bellow
school closures for some mean fun! For others no free school dinner?, or the breakfast club? are they warm? Do they have an adult at home? now going on to the weekend it will be 5 days without touching base.
I really hope every kid is safe and warm but I know they are not :(
This picture represents the first time all of my siblings were in the same place at once, we were separated and taken into care, different local authorities, time passed, relationships took time to rebuild.
But what you see here is 4 survivors!
The aim is to be 4 Thrivers!
well nae work on i already had and it's beat it so decided it would make sense to try and do
something if there was something to do and that thing is a maintenance man at the royal 😎
asda last night and done something i thought was right... i’m no exactly flush in fact the opposite 😂 was a hunt overnight to find who the person was, i was discreet as i could be but it’s out now so have a read at what a random act of kindness paid forward meant to a family.
Many of you know my older brother Kenny passed away suddenly last year but with most rains comes a rainbow and today me and Cameron met my lovely neice for the first time and her mum, an uncle finds a neice and Cameron finds a cousin, Kenny will be so happy to see 😇❤️
if school closures happen, i hope
@scotgov
have a plan for free school meals to continue i’ll personally deliver meals for free of given resources as would many, or maybe extra child benefit payments 4 families to cover cost. know this is serious but NO kid starving in scot EVER!
my boy will be 6 on sunday! how’d that happen? i’ve felt like a really rubbish parent at times. health and personal problems & we still don’t have a home feel like i’m failing. the goal is to provide right? then he hugs me with that smile and i know it’s love that matters ❤️
I decided it was unacceptable that just cause I’m 25 I never got a birthday cake so me and Cameron trotted along to Morrison’s, I let him make the wish cause my wish is for his wishes to come true ❤️🥰🥰
My wee soldier is 5 years old tomorrow! Where has the time gone. He is undoubted the light of my life and the ultimate motivation for me to keep going and try my best which is all any parent can do! I love him so much!!!!!!!
Finally after years of me and Cameron being flung from pillar to post, being treated like a number, a place in a queue, another case, hostels to temp flats to temp flats. My permanent house is close to being ready and within the month I could have keys 🔑.
2 major surgeries on my spine don’t know if I’ll ever be 100% again got out this afternoon and I’m feeling tears of joy too see my boy. dark times in that hospital ❤️ didn’t want him seeing me in a state mangled up. But I can’t even explain to you the feeling in this hug 🤧❤️❤️
Everyone you meet is fighting a private battle of which you might know nothing about, so remember as good as it looks outside the house they could be suffering the deepest pain behind the curtains.
it’s been a tough week losing my brother, the funeral is now set and I had to dissapear for a few days. But I’d like to let you all know I’m healthy and getting stronger by the day! I’ll reply to all emails before the end of the week, I appreciate all the support and love ❤️
Starting some filming as part of a
Documentary with STV tomorrow.
I’ve put a bit of an explanation below.
I am Nervous
Most of my friends or fellow bouncers don’t have a clue what I do during the day so they are likely to turn on the tv in October and be like what the f*** 😂
A tough couple of weeks losing my brother and just a dose of bad luck at every turn to top that off, but the way I see it there’s 2 options.
Build something with those rocks, or let them bury me.
Let’s Build! ❤️
Thanks to all the schools who’ve had me in this week 🤗
my tweet could be seen as pessimistic but I personally remember the cold hungry Christmas’s as a kid watching the adverts of big turkey dinners & toys, Wishing for stuff that never came. treat your family, spoil your kids but please do something for those that won’t get ❤️🎄
As depressing as this may sound 16 year old me made a bet that I probably wouldn’t see 25 as I was in that big flat by myself with absolutely no clue what I was doing practically or emotionally. Dear 16 year old me your owe me money I’m thriving pal 😂😂💪
It was a lovely service for my brother today filled with humour love and the good memories which is what he would have wanted! I thank everyone of you on Twitter because you have all helped me through this week by caring for me and and my circumstances. ❤️🌈
I went to see my brother today and say a personal goodbye, some might call this rainbow that appeared afterwards a coincidence but for me it was a sign of hope at the end of what seemed like a hopeless day.
The lovely card arrived a couple of days ago.
Broke through a barrier before Cameron’s first day at school tomorrow, things have obviously not went as planned this summer but celebrate the wins we are moving forward together! Cam isn’t afraid of the barber anymore last minute change to school but he’s so excited for tomorrow
Me and Cameron have a move in date of our HOME for the 13th of February!!! 🔑 🏠 there was a brief scare that 13th was a Friday but it’s a Thursday thank god😅.... fresh start to the year. Just need to make it another month where we are and source everything we need 🤞🤞🤞
Get the wee man to nursery and get along to
@ACEAwareNation
for a spectacular ya to spend my birthday listening to some of the best speakers in the the world do their stuff! Looking forward to learning loads!
WHAT ARE YOU DOING THIS WEEKEND?
Nice meal with the family?
Spending free time revitalising?
Family time with the kids?
Complaining the weekend goes too fast?
For some kids it will have felt like an eternity and they’ll have spent the weekend SURVIVING.
