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I’m 26 and trying to improve my writing via Ghoap obsession lol 💛

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@GioKingsburyx
Ishouldhavebeenatree
11 months
Threads I remembered to grab and pin 💛
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Ishouldhavebeenatree
1 year
1. Price and Ghost arguing in front of a quiet Soap and Gaz after a hard mission. Price is trying to explain that he’s part of a team and can’t just fuck off to do his own thing. Ghost arguing that in the field he has to make the decision he feels is best. Neither of them are +
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1 year
Soap with his hand extended, Ghost with his hand balled in a fist. Mmmm angst potential ✨
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1. Price and Ghost arguing in front of a quiet Soap and Gaz after a hard mission. Price is trying to explain that he’s part of a team and can’t just fuck off to do his own thing. Ghost arguing that in the field he has to make the decision he feels is best. Neither of them are +
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8 months
I love this for angst purposes no lie. Like GazPrice already has power imbalances out the ass, but this!?!? This shows how naturally ruthless Price can be. You’re with him or you’re not. You’re broken or you’re not. He will not wait, he will not help, he will leave you behind.
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i know gaz is capable but the fact that they both just survived a helicopter crash and price doesn’t even bother trying to help him up is so funny to me. he just leaves and hopes gaz is following
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1.) Soap knew he was too much for people sometimes. (A lot of the time) so it wasn’t really a surprise when ghost snapped at him. It was loud in the rec room. Recruits and officers of various ranks mingling about, just talking and laughing away their time.
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ALTERNATIVE EXPLANATIONS FOR COLONEL KÖNIG: 1. It’s just a loading screen (like captain Mactavish is just a skin.) 2. He found Colonel patches on the ground and DIY’d them onto his gear and no one said anything 3. He misspelled colonial 4. They needed a fall guy and promoted him
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HC: The 141 meets Kortac and is not impressed. *Colonel König hunching over because his team is roasting him and saluting him while yelling sir yes sir* Gaz, Price, Soap, and Ghost:….. Gaz: So they’re just handing out ranks to anyone now huh? Price: Hush Gaz he outranks us.
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1 year
Ghost: *slams open the 141 common area door* WHO ATE MY FUCKIN LEFT OVERS!? Gaz: *mid bite* Price: Who ate my sergeants ass? Ghost: …🧍‍♂️Fair enough *leaves* Gaz: *nearly chokes to death laughing* Soap: *bursting into flames in the corner* (Based on that one vine)
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1 year
YALL AU IDEA: Ghost is still in the military but Soap isn’t. Ghost is touch starved and irritable, for the past few weeks he’s been near biting the heads off recruits in training and today he got chewed out by Price. He gets told to go cool off so he storms off to his room
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1. “What’s wrong with you Johnny?” The question echoed in soaps head. If only he had the answer to that then he wouldn’t be on this mess to begin with. All he could do was shrug his shoulders. He was afraid that once he started speaking he would never stop. He heard ghost +
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1. 3 days had passed since he and ghost had had their falling out. Now soap was making an active effort to change. He did what he could to avoid the other man and when the job forced them near each other he kept quiet. It wasn’t ghost specific he was quiet around everyone now.
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CW ANGST Soap being the “slut” around base and Ghost not thinking twice about tumbling into bed with him. Soap who’s blinded by the feeling that he might be special, tired of feeling used by partners who never really cared about him. Oblivious Ghost who thinks it’s just fun vs
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CW: ANGST UNREQUITED REQUITED LOVE BUT MAKE IT MESSY IS IT CHEATING IF YOU NEVER TALKED ABOUT BEING TOGETHER? Ghoap who have had a “thing” with each other and Soap thought they were exclusive. He never really questioned why he was a secret and the one time he allowed himself to
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1. 3 days had passed since he and ghost had had their falling out. Now soap was making an active effort to change. He did what he could to avoid the other man and when the job forced them near each other he kept quiet. It wasn’t ghost specific he was quiet around everyone now.
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1 year
1.) Soap knew he was too much for people sometimes. (A lot of the time) so it wasn’t really a surprise when ghost snapped at him. It was loud in the rec room. Recruits and officers of various ranks mingling about, just talking and laughing away their time.
