After 3+ years of intense (& difficult) research, my first publication is out! Available open-access
@GenderHistory
now.
(and very humbled to share it's been awarded the 2023 G&H Graduate Student Essay Prize!) ❤️
#histsex
#transhistory
#queerhistory
I have spent months re-reading 18th C Mexican sodomy trials to pull out trans femmes who have been misinscribed as men (& were specifically subjected to trans misogyny) and I am REELING after finding a popular mistranslation of one of their testimonies. In the case of three, 1/5
Ecstatic to share my newest (& fav!) pub: "Trans Sex Work in Colonial North America: A Herstory" 💗
It traces the phenomenological link between trans femininity & sex work across time, zooming in on three micro-histories of trans women from 1650 to 1840.
#transhistory
#histsex
Read through a trans femme lens - & alongside the transcripts of others - her transcript reads, to me, "even though [I am] amujerado, this is not for men to fall in love with [me]," instead asserting that being amujerado was for her, no one else - a VERY different statement. 3/5
information - especially when translated - but there is something to be said about how cistorians (unintentionally) impossibilize trans femininity in the archive and, in doing so, miss so, so much ❤️ this is just one of dozens of examples *screams to no one* 5/5
Moreover, this is the most direct translation, meaning previous historians have read it, thought "that can't be right," and ignored the reflexivity of the verb to fix her words into their limited sexual rubric... Of course, court transcripts are famously unreliable sources of 4/5
Aaaaaand I've officially submitted the final draft of my first journal article, which includes this story and dozens more!
Coming soon: "Trans Misogyny in the Colonial Archive: 'Re-Membering' Trans Feminine Life & Death in New Spain, 1604-1821"
@GenderHistory
❤️
each suspect describes herself as amujerado (roughly, 'womaned'), two even clarifying to the court this is different from being a sodomite. In the case of the third, she's mistranslated saying, "even though [I am] amujerado, this does not mean that [I fall] in love with men." 2/5
OUT NOW 🎉 “Trans Histories by Trans Historians,” a trans-designed, trans-authored, & trans-edited special issue of
@gradhistreview
🏳️⚧️
Special thanks to my co-editor
@ChrisAinoPihlak
& our amazing artist
@bonmotmilo
💙
Pls read & share! (summaries below)
Happy headshot season! 🤓 And happy 1 year until I enter the job market (terrified). Been working hard to become Canada's first trans woman History Prof, though I will apply all over.
Anything you wish you knew at this stage? How can I best prepare!? Do I need a website? *ahhh*
Received my crumpled-up transcript in the mail so it must be official: I now hold an MA in Queer History w/ Distinction ✨🎓
Despite the pandemic, archival closures, and the fact that I lived in a tent for a good chunk of my degree (long story lol), I am proud as hell to [1/2]
Had to come on here to share some
#transhistory
joy from my students' final. Tracing ✨ glimpses & glimmers ✨ of trans life from antiquity to the present, they were tasked w/ recreating objects (real or speculative) to display in a Trans Histories Museum.
Brace yourselves...🧵
really blown away by this paper that excavates trans-feminine life in New Spain from 1604-1821
especially because it captures the existence of underground trans communities from as far back as the 17th century
(by Jamey Jesperson)
Trans misogyny has a long history, but so does trans world-making. And almost always at its centre, the sex worker 💅
Join me for my (first!) visiting lecture on Tuesday, March 5th at the Uni of Toronto 💘
More here:
#histsex
#queerhist
#transhistory
A year ago today my first article, "Trans Misogyny in the Colonial Archive" was released early access!
*Extreme* gratitude to all who have engaged with it, approached me about it, or assigned it in your classes. Thank you.
Not many know this, but 🧵1/4
Proud to say it is week nine of "Intro to Trans Histories" and we are only NOW moving into the 20th century with sexology, Weimar, & the Nazi state (feat. very special guest
@zavinunn
💙)
Trans histories abound before the year 1900, and so does amazing trans-led scholarship! 🏳️⚧️
🌟 Call for Papers 🌟
Special Issue: "Trans & Two-Spirit Histories,"
@gradhistreview
To be written, edited, & published BY trans/2S grad students or recent grads - open to
#trans
&
#TwoSpirit
histories from any time, culture, or geography. Pls share! 🏳️⚧️
Two years, three comps, six courses, and a bajillion books later, I am officially an "ABD" PhD Candidate 🥲
And to make it even sweeter, student registration just opened for my first taught course, "Intro to Trans Histories," coming this fall
@UVicGndrStudies
🏳️⚧️
Until then, 💤
A belated thank you to all who joined our "Herstories of Trans Femininity" panel this week! Let
#QHC24
go down as the year of the dolls 💅
Endless love to
@ai_x1a
@ChanathipSwn
@ChrisAinoPihlak
& Sam Dolores Sanchinel 💗 and the entire generation of emerging trans herstorians
Just realized I started college exactly 10 yrs ago... An 18 y/o ballet school dropout (long story) clinging onto the only religion I'd known (Mormonism) w no sense of self and even less money. Then I landed in a New School Gender Studies class and the rest was herstory, literally
The recording of my March 6th
@LGBTQHistory
lecture, "A Sex Worker's Counter-History," is now up!
