Morning my lovelies, thank you from the bottom of my heart for all your love. My Ex husband, my children's dad committed suicide on Wednesday. He couldn't beat his addictions or demons. We are broken 💔 Please if you need help speak out, find help, don't be ashamed.
Morning my loves. So today is my birthday. 🎂 🥳 🎉 🎈 🎁
Through thick and thin here I am at 53. Things may not be perfect, but I'm healthy and finding happiness again. This is just a reminder to never give up. There is always a reason to try. Big hugs and loves darlings ❤️ 💋
Morning my loves, so this is me for the next 4 to 6 weeks. Had a fall and fractured 2 vertebrae in my neck. Very lucky as could of been much worse. Now is the time I must stay positive and keep happy. Big hugs and loves darlings ❤️💋
Today is my 52nd birthday. I'm sad because life made me, I have PTSD because life caused it. I get lonely because life left me.....Bit I'm stronger and braver than I've ever been because I'm ME AND LOVE WHO I AM. YOU CAN BE TO. Big hugs and loves darlings 💋❤️🎉🥂🎉🥂🎉🥂🎉
Morning my loves. A quiet Sunday didn't really go to plan. Spent most of it in A&E. Not my best day and a few tears. But wonderful staff and with time all will be well. Be safe and have a great day. Big hugs and loves darlings ♥️ 💋
Wasn't sure if I was going to post this. Today should of been our 25th Wedding Anniversary. But its not, and that's really sad. To lose somebody to suicide for any reason is a tragic waste. Ask for help, don't be afraid. Please talk.
#mentalhealth
#suicide
#gamblingharm
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I don't post private things usually. But everyone has been so kind and supportive so I want to be honest and say I've entered Suicide Bereavement Counselling. Its a long time coming and I do really need it. Put everyone else first and now it's my time. Thank you for your care ♥️
Standing here looking out of my window in Budapest. I want anybody who doubts themselves or feels they can't, to realise they can. My life was ruled and managed for over 20 yrs. Told what to do and how to do it. Look at me now. 5 countries in 10 days. Alone for the most part. ❤
Morning my lovelies. I lost somebody I really cared for last night. Not in the RIP sense but in the rejected way. You know what, I know my worth and I know I'm amazing so it's their loss. Dont ever lower your value for anyone. Big hugs and loves. Cuddles welcome today ❤️💋
So my lovely people, I have a new job. I'm sadly leaving the care sector but have a full time job with
@GamblingEduNet
it's my dream come true. Working to prevent, educate and support individuals with gambling harms. My future is strong. Starting to see the future. 💋❤️
Morning my lovelies. Just want to say a real heartfelt thank you from myself and the kids for all the love and support shown yesterday. It was not an easy decision to share our story but a necessary one to help others. Big hugs and loves darlings 💋❤️💋❤️
@paddypower
@WilliamHill
@SkySports
You wrecked my family, broke my kids heart. Lost me my husband and left us all penniless. Now you all advertise your wears in one segment to dig the knife in just once more. But remember WHEN THEN FUN STOPS STOP. 🤬🤬🤬😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢
Morning my loves. Sometimes life gets ahead of you. Makes you feel like you're spiralling. But you are not, it's just a feeling that needs to pass. Don't fret and keep to plan. We've got you safe. Always remember someone is here. Big hugs and loves darlings ❤️💋
Morning my lovelies. All I can say is what a magnificent time I've been having away. Fabulous Friday is here and I wish you all a wonderful day. Be kind, be safe and be special because you are. Big hugs and loves darlings ❤💋
Morning my, loves. I may have my job through default of my own heartache and lived experience. But it allows me to meet & talk with some of the most wonderful, strong people who have had their own challenges. But still keep helping and fighting on. Big hugs & loves darlings ❤️💋
Morning my loves. I posted a very negative sad message on FB last night. It's a personal account. Not like me at all. But sometimes things do get too much and how you feel about it is honest and justified. We don't have to spend our lives hiding how we feel. Big hugs & love.❤️💋
