Chronic Pain Warrior. Heart attack survivor. Karma is a Bitch, but she’s MY Bitch!*Vaxxed*I stand with Biden, do you?*Instagram is Kellbellkurtz* 🇺🇸💉🏳️🌈🌊
Fuck cancer, I’m so mind numbing alone and no one knows.
I’m the one who never asks for help, always listening to others, but me????
It’s getting too heavy to hide anymore and I’m breaking.
I don’t want any comments. Just thinking out loud.
Okay friends, I need an honest opinion. Say you’re in a relationship. But the other is a flirt and constantly on Twitter. Should that bother me? Because it does. I feel like it’s emotional cheating. Am I wrong? Seriously I don’t know. Is there a line to be drawn or not?
Help!
@RancidGinger
I was ventilated in June. I was conscious during and after waking up for 5 hours. I couldn’t talk, swallow, cough. Oh, and did I mention my hands were restrained??
You do NOT want to be intubated. I am forever traumatized.
I went to therapy this morning.
Speeding down the expressway with the 80’s music turned up, screaming at the top of my lungs the songs ignoring the looks I was getting.
Great session.
I am not okay. I’m by myself and for an overthinker, it’s not okay. I’m struggling with yesterday’s events. Why is this hurting so much?
I don’t know what I need, I’m just, just not doing well.
So, I’m a strong, independent person who doesn’t ask for help.
But when everyone goes to sleep at night, that’s when I break down and cry.
Do you think any less of me?
So, I haven’t been feeling well in awhile. I knew it was only a matter of time. This morning at my daughters Dr appointment, I collapsed. Not my sexiest moment.
I had a shit ton of blood work done. I’ve been neglecting my health and paid the price.
I’m putting myself first.
So tomorrow I have an stress echocardiogram. My EKGs and regular echo were abnormal. I’m just trying to get cardiac clearance for surgery, but something always pops up.
So, please send good vibes. Little nervous.❤️
I’m SO tired of being hurt. I have so much love to give and always end up hurt.
I’m not perfect. Far from it. I cannot stand dishonesty. All I want is to love and be loved.
Why is this so hard?
@TranquilityRuse
I was never a cat person. My daughter was still sleeping in our bed. The only way she would sleep is if she had a kitten. “No way” was my reply. So I ended up with a gray and white poofball.
I love him to death. He is hilarious 😂
Do IT!
I just got a phone call that my 23-year-old cousin who had testicular cancer has spread all through his body and they’re not even going to do surgery.
Fuck
Love guys, just love because you never fucking know 🤷♀️
@Truthsp73957317
@good_trouble96
This past February, I had a heart attack. I was 44, completely blindsided. I understand being shocked. I’m still there. I understand ❤️❤️
This is my daughter. Graduating in a few weeks. Heading to Michigan State for Criminal Justice and Political Science. Watch out this girl is going to make some waves 🌊 ❤️🥰
So, I rarely post about my kids. But yesterday was my daughter’s senior prom. 17 days from now she will officially be done. Straight A’s all 4 years even through the pandemic. Here she is, and her brother.
To the person who blocked me but might be viewing my tweets.
Thank you. Because of your lies and cowardice, I have become a stronger, better person. I believe people come in and out of our lives as lessons. You taught me well.
This is my final tweet about you. Karma can finish.
I never thought I would do this….
But, I’m struggling. Everything that has happened in the past couple of years has caught up.
I’m lonely, sad, and still grieving.
I have this raw ache that just won’t stop.
#ChronicPain
#Diabetes
#Grief
So, I did a thing today. Met two wonderful Twitter friends and we watched the boat races. One of the best days ever!
Thanks for spending time with me today!
@memmy1516
@JimRaginia
Okay Twitter. Question…if you block someone, do you view their tweets?
Me? I hardly block, but when I do, I don’t give two shits about what they’re tweeting about 🤷♀️
The question I asked last weekend about being in a relationship with someone who flirts on Twitter.
Well, he chose Twitter.
I can’t believe it. I would never pass up the opportunity to meet an amazing person over strangers, yet here I am 💔
I’m heartbroken
Regarding the shooting at MSU, 3 are dead and 5 in critical condition. My daughter is home thank god.
The shooter was 43 and no ties to the school. He killed himself.
Fucking coward
Tomorrow morning spending the day in the hospital with my 17 year old daughter. She has adult high blood pressure. Going through a series of heart tests to rule out anything wrong. My strong baby is scared. Wish us luck ❤️❤️