Endless thanks again to my sisters
@ChrisAinoPihlak
& Sam Sanchinel for their opening words, and to all who were in attendance - it meant so, so much 💗
On the tails of
#TwoSpirit
Day, I am honoured to share that the full oral history biography of Trans/2S Knowledge Keeper Saylesh Wesley is now published in
@tsqjournal
! And on the 10-year anniversary of "Twin-Spirited Woman" no less 💗
Pls read & share:
Excited to (virtually) present at this amazing conference on Friday!
Catch my paper, "'Re-Membering' Trans Femininity in the Mexican Sodomy Trials of 1656-58" ❤️
Registration is free, but the event is unfortunately only in person 🫤
Thank you, Amelia, & everyone else who joined us today! It was an absolute pleasure to share trans sex worker herstories with you 💗
Special thanks to
@ChrisAinoPihlak
&
@LGBTQHistory
for organizing, and Sam Dolores Sanchinel for her beautiful land acknowledgement and welcome 🫶
Honoured (& completely gagged!) to receive the Rees Davies Prize for Best 2021 MA Dissertation from the
@RoyalHistSoc
. Endless thanks to my advisors Erica Wald &
@JustinBengry
, and to the Awards Committee for their time & consideration! The significance of winning this award as..
By the grace of goddess, I have passed my American history comp. Only one more exam until I am relinquished from from this insular PhD student life and can research & write things that more than just my supervisor will read lol.
Until then, my LAST first day of school selfie 🥲
Trans sisterhood is a world-building and life-saving force that grounds me everyday. My heart shatters in a million pieces for these girls and everyone immediately affected by these almost daily* horrific murders of young trans women across the world 💔
"Brianna made me feel like an unstoppable trans girl"
6 of Brianna Ghey's friends have told VICE World News how she helped them access medical care for their transitions, even while she dealt with constant transphobic bullying.
I'm wrapping up the first draft of a chapter on trans feminine sex work in colonial North America (!!!) and just could not NOT share my current word count...
Gotta keep cutting but goddamn am I tempted to make this work lol
share that I received a much-coveted 80 on my thesis. I have been told this ties for the highest mark in the history of the MA, so let it be known a trans femme did that !!! 🏳️⚧️
Much, much gratitude to
@QueerHistGold
for all your support and care these past 18 months ❤️ [2/2]
hello! popping on here to share I'm headed to Treaty Six Territory (Edmonton) to present my first year of dissertation research this weekend!
In summary: I found A LOT (64 trans Indigenous people to be exact) just in the 19th C - chiefs, prophets, song-makers, and so much more.
As usual, Pisces season is professionally ABSURD. In the past 72 hours, I've been spontaneously approved for PhD Candidacy early (!?), applied for my first teaching job, got proofs for my first book review, & accepted an offer to write a chapter on trans sex worker history! 🥲
Join us for the first-ever Queer & Trans Community History Conference (the Canadian QHC, if you will) this May!
Excited to share the first bits from my dissertation on "trans Indigenous contact" in the Pacific Northwest (1774-1857)
Hope to see some familiar faces! ☺️
Thinking of my sister Joanna on this
#TDOR
🏳️⚧️ as she leads her Caminata Por La Equidad (Walk for Equity) to honor trans people slain in Puerto Rico. It was her activism & wisdom that first inspired my historical research to reckon with the centuries-long legacy of trans murder 1/5
Excited to start planning a 1-month archival research trip to the UK! 📜
Not sure if I'll be back to T3RF island after this, so hoping to squeeze in all coffee dates, reunions, & lecturing gigs I can. Eyeing a window b/w March & May in at least Edinburgh & London, but flexible!
First, the most iconique:
- Mary Jones' infamous trunk of stolen pocketbooks from 1836 New York, including her top hat for daytime cross-dressing 🎩, her leather girdle for sex work (!!!), and some court transcripts from her 1836 trial, including the infamous lithograph 📜
Trans history's gonna get you next time, Am Revolution!