Morning my loves. I have PTSD due to life experiences. Yesterday a random incident triggered my worst symptoms and left me exhausted. They didn't involve me but the nature hurt my heart. Please understand that some have problems beyond the obvious. Hugs &loves darlings 💋♥️
Morning my lovelies. This this the face of someone who has burnt herself out. Trying to give 100% in every area of her life has taken its toll. I'm not ashamed to admit it. I'm proud of who I am. But 7 days solid rest from tomorrow doctors orders. Big hugs and loves darlings 💋❤️
Morning my lovelies. Well the orchestra was amazing. I loved every minute. Bratislava today and a walk around the town. Hope you all enjoy your day. Be kind to one another and make sure you remember how special you are. Big hugs and loves darlings ❤🥰
Morning, my loves. As a single parent, I take the weight of 2 on my shoulders. I live and work to see my kids settled and happy. Had 2 amazing bits of news yesterday. We as a family move forward to better things. Never give up. Big hugs and loves darlings 💋 ♥️
Morning my lovelies. What an amazing vibrant day in London. We had a fabulous time. Borough Market is fabulous. Now for a lazy, slow and enjoyable Sunday. Have fun my loves. Big hugs and loves darlings 💋❤️
These are my parents, Jean and Ken. They are 78 and have been together since they were 15yrs old. Today they celebrate their 57th wedding anniversary. Now that's true love and they are so lucky to have it.❤❤❤❤
Morning, my loves. Feel like a 3 Yr old toddler. Tired, emotional, & likely to tantrum 🤣. But I'm really proud of myself these last couple of days. I came, saw, and conquered a number of fears. I don't praise myself enough. We should all do that. Big hugs and loves darlings ❤️💋
Morning my lovelies. Well welcome to Thursday. The sun is shining and the birds are singing and I had an extremely magnificent evening 😘........
Wishing you all a wonderful and happy day. Big hugs and loves darlings 💋❤
Morning my lovelies. So I'm out out today and it's all good vibes. Wishing you a super Saturday. If your working take care and if not hope its a happy day for you all. Post some pics later so you can see what I'm up to. Big hugs and loves darlings 💋❤️
Morning my lovelies, Happy Friday. I've decided that it's OK to smile, alright to allow myself to be happy and it's bloody good to laugh out loud. I can do all these without guilt or worry. It's a nice feeling. Let yourselves be happy too. Big hugs and loves darlings 💋❤
Morning my lovelies! So excited about tonight's date. I can't believe I'm so bloody lucky to have a shot at safety & happiness again. Makes me feel so amazing inside. Dont ever give up, your person is out there if you need them. You deserve the opportunity. Big hugs & loves ❤
I never ask for anything on here. But for those who know where I live. This amazing lad needs a job. Excellent GCSE results, Engineering course at college, hard worker. Applies every day for jobs. All kinds. Wants to join Navy. But needs work. Please help me. He deserves better.
Morning my lovelies. Not slept. Have been shocked and hurt by yet more problems from my past. But like always,I will fight for my kids and I will fight hard. Nobody takes from them. I will not live anymore paying for things I didn't cause. Big love & hugs darlings ❤️💋
Morning my Lovelies. A productive work day yesterday so going to cut it short today and go for my swim & then time in the garden pottering. Take good care of yourself today. Remember how special you are. Big hugs and loves darlings 💋❤️
Morning, my loves. You know how much I root for you all every day. How much I care about helping you to be positive. Well, that won't change. But I'm tired and I need a couple of days. Be happy, be safe. See you soon. Big hugs and loves darlings 💋❤️
Morning, my loves. I would just like to thank you for keeping me company on my 2023 journey. It wasn't an easy year, but i feel I've come so far. I look forward with hope and wish us all a happy and healthy 2024. As always, Big hugs and loves my darlings. Be happy and safe. ❤️💋
Morning, my loves. To be honest, I struggle with December. Half of me is sad & feels low, and the other half wants to celebrate and enjoy the season. I get that it's not great for everyone & that's OK. Just be you and look after yourself. Talk. Big hugs and loves darlings ♥️ 💋
Last night a selfish person with selfish needs changed our lives forever in one desperate act. It will take all our strength to get over what has happened and I ask you to give us time as my little family needs to process and grieve. Big hugs and loves as always darlings ❤