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CW More Angst 1. Soap had always known. That he was reading too much into things, that he wasn’t worth it, that Simon could never love him. It’s why he never pushed it. Their back and forth was just simple banter to pass the time. Even when they started sleeping together
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Ishouldhavebeenatree
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1. Price and Ghost arguing in front of a quiet Soap and Gaz after a hard mission. Price is trying to explain that he’s part of a team and can’t just fuck off to do his own thing. Ghost arguing that in the field he has to make the decision he feels is best. Neither of them are +
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BRO’S ANGST THOUGHT. CW ANGST OMEGAVERSE A/B/O so soap right? He’s an omega. It’s not a secret, everyone knows. In the military there’s a healthy mix of secondary genders and it even works to the benefit of the teams. Level headed betas, vicious alphas, and omegas that could
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1. As soap lay awake in bed that night, he tried to come up with a plan as to what he could do to fix whatever was wrong with his and ghosts relationship. He thought back to the week before he had begun being avoided, and couldn’t pinpoint anything out of the ordinary. +
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1. Things were going well. It had been a few weeks since soap and ghost had talked it out and although initially a bit awkward they had gotten into a rhythm. There were days where he worried about being too much, where others made fun of him, days where he couldn’t stomach +
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1. Things were going well. It had been a few weeks since soap and ghost had talked it out and although initially a bit awkward they had gotten into a rhythm. There were days where he worried about being too much, where others made fun of him, days where he couldn’t stomach +
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1. “What’s wrong with you Johnny?” The question echoed in soaps head. If only he had the answer to that then he wouldn’t be on this mess to begin with. All he could do was shrug his shoulders. He was afraid that once he started speaking he would never stop. He heard ghost +
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1. He’d never heard Simon laugh before not really. Little huffs of amusement sure, but never an out right laugh. Soap had tried nearly everything. Months went by and he and Ghost spent more and more time together. He tried the corniest jokes and the silliest stories +
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KÖNIG BUT MAKE HIM MIMIKYU. HE SAW HOW MUCH SOAP LOVED GHOST DESPITE HIM BEING BIG AND SCARY SO HE THOUGHT HE’D ALSO PUT ON A MASK AND MAYBE SOMEONE WOULD LOVE HIM TOO, SEND TWEET.
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CW: ANGST 1. Soap had a bad habit. Or at least that’s what his therapist says. She tells him that “You give too much of yourself to their people, you put their needs above your own.” He’d argue that he’s gotten better, she disagrees. He doesn’t expect her to understand.
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CW: ANGST, REQUITED- UNREQUITED LOVE, MISCOMMUNICATION 1. Just about everyone knew about Soaps crush on his Lieutenant. It’s not like he kept it a secret, he followed the man everywhere and spent a considerable amount of time telling him jokes or trying to engage him in
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141 at the DMV. 💀 “This is bullshit Price, I don’t even have the documents for a license.” *Soap whispering to Gaz* doesn’t have the skill for it either. 💰”You work for the government Simon, we have some of the best forgers in the country. Got you a new name, address,
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Ghoap but make it winged soap and cat ghost. 1. Ghost was absolutely enamored with the new sergeant on base. He was one of the few winged soldiers they had but so far he’s the only one he couldn’t take his eyes off of. Everything about him was so bright, from the soft
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1. Soap couldn’t help but feel at least a little bit ridiculous. He had never in his life cared what an alpha thought about him, but then again, none of them had been Ghost. Simon was everything and alpha should be. He was tall, strong, and the best at what he did. He carried
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BRO’S ANGST THOUGHT. CW ANGST OMEGAVERSE A/B/O so soap right? He’s an omega. It’s not a secret, everyone knows. In the military there’s a healthy mix of secondary genders and it even works to the benefit of the teams. Level headed betas, vicious alphas, and omegas that could
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1. OOH ANGST THOUGHT So picture this Roach gets found and recovered by the 141. It’s a classic replace Soap scenario: Gaz and Roach used to be close, Price admired him and thought of him as a son, and then he and Ghost were kind of a thing™️. Now Soap is around and he’s not sure
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141 CoD AU They’re an animal control team that always side with the animals: Price to a disgruntled homeowner: Look, you’re the idiot who had a house built in gopher territory, course there’s gonna be gophers in your yard. Gaz comforting abused animals and liberating
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TW: Angst, pregnancy, hurt no comfort, unresolved issues, omegaverse 1. The positive pregnancy test stared him in the face, just as the previous 2 had. There was no getting around it: Soap was pregnant. A surge of emotions flowed through him, surprise, fear, apprehension,
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1 year
Rudy and Soap istfg 💛
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11. Quiet room that he almost missed ghost speaking, “What’s wrong with you Johnny?” (To be continued after my tattoo appointment. It will get better I promise)
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Ghoap Wing/Hybrid fic AU Snippet 1. Soap had always been praised for his lovely singing voice. His mother used to joke that he must’ve been part nightingale, not just for his song but also for the sheer amount of noise he makes. It never put him off though, there was something
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HC: Gaz and Soap torment each other with facts they learn and sometimes people nearby are caught in the crossfire. Gaz: Soap did you know roughly 10% of your body weight is just your blood? Soap: … Soap: Yeah well your bones are wet. Wait how much do you think our bones weigh?
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I am having hurt soap withdrawals 😭 his feelings are too intact for me rn. I need Ghost telling him to shut up, I need Gaz to get a new best friend, I need Price telling Soap he’s too tired to talk to him, that he doesn’t need the stress. I need Soap to act out sexually to feel
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PRT 2 Hybrid AU 1. Now, what Ghost hadn’t considered is that for as much as he was hidden, Soap’s eyes were made for detecting both predators and prey. The sergeant circled overhead having noticed a shadow amidst the brush. He wanted so badly to swoop down and dive, but he was
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Ishouldhavebeenatree
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Ghoap but make it winged soap and cat ghost. 1. Ghost was absolutely enamored with the new sergeant on base. He was one of the few winged soldiers they had but so far he’s the only one he couldn’t take his eyes off of. Everything about him was so bright, from the soft
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Angst :) 1. “Ghost?” Why, Soap thought, why was he here? Ghost said nothing as he pushed John’s shoulder down and draped himself on top of him. “What are you doing?” As the other man lifted his mask over his nose he muttered “What? You don’t want to kiss me anymore Johnny?”
