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Software Engineer by day, Degen Streamer by night. Jack of all trades, master of none. Jimmy Buckets.
Chicago, IL
Joined June 2012
N.O.W.C. Ice Road Trucker - nothing,nowhere (@nothingnowhere) "Nobody has me" - Theo Von Loneliness; that is the one word that would perfectly encapsulate the year of 2024 for me. There was a lot of reflection done over the past year regarding my relationships with friends and family. Most of which that came down to how much I've been used and taken advantage of for my skills and kindness. Ultimately it has led me down a very self-destructive path of closing myself off from a lot of people and killing off my emotions, preventing any possible chance to form a connection with another person. A maladaptive response to protect myself from getting hurt once more; a habit that I can't break out of. "Its bad for me, but I like it." I had to hold myself back from writing more, but I will just let the video do the rest of the talking. This edit helped me process these thoughts, formally, written above. I hope through it I was able to properly convey my message and, hopefully, it resonates with someone going through that same experience of pain from loneliness. Although you don't have the answer you need right now, I have faith you will find a way through it. Enjoy <3
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RT @strawberrryboy: You put ONE banana in a smoothie and that bitch wanna be the Beyoncรฉ of the group.
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@Trunks_NJ Does "Sanctuary" and "Simple and Clean" hit a little different now after playing? ๐
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