Morning, my loves. When your self-esteem is low, you tend to attract the wrong kind of people. It's only when you find your best self that you surround yourself with others who feel the same. Don't let loneliness allow bad decisions. Big hugs and loves darlings ❤️ 💋
Morning, my loves. Happy Monday, I've got a mixed week of time off and work. I'm quite excited to be doing different things. Like they say, a change is as good as a rest. I hope today brings you everything you deserve. Big hugs and loves darlings ❤️ 💋
Morning my lovelies. So excited to see my other half (been 2 weeks!) and attend a gorgeous wedding today. Haven't got all dressed up in ages. Wishing you all a wonderful Saturday. Be happy, have fun & stay safe. Big hugs and loves darlings 💋❤️
Morning, my loves. Massive and difficult day for me in London yesterday. But I did it and am so proud of myself. Today, I'm at another event before home sweet home. Enjoy your day and count your blessings. They are precious. Big hugs and loves darlings ❤️ 💋
Morning my lovelies. Struggling to get up but excited about Brighton. Getting to spend time with the people you love is so very important. Wishing you a wonderful Saturday. Whether working or not, hope your day is full of love and laughter. Big hugs and loves darlings ❤️💋
Morning, my loves. Life can be messy and people unpredictable. The best you can be is your authentic self. Keep your heart safe and your intentions pure. Then, let the world rotate around you. Big hugs and loves darlings ♥️ 💋
Morning my Lovelies. My beautiful, clever, strong & very untidy!!! Babygirl is 22 today. She has seen & heard more in her life than most in a lifetime. Yet here she is. Promotion, living her life & loving her Mumma ❤️ Think of your blessings. Big hugs & loves darlings 💋 ❤️
Morning my lovelies. Yesterday was calm but productive. Today will be just calm. I need peace. I hate being lonely, but sometimes your own company is best to centre your thoughts and gain new momentum. Have a wonderful day. You matter. Big hugs and loves darlings 💋❤️
Morning my lovelies, now left a job I had no choice about doing. Took it at a very dark and difficult time in my life to survive. Goodbye past. But my new job I've chosen ,its about me and its definitely the start of my future. Feeling positive. Big hugs and loves darlings 💋❤
Morning my Lovelies. The fella is still alive enjoyed his 3 courses and it was a lovely night. Two more days and I'm back on shift. Feel very different about life right now. It won't always be perfect but it will be much better. Big hugs and loves darlings ❤💋
Morning, my loves. It's my boys 19th birthday. Find it a difficult day as i celebrate and reflect on what is now and what could have been. But we are here and we are happy. So positively wins. Big hugs and loves darlings ♥️ 💋
Morning, my loves. Decisions aren't always easy for us. But the sooner we make them and embrace the change they bring. The sooner we find the happiness we deserve. Be happy. Big hugs and loves darlings ❤️ 💋
Morning my lovelies. I'm off to the Essex coast for a girly caravan 24 hrs of sun sea & supping wine! My friend has finally got me to stop work and go have a little fun. Sure there will be photos! Enjoy your day everyone and be good to yourself. Big hugs and loves darlings 💋 ❤️
Morning my loves. Off to Tottenham today to deliver a workshop, a little nervous! Just started snowing here! Promised 10 inches (but heard all that before 😉). You all have a safe and happy day my darlings, be happy. Big hugs and love ❤️ 💋
Morning my loves. It's your favourite super woman 🤣 learning how hard everyday life is when you can't move your head. Slow and steady with everything. But I've got some amazing friends so very lucky. Have a safe and happy day. Big hugs and loves darlings ♥️ 💋
Morning my loves. Scary evening & very late night in A&E after taking poorly with a suspected blood clot. I'm so proud of myself for doing the right thing. Got it sorted. Still in a lot of pain but safe. Good bless our NHS. Hated the abuse they took tonight. Big hugs & Loves 💋❤️
Morning my lovelies. Last day of my holiday. It has done me the power of strength, to spend time enjoying another's company and allowing myself to do so guilt free. It was all about us and the perfect start to the future. I recommend it!! Big hugs and loves darlings 💋❤
