“String them along. Make up stupid stories. Pretend God gave you a message they have to give them.” @IsraelAnderson does that A LOT!

@leahtrell @NoahP11108963 @YeshuaSaves84 @YouTube It’s their powers that mirror those of Elijah & Moses that make the argument for them. Those nuggets of data He is always giving us that make for Scripture always interpreting Scripture.

Isaiah 46:10. Juxtapose that with this. We have a most awesome Creator. My son was explaining to me the atomic nature of His resurrection & when He turned water into wine, the multitude of fishes & loaves…my mind was being blown. This was when the fever was peak so I’ll need him to explain it again when I’m back to normal. A very weird observation: I took some Benadryl in the wee hours. It took a bit but I started to feel this stuff break up in my lungs. My heart has been beating outside my chest since this hit me like a truck the other day. That Benadryl has had any effect suggests histamines have been in overdrive. There is absolutely nothing natural about this & certainly appears to be some type of biowarfare. That’s my tinfoil hat theory.

@Park3Ky Keep praying over your mum. This country is Egypt; if you don’t have the blood of the Lamb over you, you’re done for. I’m pretty jacked up right now but I know I’ll make it. He came so that we can have life. Sometimes we have to work. It hurts. ❤️❤️❤️

I had to go get NyQuil. Something I almost never do because I am arguably a tinfoil hat, grow your own, God gave you everything you need, gal to the enth degree. But sometimes the Holy Spirit tells me I can’t physically handle what’s on the horizon and I heed. We’ve been poisoned. No ifs ands or buts. We survive Satan’s moves by GRACE only. So, where the heck was I? The kid and I make it to where we are now. He was clean but don’t you think for one second anything about this boy (24 y/o man) is easy! I’ll call him that because I birthed him and he ticks me off. I do t treat him like he’s a child, though. I’m in my room, sick, venting. My son is OCD, on the spectrum, lowest IQ determination is 156. That’s the lowest. He is me and his dad (not gonna go there) through and through. The ONLY time he can’t bury my arguments is when my arguments aren’t Scripture based. He STAYS mad at me! 🤣 Y’all see what I did there? I lost my train of thought, again. Mom and I were talking it up and I was tickled. Most days it exhausts me just to do the basic chores but I was ready to make the 1000 mile trek to cuddle her. Seriously, going to town and loading up to feed all these critters that depend on me is exhausting. Depending on the pain level, just going to the mailbox is rough. When I can do yard work, bruh! Im partying! So, I told my mom what I had been told. Rightfully, she was pissed! OMG, she vented anger I did not need but she did. Despite the fact my mom never wanted me, my pain never bothered her, I knew she wasn’t lying. That 21 year old dumbshit loved my daddy with everything she had and he abandoned her. Not because of anything she did (was not) and I was nothing but collateral damage. I really don’t think either of them expected me to live. Im fairly sure they both scratch their heads at me. Im not going anywhere until Messiah says so. Sorry but not sorry.

*HOLY SPIRIT

*I spent 14 years purging the pain of my childhood & teens years. The pain I caused makes most look like teletubbies. I never sought to hurt those that were hurting. Somehow I always managed to align with those that endeavored to hurt others at which point I went into overdrive.

*represent questions being answered *The last time I saw my daughter we were at a nursery in Florida. She and my grandbaby had a delightful time for several hours. Toward the end she exposed something about herself that let me know she wasn’t being faithful to my son-in-law. I chided her die that and her attire she revealed as she disrobed at the car when we were saying our goodbyes. I know I’m an old fuddy duddy and set in my ways as it pertains to Christ. But this was devilish and I was vocal. I haven’t seen my daughter since.

Of course I responded! I responded like a little child who had been with a babysitter for a week while mom & dad were away (at least that’s how I see it). Mom and I started talking again and I was beyond happy! OMG! My mom and I were reconciling almost five decades of grief. She was beginning to understand me and I was beginning to understand her. She told me things my daughter did while she was in her stead and red flags waved but I ignored them, dismissing them as part of growth. She would often confirm my daughter was alright but had issues and living her life. I need to pause now. Go cry. What comes next is beyond cruel. Ugh. My brothers and sisters, He said we must endure. Endure!

For anyone that might endeavor to say I’m making ANY of this up, bugger off. I’m not going to entertain you. This is not for you but for my brothers & sisters in Christ that can identify with the pain but haven’t learned to overcome it. You fools have zero authority over any of us.

@Park3Ky You are so sweet & Im so thankful our paths met. I’m not going to lie and say I’m good. I’m not, but He will pull me through. He always does. This catharsis is for our brothers & sisters who right now think they are worthless. They are not and mean everything to Him.

@Park3Ky The beauty of Messiah. Ugh. How we are humbled in our angst which becomes a currency. He knows us so well.

@fichikofichito My ole bulldog has been sick for days. Since the fog settled. We haven’t been feeling great either but he’s an old watchman that’s been around a long time. We had a fog yesterday that had me indoors & all critters locked away. Something’s afoot. Not at all natural.

Good ole Peleg. Names mean EVERYTHING in Messiahs tongue.

@pooL_rM311_7221 Oh, shut up. You’re part of the beast system so just shut up.