But for real, grateful beyond words for the positive reception of my first article. It is my sincerest love letter to trans femmes across time 🩷
Still open-access
@GenderHistory
#transhistory
Not only does trans misogyny have a history, but it's been intimately tied to the colonization of the "Americas," where 85% of trans murders take place today
Join me Monday as we 're-member' trans feminine lives in the colonial archive ❤️ Register below:
With the
#QHC24
program out, I'm ecstatic to share I'll be chairing the panel, "Herstories of Trans Femininity," feat. the fabulous
@ai_x1a
,
@ChanathipSwn
,
@ChrisAinoPihlak
, & Sam Sanchinel 💗
Catch us first thing Wed morning (June 12) - we promise to wake you right up!! 😘
From the female husbands archive (inspired by the research of
@activisthistory
!):
- the recovered garments of William Chandler/Mary Lacy, a female sailor who joined the British Navy in 1759
- the hedge in which Chandler/Lacy ditched said garments on their way to war!! 😂
All of this to say, THANK YOU to everyone who believes in, assigns, and *funds* trans feminine historical research, including mine. I'm excited to now have the resources to pursue this history (and more thoroughly next time), but it's not always the case. Grateful beyond words 💗
Been absolutely consumed by my first semester that I forgot to share: I've started my PhD in History and Cultural, Social, & Political Thought
@uvic
under the mentorship of the brilliant (& exceptionally kind)
@RachelCleves
. My brain is exploding, in the best way <3
#TransHistory
Now before anyone feels bad for me, this was said tent 🏕😂
I got furloughed from my job at the start of the pandemic and couldn’t afford London rent so we moved into an abandoned, off-grid safari tent in my partner’s home village and it was the BEST DAMN 4 MONTHS OF MY LIFE 🌷
In celebration of Saylesh Wesley’s 50th birthday, I am honoured to share our
#oralhistory
collaboration: 'Waking to Dream': The Life Stories of a Trans Stó:lō Elder-to-Be
Read her full biography here: (more below!)
#twospirit
#trans
#histsex
#transhistory
Shoutout to
@greatlakesqueer
for such a beautiful and thorough Indigenous trans land acknowledgement at the Second International Trans Studies Conference! 💗 Wow.
#TransStudies2024
CfP - 2023 Special Volume, "Trans & Two-Spirit Histories." Published by
@gradhistreview
. Edited by
@ChrisAinoPihlak
& yours truly!
Seeking original historical research on trans & 2S pasts WRITTEN BY trans & 2S grad students or recent grads. Please share widely! 🏳️⚧️
#transhistory
Grateful for the chance to share about trans oral history
@RoyalBCMuseum
tonight, based on my collab w/ 2S Elder Saylesh Wesley. It was extra special to share her stories w/ trans & 2S youth, who we dedicate our work to 🩷
Her full bio can be read here:
🎉Big congrats to
@JameyJesperson
&
@ChrisAinoPihlak
on the launch of "Trans Histories by Trans Historians," a ‘special,’ special issue of the
@gradhistreview
. This incredible collection of essays is proudly written, edited, and published by trans grad students.
#transhistory
Many thanks to
@Heike_Bauer
for inviting me onto this upcoming panel of emerging trans historians 🩷
Will share some ruminations on colonial trans misogyny, trans sex work herstory, & trans femme survivance
Our next IHR
#histsex
seminar will take place on 7 November, 5:30 pm UK time. This is an online seminar.
Trans History Now!
For further information and to sign up to receive the Zoom meeting link.
informed that it's been assigned in nine college classes; it led to my first visiting lecture; it's landed me my first few citations; and, if Altmetric is to be trusted, it's apparently the journal's
#1
recent output with almost 7,000 full-text reads?? (sounds fake lol) 3/4
Was so joyous to reunite w my sis & mentor Saylesh for the
#MTHF23
Opening Ceremony 💗 Her message for us in these trying times: "Love harder."
Many thanks to
@A_a_liya
for her ground-breaking documentary Sláhlí, Dr. Sarah Hunt for the blankets & support, &
@UVicFPH
for hosting
I've been working w a group of primary & secondary sources on the trials/execution of a group of elderly trans femmes of colour in 1650s colonial México and, holy hell, underground trans femme subcultures formed in the face of aggressive colonisation were (and are) so powerful...
@JameyJesperson
gifting us a masterclass on the violence against transfeminine ppl in the Spanish colonial project & how trans ppl resisted and found joy during this period.