Morning my loves, new day, big smile. Don't be a prisoner to your past. It's been served and not a life sentence. We have our memories and our thoughts, but it is positive and healthy to move forward. We are allowed to be happy. Big hugs and loves darlings ❤️💋
Morning, my loves. A person who never made a mistake has never tried anything new. Give it a go and don't worry if it doesn't work. There will always be the next thing to try again. Have faith in yourself. Big hugs and loves darlings ♥️💋
Morning, my loves. Naturally, we don't share or talk. As it's not in our nature. But that just holds in emotions and keeps us from progressing. Give, talk, share, and live your best life. Big hugs and loves darlings ♥️💋
Morning my loves, I got some beautiful flowers to cheer me up. I'm doing OK and resting as I should. Thank you all for being so kind. I appreciate the care and friendship from all. Let today bring us all happiness. Big hugs and loves darlings ♥️ 💋
Morning my lovelies, fresh faced ready for another swim. Hoping to hit 50 lengths today. Exercise really helps the mind as well as the body. We need both in good shape so we can have our best lives. Won't stop trying ever. Big hugs and loves darlings 💋❤️
Morning my loves. A busy few weeks coming up. I've hidden away at home for so long, as it feels safe and familiar. The time has come I need to get back out there. Need to be a person and not just a face. It's scary but if you come with me I can do it. Much love & hugs❤️ 💋
Morning, my loves. When you're low (and it happens), take some time to think about how much you have achieved and be proud of leaping those hurdles. You are here, and you are special. Have a fab day. Big hugs and loves darlings ❤️💋
Morning my lovelies, wishing you all an magnificent Monday. Long trip ahead. See you in Nuremberg, Germany where we board the boat. Big hugs and loves darlings ❤💋
Morning my loves. Taking some me time and ticking off my "wish to do" list. Today I'm going to the National and Portrait Galleries. I want to look at all those famous paintings. Being brave by myself. I hope you all have an amazing day. Big hugs and loves darlings ❤️💋
Morning, my loves. Well, after a hot and sweaty night (due to the weather), clean it up!! I'm having a day relaxing in the garden today. A book and my flowers. A little sun and a nice rest. I wish you all a day of peace. Big hugs and loves darlings ❤️ 💋
Morning my lovelies. Back on 3 back to back 12 hr shifts. Feeling a bit burnt out but got a little time off in a week's time so not long till some time out. Be kind to yourself today. All will be achieved without pushing too hard. You are only human. Big hugs and loves darlings x
Morning my lovelies. Up early as got a fair bit to do today. Then hopefully a nice lunch out with my boy. You all have a wonderful day. Be safe and stay happy. Big hugs and loves darlings 💋❤️
Morning, my loves. New week, new day, new chances. Let's make this an opportunity to take control of what happens next. Make the right decisions and start a wonderful week. With you all the way. Big hugs and loves darlings ❤️ 💋
So ladies! Do the right thing, book & have your cervical screening test. I know it's not nice. But mine is done. The only issue was the nurse's face when I said I was 52 and single, so any chance of having it done twice!🙉🤣🤣 I will leave you with that thought. Good day 🤣♥️
Morning my lovelies, happy Thursday. Trust! It's such a hard thing to loose in someone. But we have to learn that not all people are the same. There are kind, honest hearts around. So try and break down your barriers and let them in. Big hugs and loves darlings 💋❤
Morning my lovelies. It's mother and son day today. Cinema, shopping and a meal out. Looking forward to having some fun with my boy. Hold them close and love them dearly as they grow and fly so quickly, my babies are my everything. Big hugs and loves darlings 💋❤️
Morning my lovelies, Monday morning and back on shift. But had a fab weekend & need to get back to the Big Girl stuff. Make your week start on a positive, keep your spirits up with good happy thoughts. I'm with you. Big hugs and loves darlings 💋❤️
Morning my lovelies. What an amazing day yesterday. The place is beautiful and the weather was kind and the company magnificent. A slow Sunday start this morning. To another day of fun and a few games! Big hugs and loves darlings ❤️💋