Today I gave a talk at
@JamesYoungHS
and whilst I was speaking a very talented teacher created this work of art telling presentation in illustrated form, absolutely beautiful! Credit to Mr Neil Walker so intricate in such a short amount of time AMAZING!!!!
had a really tough day felt really low not afraid to admit it, i called a place called calm recommended to me by someone, talked stuff through my thoughts, feeling etc, she was lovely and i feel a bit better a service for men i think - 0800585858 ❤️ share away
Stark reminder for me this weekend that the Christmas period can trigger so much trauma and pain due to the pressure we allow ourselves to be put under as consumers, f*** presents, f*** all that materialistic nonsense, brainwashing adverts. love, kindness compassion and HEALTH!
You know family isn’t just bioligally made, to me family means people you feel safe with, people who care about you and most of all people who accept you for the person you are ❤️
Thank you for the love,support and advice, young guys talking openly about mental health the way I did today clearly is something that is positive because I am further forward tonight than I was this morning.
The night is darkest before the dawn. ❤️✌️
into work today pushed through cause i know i’ll feel better at the end of day when cameron runs up for a hug! hopefully last night was a blip, that number did help probably wouldn’t have made it to work at the hospital today if never got support from a friendly stranger.
health and wellbieng at the forefront of every decision.
make sure we are ALL trauma informed.
how can we make a good meal if you don’t include all the ingredients.
The difference between hope and hopelessness for a kid can be 1 person that really cares,
THEY NEED YOU!
first pic on christmas day I had absolutely no idea he had type 1 diabetes, todays picture diagnosed a couple of weeks ago. look at the difference in his wee healthy happy face
#T1D
And if you’ve no had enough of me after the radio, the podcast, the documentary and the constant nagging for help with retweeting.
I’m no also going to be appearing live in
@ScotlandTonight
tomorrow the show starts at 10.30pm
Please retweet far and awide once again much love!
✌️ the road to recovery has begins, Cameron’s doing well he was unfortunately off school for the day but managed to make arrangement and he’ll be back tomorrow hopefully I’ll be back soon too ❤️❤️
me and my wee champion 7 ago days diagnosed with type 1 diabetes and absolutely taken it in his stride thanks to all the well wishers and those with great advice and care, family isn’t always blood and for us that couldn’t be more true ❤️
for anyone that missed what said on STV news tonight. regarding my experience of coronovirus. we need to ramp up testing, ramp up PPE and let all staff from home carers, catering staff maintence staff to consultants be and feel safe!
thanks for all of support and love at this hard time.
I want to assure anyone that has me booked that I will be there.
although there may be some radio silence this week I am and will be ok.
My brothers memory will live on and help others through my heart and talks ❤️
5000 leaflets just delivered to be distributed by myself far & wide for those who aren’t on social media, if you have a conference before Tuesday let me know and I’ll drop some off! cafes, shops, barbers, schools, nurseries my aim: get as wide an audience as possible
#paperround
my son cameron❤️🌈 so much progress over the years, was non verbal at one stage. he’s missed loads of school in his important first year but he embraces the way he sees the world I live for these moments. melts everyones hearts, anyone who’s met him knows! he makes me so proud.
UPDATE:
Hi Guys, just a quick update to all as I have missed a few calls, a lot of emails and have been non existent on twitter.
I have not been well, i’m currently in hospital & due to have surgery tomorrow 4 some stomach issues.
I WILL BE BACK 💪!!
posted a lot about my personal trials, my brothers passing, my housing, unjust policies that are effecting me. thank you all for your support.
Every battle I have others like me are also having, I want change for me and Cameron but I also want change for those not as loud as me!
A long hard painful road ahead but with the right support and sheer will to be strong again i am going to make a comeback over the next year the likes of which of you might only see in movies. Who knows maybe one day it will be a movie...
community spirit my broadband has an issue and a brand new neighbour gave me his details and we have internet till it’s fixed, community spirit everyone helping! ❤️
I’ve had one of days where it feels like “everything has went to shit”
trying to move forward and be positive whilst you feel like that is so so hard
when that kid arrives to school late, without a pen, or a school tie remember they might have scaled a mountain to get there
you have a private life away from work right? so do the young people you teach...
times have been tough for everyone this last 18 months, so I thought it’s a good time to remind everyone that a uniform, a brave face and even some behaviours can be a mask hiding trauma and pain
John Swinney “the difference between hope and hopelessness is a quality education”..... Me “the difference between hope and hopelessness is someone who really cares”
This morning I was speaking at
#PortyLF18
to hundreds of teachers.... tonight I will use the masses of energy, love and motivation you guys showed me and survive my night shift as Edinburgh’s friendliest bouncer 😂😂😂
This month I was working
@WeAreSTV
talking about what could have stopped my plane from crashing at school. RELATIONSHIPS and how to create the ones that make that real change if you need and in service speaker for the coming term please message or email at
'I felt like I was invisible... like I had nobody there'
In the latest part of our series on poverty in Scotland, we speak to single dad Chris Kilkenny who is using his experience to help others:
he is 6, he has autism, he was diagnosed with type 1 diabetes recently and is not long out of hospital, he got boxing gloves for christmas and here’s him having his first go 🥊 ❤️ HE IS CAMERON THE CHAMP!!!