Such important work being done by the most talented researcher I know! Thx
@CDF_Intersect
for hosting 🏳️⚧️
I passed! 🎉 2 comps/150 books down, 2 comps/100 books to go. If I did the math(s) correctly, I think that means I should be exactly half-human and half-cyborg by now (I'm an historian tho so cannot guarantee I got that calculation correct)
Unnecessarily upping the stakes of my next comps exam by bringing my one and ONLY set of flashcards out on the water (Van Kirk almost flew away but I caught her)
#PhDLife
#Ethnohistory
Happy* to be presenting new research on "Transmisogyny in the Colonial Archive" THIS FRIDAY as a part of Oxford's History of the Gendered Body seminar series ✨
Catch me at 5pm BST on Zoom - info below!
* happy to present, v unhappy about transmisogyny
a trans woman writing anti-colonial
#transhistory
is not lost on me. I had to turn down a fully-funded AHRC PhD Studentship bc the political climate wasn't sustainable to build a career, i.e. T3RFs knowing where I lived, etc. Consider this a great honour (& only slight revenge)💗
it almost didn't make it through peer review. Around the same time, I was questioning dropping out due to financial stress and, you guessed it, *trans misogyny*. The article didn't get an acknowledgements section because, frankly, none of it was funded! A year later, I'm 2/4
Such a pleasure to be part of this fabulous edited collection! Endless thanks to
@katyaphipps
for the invitation & encouraging edits along the way <3
A great addition to any university library or, even better, your
#histsex
syllabus! Order here:
📚 Major Field book 66/100 giving me major New York fomo rn
Also, I'm only three chapters in, but it's kind of an unintentional trans history of the fairy so far?? 🧚🏼♂️ or maybe that's just my selective reading...
Moving into a purely writing headspace is heaven. My classes are over, my exams are done with, and (now with funding!) I am no longer balancing 4 TA/RAships at a time. Just me and my little brain and my little computer writing my little stories lol. All I ever want <3
You can find it in the fabulous new collection, Histories of Sex Work Around the World, edited by
@katyaphipps
. An excellent addition to any university library - UVic's already got it ✨
First talk of 2023 is done! ✔️
Notes to self:
1. look less sassy during the Q&A lol
2. ALWAYS go directly to a drag show to celebrate 💖
(so many lovely friends not pictured!)
@JustinBengry
and the MA Queer History are the reason I am a historian, why I started my PhD, and why I ended up with the resources to do so. This is absolutely horrific. SHAME on
@GoldsmithsUoL
🔥
(we love and appreciate you, Justin! so so so sorry about this utter nonsense💔)
Goldsmiths has decided to terminate my employment as part of a devastating restructure. With no specialist staff, this means the closure of the MA Queer History, the world's only MA degree of its kind. This is an afront to my students, colleagues, and community. It is vandalism.
For
#TransDayOfRemembrance
I had the privilege of publishing my first blog with
@HistoryWO
on the history of transmisogyny in the (ongoing) colonial formation of “America.” Please give it a read and, more importantly, join in honouring trans lives past and present! 💗
#TDoR2020
'Not only does transphobia have a history, but early primary sources depicting violence against people who defy the gender binary—itself a colonial construct—suggest it is intrinsically tied to Western imperialism'
@JameyJesperson
for
@HistoryWO
#TDOR
& some final gems:
- Trans masculine Ktunaxa prophet Qánqon Kámek Klaúla's 1811 map of the Columbia River
- An anti-Zionist zine about trans youth's resistance at a 2023 Jewish summer camp, based on the real experience of a student who wanted to process thru writing & art 💙
I look forward to the year I do not need to share this. As a historian of trans death, I can tell you that murder, particularly that which is fueled by transmisogyny, has a centuries-long colonial history. Please read & share for this
#TransDayOfRemembrance
#TDoR
💗
'Not only does transphobia have a history, but early primary sources depicting violence against people who defy the gender binary—itself a colonial construct—suggest it is intrinsically tied to Western imperialism'
@JameyJesperson
for
@HistoryWO
#TDOR
🎉🙌 Congratulations to
@ChrisAinoPihlak
, recipient of the Faculty of Humanities Gold Medal for Outstanding Masters Thesis Project for her work "A Movable Closet: Constructions of Femininity Among Twentieth Century Transfeminine Periodical Communities" (
@uvichistory
)
From ancient trans history, I present to you:
- the comedy mask of an ancient Greek eunuch in the Festival of Dionysus 🎭
- Roman Empress Elagalabus' very own wig & hairnet (!) 💅
- the bronze figure of Attis, the mythical consort of Cybele, which belonged to a Gallus priestess
Unnecessarily upping the stakes of my next comps exam by bringing my one and ONLY set of flashcards out on the water (Van Kirk almost flew away but I caught her)
#PhDLife
#Ethnohistory
‼️ DEADLINE APPROACHING ‼️
MTHF Call for Proposals
Closes Nov. 15, 2022
Apply to present at the international & interdisciplinary MTHF conference hosted by the Chair in Transgender Studies.