Morning my lovelies. Slept heavy and got to work again today. Fabulous 48 hrs of new beginnings. You really can turn your life around if you are patient, & kind to yourself but above all DON'T ever give up trying! Remember that today. Big hugs and loves darlings ❤️💋
Morning my lovelies. Wishing you all a terrific Tuesday. Work for me again. Make sure you catch up with those closest to you today. You would be surprised how loneliness can be hidden. Say hi and make someone's day. Big hugs and loves darlings ❤️💋
Morning my loves. Feel like I'm going to be very boring for the next few weeks. But what I can do is smile big and wish you a fabulous day you deserve. Remember to be kind and enjoy your day. Big hugs and loves darlings ❤️💋
Morning my lovelies. Walk into today not expecting anything, then when good things happen they are a bonus. You can't make some things happen in life no matter how hard you try. Don't waste your time. Big hugs and loves darlings 💋❤️
Morning my loves. Wednesday already. Meeting in London for me today. Hope to get a decent walk done too. Be your best self today. Don't let anyone dull that sparkle. Your feelings are valid and you are entitled to them. Big loves & hugs darlings ❤️💋
Morning my loves. Happy Valentines to one and all. I think the day is cute. But if you really love someone then tell them every day. One day a year is not enough to show your love thanks and gratitude to what they bring to your life. Big hugs and loves darlings ❤️ 💋
Today we go to Kosovo, to find where the kids Dad was laid to rest. Being let down by my in-laws lays heavy on my heart. But I hope this trip brings my little family the closure it needs. Please keep us in your thoughts. It is the hardest thing I've ever had to do. ❤️
Morning, my loves. Well, another tough day has passed us by, and here we are. Still standing and smiling. There are good people in this world, with big open hearts and minds. Be one of them and hold the others close. They're few & far between. Big hugs and loves darlings ❤️ 💋
Morning my lovelies. Lesson I'm struggling with is"one day at a time". It's so very important to master as I try to be all things to all people most of the time. Step back,take a breath & look at today for what it is. Just this 24hrs. Concentrate on getting it right. Love&hugs ❤️
Morning my lovelies. Guess who overslept, oh well I must of needed it. Breakfast with the Bestie this morning and then a little work later. Have a fabulous Friday and take good care of yourself and those around you. Big hugs and loves darlings 💋❤️
Morning lovelies.When you have a bereavement or divorce people treat you differently. I've lost so many friends in thought i had. You may of to. Dont be sad. They weren't real friends. The rode the good time wave. Be you. Be happy and be true to yourself. Big hugs and loves ❤️ 💋
Morning, my loves. Finally, over all my excitement. Having a quiet Sunday. Realising life isn't always what it's cracked up to be. So it's important to appreciate the good people and special things around you. Big hugs and loves darlings. ❤️ 💋
Morning my lovelies. So today is my last day working in Care. There will be tears as I've been shown alot of love from some residents. Bitter sweet feeling. But I have to move on and start again. It was an experience that helped make me a stronger person. I will never forget. ❤️
Morning my lovelies. Wishing you all a safe & happy day. Its the Coroners Court Inquest into the suicide of my Ex Husband tomorrow. I am dreading the whole day. It will hurt so much to relive that day again. I won't Tweet tomorrow. I need the day for me & kids. Love you all ❤️💋
Morning my loves. Waking up at my old home. Feels really nice to be honest. Parents may be 80 this year, but to be around them is so safe and calming. They are one of my special blessings. Happy Monday my darlings. Love and big hugs ❤️💋❤️💋
Morning, my loves. I'm off on my travels again for work. I wish you all a calm and happy day. Be kind to yourself and others and remember a smile cost's nothing. Big hugs and loves darlings ♥️ 💋
Morning my lovelies, today I am hoping to close the door on a 25yr Chapter of my life. Closure is so very important to achieve of you are ever to move on and be content. Yesterday is in the past,today is mine and so is my future. Big hugs and loves darlings 💋❤