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@Jodiliveca

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living in a dream made of ashes... all my pictures are me or and taken by me.

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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
4 years
I washed the violence off my skin to feel everything else.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
1 year
My silence is not empty. It is heavy and weighted with a thousand unquiet things.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
2 years
There are too many dark days inside of my heart.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
3 years
It's in the wounds that I remember how far I've come.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
5 months
I can't stop touching every sharp edge I have.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
2 years
This world has too much time to tear apart my heart.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
4 months
This pain I'm holding in my hands comes with love and mercy.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
4 months
I buried it inside my heart, and it's been whispering to me too often lately.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
2 years
Sharpened by all the edges I've fallen from.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
5 months
I just can't tell if this darkness is whispering from my heart or to it.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
2 years
It's the thickness of some feelings I'll never be able to wash away.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
9 months
I have monsters living inside the shadows of my heart.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
2 years
The way I break is from the inside, such a silent shattering with no escape.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
8 months
Let me bleed a little time with you and let it stain your heart.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
3 years
There's a sadness whispering from within me that I tell myself not listen to, but I still feel it.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
1 year
Off the edge, fall with me, I will tell you everything on the way down.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
5 years
Of all the things running through my mind, I hear a darkness in my heart, most of all.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
3 years
Still I find the pain inside my bones lives deeper and slower than time.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
2 months
You wouldn't believe what I can do. You had only kissed the surface of my pain and darkness.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
6 years
Everything about you is so damned and beautifully laced with pain.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
1 year
Feeling new edges of an old darkness, and I've cut myself open again.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
3 years
It's all made of midnight and shadows inside of me.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
3 years
I keep letting my heart beat and it's become the heaviest thing inside me.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
4 years
I feel in darkness for any resemblance of a home that I know does not exist.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
4 months
I'm leaning into the monsters I've handmade from this darkness.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
2 years
Finding lost paths and dead ends inside, every time I'm looking for my heart.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
1 month
I'll hold it until my hands are broken, I'll keep it close even if it burns my heart out.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
4 years
Of madness and monsters I've survived with both still bleeding out of my wounds.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
4 months
Burying my fingertips in your darkness to feel how deeply your pain takes me.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
4 months
I am more than the monsters I keep inside of my heart.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
2 years
Cover me with mercy, I have nothing but nightmares inside.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
2 months
Tied to things that keep me breathing barely above my nightmares.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
6 months
What if the heart I buried was the one I needed.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
5 years
The violence of my dreams is ruthless on me.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
5 months
A heart full of lucid nightmares sharpening their teeth for more.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
8 months
What's left of your heart makes me grieve.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
2 years
I've created the monsters in my head, but not the monsters that come from my heart.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
4 months
Lower me within a dark silence and cover my wounds in the mercy I give to others.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
2 years
This quiet little wreck my heart has become.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
3 years
When my own skin feels comfortable again, then I can rest.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
1 year
Holding shadows for warmth and nightmares for comfort.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
3 years
I have demons that have made a feast of my heart and now have moved on to finish my soul.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
2 months
I keep looking for you, and all I ever find is myself.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
13 years
I am stronger than I wish I was, wiser than I want to be and weaker than I ever knew.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
2 years
I have nightmares that crawl around my heart waiting for a way in.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
2 years
So often I bite down on my tongue and taste the blood of unsaid words.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
6 years
Shades of chaos crushing beautifully into darkness.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
5 months
Every time I believed I had escaped my own madness, I found I've only buried it and never deep enough.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
1 year
Devour me, chaos, bones, and all of this darkness.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
6 years
The quiet grace within your rage.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
23 days
Inside this silence, I've found this darkness that was born to be a scream.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
2 years
It's in between the silence and wounds I beg to rest.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
4 years
All that's chained to me is midnight and monsters.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
2 years
I keep a list of pain to remember and to let go.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
3 years
All this pain I've held inside is nothing compared to it all breaking out.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
4 years
The way that pain leans in for bite after bite and the obsession it has to consume and remain under fed.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
3 years
A little more darkness is all I need.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
1 year
There's always a darkness begging and clawing. Even when it's silent, it begs to breathe against your skin.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
4 years
You are among my oldest wounds I keep hidden without words.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
9 months
Holding darkness closer than dreams and nightmares.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
3 months
I've painted over the pain with dirt and sins.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
5 months
This inner voice burns everything down to ashes, and I've had to swallow them while they are burning.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
1 year
I have only handfuls of my soul left to give, and I'm offering them to myself tonight.
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Jodi
2 years
Write me words that I can't wash away.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
2 years
Leaning into the shadows and falling apart with darkness.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
5 years
There are some things I would rather keep buried in the basement.
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Jodi
4 years
Where darkness blooms inside your heart, bury me fully.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
4 years
My heart is on the floor, beating unsafely in a house with only ghosts for residents.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
6 years
Even a living hell could not warm my cold bones.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
4 months
I'm sorry for the dirt I left in your dreams.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
1 year
There's violence in a dying dream that leaves marks on the soul long after it's in ashes.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
1 year
Some shadows have become the lasting structures of my heart.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
8 months
Dismantling my thoughts and burying them outside tonight.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
28 days
Where darkness lives inside your heart, bury me there fully.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
3 months
I have tucked away a bit of darkness that has loved me just for keeping it safely inside my heart.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
4 years
I've buried the torture beneath my shadow.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
3 months
If you take me slowly apart looking for heaven, all you'll find is hell.
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Jodi
2 years
The flavor of this pain is in every bite I take.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
2 years
Some nights hold to the ghost of you and I never want to see the sunrise again.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
2 years
Bound to darkness and never lost.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
1 year
How long ago was that rope tied so sweetly around your throat. It left its shadow on your soul.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
21 days
I can feel the nightmares inside my heart begging to be put down.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
2 years
I am more than the monsters I let out of my heart at night.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
2 years
Every demon and devil you have touched stays inside your eyes.
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Jodi
1 year
There's a violence that never washes off the scars, I could taste it in the air before I kissed your skin.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
2 years
Just beneath the surface I'm all hope and pain.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
3 years
Spent time with all my ghosts and everything darker.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
2 years
So many endings, how are the nightmares endless.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
11 months
Open my ribcage so I might take a deeper breath.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
6 years
Walk through as if the devil never held you.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
2 years
The thinning of my heart is making me darker and softer with time.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
6 years
Devour me, chaos, bones and all.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
5 years
My heart is the darkness, keeping me breathing more than pain.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
1 year
These hands will never be washed clean of the pain they have reached into.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
6 months
The agony I've felt, breaking open into a thousand pages, dripping in pain and darkness.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
8 months
I buried it before the ground froze.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
1 year
Because deep inside everything wants out.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
1 year
Just now...
Tweet media one
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
4 months
Going back for myself and a little more darkness.
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@Jodiliveca
Jodi
3 years
My resting heart is still very ruthless.
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