👇👇👇
#mthf23
#uvic
#cfp
#trans
#nonbinary
#TwoSpirit
From Weimar & Nazi Germany:
- the nightlife attire of an El Dorado partygoer 🕺
- the purse & transvestite ID of Dora Richter
- a recovered page from the 1933 Hirschfeld Institute for Sexual Research
- Gerd R.'s infamous trash bin (from the research of
@zavinunn
!)
In happier news, look at all this joy on my lecture cover slide !!! 💗
Colorized portraits of Christine Jorgensen & Dina Alma de Paradeda from
@EliErlick
(thank you!)
Montana's "drag ban" was used to bar an Indigenous trans woman from delivering a lecture on Two-Spirit History on the first day of Pride. Pls follow her work
@IndigiTrans
& donate to her GoFundMe if you can ❤️ THIS is what's at stake, among so much more.
From the trans masculine 20th century:
- a 1950s concert poster for Billy Tipton
- a trans masculine reimagining of Casa Susanna, Casa Hart, named after the famed Alan Hart (I cried)
- the diagram of a gay trans man's hospital room after experimental phalloplasty surgery in 1970!
A rewarding but tiring summer of archival research! 📚
📸 the Stó:lō Nation Archives,
@MBGovArchives
(HBC Archives), Two-Spirit Archives, &
@HuntingtonLbry
(not pictured: two days
@UBCArchives
& generous funds from the SHEAR DEI Research Fellowship! thank you
@SHEARites
💙)
Many thanks to
@oralhistory
for recognizing Trans Stó:lō Elder Saylesh Wesley's biography with the 2024 OHA Article Award🏅
It's been my greatest privilege to record Saylesh's life stories, and we're only just getting started!💗
#twospirit
#transhistory
Vol 12 is out now! 🎉 “Trans Histories by Trans Historians,” a special issue by
@JameyJesperson
&
@ChrisAinoPihlak
featuring the work of nine emerging trans historians & the stunningly joyful cover art of
@bonmotmilo
🏳️⚧️
Pls share & read open-access here:
Was catching up with an old New York friend when they casually mention their "weekly polycule Trader Joe's trip," affectionately called "Trader Hoes" 😂 What am I (someone who has finally adjusted to non-NYC life) supposed to do with this information?
On the eve of my first phd candidacy exam, I present to you: best places to read (nearly!) 100 history books in Victoria:
~ The Gorge 💐
~ The Breakwater 🌊 (under the lighthouse)
~ Mount Tolmie ⛰
~ my (ex) boyfriend's van 🚐
@DGoweyAuthor
@thehistoriann
so so interesting, thank you for sharing! my article only studies North American New Spain (specifically the valley of Mexico and California), but I am not surprised there is crossover across geographies. Can't wait to read your piece when it's out! Pls do share.
Grateful to workshop new research on colonial transmisogyny at
@GenderHistory
's 'Trans Pasts' colloquium today! Hoping to do justice to the centuries of trans femmes whose lives and deaths have been obscured and in the colonial archive (v small feats today lol)
#transhistory
V late, but had to share our obligatory post-panel photo from last weekend's Shifting Tides conference! First time chairing a panel with my brilliant friends on it and there was much trans magic in the air ✨
#transhistory
& if you prefer to learn about this herstory w/ audio/visuals, my March lecture at the Uni of Toronto is on YouTube! It was based on a slightly earlier draft of the chapter, but a good alternative if you can't get access - though I'd recommend the text!
female husbands continued...
- ephemera from the 1869 wedding of Joseph Israel Lobdell, including an invitation, news clipping, and flowers 💐
- a double-sided menu from the North London White House Tavern, once run by James Howe (back side reserved for secret queer nights ofc)
Join me on Feb 13th for "'Re-Membering' Trans Feminine Life & Death in Colonial México, 1604-1765"
Using my next few talks to finish workshopping my project, "Trans Misogyny in the Colonial Archive," starting w my first case study of trans femmes caught in sodomy criminal trials
It's termcard time! Thank you for bearing with us - we have a great lineup ahead, with a special collaborative event with
@CamLegalSocial
. Stay tuned for an announcment on our upcoming Latin American Symposium, also - you won't want to miss it! Contact flk27
@cam
.ac.uk for info