For anyone that has me booked for October expect double confirmations 🤗 as I expect there will be worry I might not have been able to work and attend but things are falling into place it's been a long journey medically and mentally this year but I'm greatful for resilience!
papers in now and off to first drop off thank you to everyone who has supported the initiative, sent cards to edinburgh, to all the young people, teachers and artists that have connected engineers, to all the well wishers retweeters and sharers,
#inittogether
stay safe
Looking forward to my keynote tomorrow at the national probationer event
@gtcs
alongside
@GTCSKen
@JohnSwinney
@GLoganEd
and a room packed with teaching talent who are going to have fruitful careers loving and caring for decades worth of young people
#changinglives
💪
parenting 🤯, sometimes flying, sometimes have nothing but what we always have is trust & love, the best thing in my life! i make sure every day i hug him, spend time with him, cherish him and make sure he knows I LOVE HIM. i’m not perfect but who is...
#wingingit
My heart goes out to all the care leavers in their own tenancys living alone who are suffering from winter bugs and the flu.... I know it sounds trivial but for me it was one of the most horrendous experiences. 16, alone, nobody to call, nobody to visit nobody to come and hug you
10 DAYS TO GO 🏠 we get keys to our first permanent home since me and Cameron became homeless 1035 days.. sofas, hostels, temp flats, virtually no communication or support from housing, 👀 housing officer max 3 times! Most times with bad news 😆 edin housing crisis? Surely no 🤪
2 people who’ve had no obligation or responsibility to help, guide and mentor me over the last couple of years but have went above beyond!! Absolute saints ❤️🎄a joy to spend the day with good company
@realdcameron
Just want to assure people that might read my thread and am
@not
safe that’s not the case im healthy but I hurt and I just felt it was about time someone said it how it really was, I WILL BE OK! and thank you for the love.
1 year yesterday since my brother passed, sometimes it still isn’t real haven’t slept for overthinking a golden heart taken too young, some day we will be reunited
Cameron Not well his breathing and a chest infection but tonight the staff at Edinburgh’s royal hospital for sick children really perked him up; attentive, friendly and humorous. staff tonight deserve credit. New hosp will really help them do their job! btw He’s on the mend ❤️
It’s only Tuesday and I’m booked in for major spinal surgery this morning things have went from zero to a 100 real quick a rare syndrome , but U the thing that hurts most is disruption to Cameron’s life :( he’s safe and sound and hopefully I’ll be home with my boy soon ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
bit of a tough week lots of stuff on and it was getting to me, Then I thought wait a minute.... im a full time single dad, working multiple jobs to survive whilst learning as much as I can
@jazampawfarr
because of you! I decided from now on I’m celebrating my wins
#motivated
“Just show up for someone else”, powerful message.....
over the last few years people have showed up for me. I have shown up for others the combination of both is the reason I still have a voice and fight even when im at rock bottom.
Start your week by showing up for someone
merry christmas guys and girls cameron’s out cold, i’m more excited than him to see his wee face in the morning! we don’t have much family but we have each other and we have some amazing friends hope you all make great memories even in these uncertain times!! much love ❤️❤️❤️
wide awake, my spine is sore but within 1 day I’ve been up walking, made pals and never been left for hours without someone popping in to check on me, all nhs staff are doing best with what they’ve go, the neurology department at the western general are on another level though ❤️
Hi everyone, had to take some time off recently in case anyone thought I fell off the edge of the earth. 2018 as many know it was a hard year, it took it’s toll mentally and physically but I’m back and easing back in, if I’m in your plans for feb, I’ll be in touch 2day
#scrolling
cameron had an amazing 6th birthday, thank you everyone who wished him a happy birthday and sent me messages of support, he had such a great day that he’ll remember forever, we’re still going to the dinosaur exhibition and to see the lion king at the playhouse this week ❤️!
October Break here in Edinburgh, keep in mind what might be a nice break for some pupils will be a time that can break others. I used to dread the holidays as much as on the face of it didn’t like school, at least it was safe. Next week be mindful show love and understanding ❤️
thanks for everyone’s supportive messages cameron’s much better this morning. is aloud some breakfast he let me test his levels and give him his injections with no real fuss, lots to take in over the next wee while for us both but if anything our wee family are good at adapting.
My presentation at George Watson’s this morning started like this
ME “hi my names Chris Kilkenny and it’s become apparent to me that I’m the only person within a mile radius who’s shirt is untucked”
GWC PUPILS “loudest applaud and cheers I’ve ever heard” 😂😂😂😂😂
we are home and into a wee routine, big thanks to all the staff at the hospital and
@NHS_Lothian
who helped us get home and feel confident with cameron’s diagnosis of type 1 diabetes. loads of challenges to come but cameron’s got this with the help of everyone around him. 🏥❤️
I’m at hayock primary school and they’ve got these wee lovely knitted teddy’s everywhere.... nurture teddy’s
@suzannezeedyk
the kids ask for them to be knitted especially, they sort them into family’s and sometimes take them to class ❤️❤️