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CW More Angst 1. Soap had always known. That he was reading too much into things, that he wasn’t worth it, that Simon could never love him. It’s why he never pushed it. Their back and forth was just simple banter to pass the time. Even when they started sleeping together
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Note from me: SURPRISE ITS ANGST AGAIN! Price hurt Ghost’s feelings so he lashed out and hurt everyone’s feelings including his own. I hc this man with untreated Bpd. Also I haven’t been happy a day in my life I don’t know how to write happy endings. It hurts my feelings +
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12. Maybe everything wasn’t fixed and maybe everything was going to hurt for a while, but in this moment soap had 2 strong arms wrapping around him and the soft whispers of change to console him. They were going to be ok.
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8. look at them as he turned on his heel to leave the room. “Fuck you Sergeant.” door slamming behind him.
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TW Abuse, Neglect, Addiction 1. Ghost’s dad spent more days than he didn’t getting trashed and sometimes he’s just disappear for days on end. Simon’s mom wasn’t much better, and while he loved her she spent most of her day passed out drunk or recovering from whatever
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ghost would be obsessed with those popsicle sticks that have jokes on them once you finish eating
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8.) the tears began flowing freely as he climbed I to bed. He had wanted ghost to like him, just wanted to share his love of explosions. No, it isn’t a surprise that ghost would snap at soap: not that it hurts any less.
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2. listening, neither are willing to budge. Voices get raised, insults start flying back and forth. Price screams at him asking “what will it take for you to realize it’s not just you anymore?! Why must you lose what matters to you before realizing you had it at all?!” +
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6. someone to chatter with to pass time? Be fucking realistic Price.” There it was. The following silence was so loud Price swears he could hear Soaps heart break. There were no words he had that could fix this he didn’t even try. No one moved or said anything simply processing +
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CW/ Angst 1. “This isn’t working out.” All it took was 4 words for Soaps world to stop spinning. Of all the things he had expected Ghost to say this never crossed his mind, they’d been good hadn’t they? “What? Simon—” His voice caught in his throat uncomfortably, “Simon have I
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3. It’s a sore spot and everyone knows it. Price regrets it the moment he realizes what he’s said but it’s too late now. “You think anyone here comes close to meaning what Roach did?” Ghost has stopped yelling and it’s almost worse. “Don’t say anything you’ll regret Simon.” +
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Soap who thinks that the things he’s doing with Ghost are normal and regular in a relationship. Grateful that he gets to experience Simon’s “love.” Note from me: yeah I’m not doing so hot so it’s Soaps problem now lol. Off to get drunk 💛😚
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7. what had just happened. The first to break the silence was Gaz after feeling one of Soaps tears hit his arm. He hadn’t realized he had grabbed his hand but he squeezed it tight as he desperately whispered on his best friends behalf “take it back.” Ghost didn’t even +
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5. dart over to Soap, driven by the need to ensure the man’s well being. Soap has always been one of his soft spots. He couldn’t help it; just like Ghost couldn’t help noticing and taking his shot. “It’s because you think he’s important to me? Why because I found +
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4. It’s as much a warning as it is a plea, Ghost is a loaded gun with the safety off and Price knows exactly where that bullets going to land. “You expect me to regret clearing up your misconceptions Captain?” His voice is pure venom. Price couldn’t help the way his eyes+
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WAIT THE CATHOLIC UPBRINGING STRIKES AGAIN. GHOST GETS NEAR FATALLY INJURED IN THE FIELD AND SOAP HAS HIS DOG TAGS AND ALTHOUGH HE HASNT PRAYED IN YEARS HE CLUTCHES THEM LIKE A ROSARY. HE WONT PRAY THOUGH BECAUSE GOD ISNT THERE WITH THEM. GOD HASNT BEEN WITH THEM IN A LONG TIME.
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3. of his shoulders. He’d always wanted to make him laugh, but when the moment finally came the fracturing of his heart almost overwhelmed the sound. Who knew the words “I love you.” Could be so funny?
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Ghoap in unison: US!?!?!
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he didn’t need some alpha to barge his way into his life and demand he change himself. Fuck that no thank you. Then he met ghost. (I will come back to this when I have time💛)
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*wakes up in a cold sweat* CoD au but make it Marvel, mutant focused. Soap is a born mutant with the ability to control and manipulate fire, similar to Pyro (who’s name is John/Johnny it’s literally perfect) Ghost is a Mutate who was sold as a teen by his father and
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6.) ripping into his chest. He had done it again. He had gotten too excited and lost control of himself, he should have never said anything. You’d think by now he’d know better. To make matters worse he had somehow deluded himself into thinking he and ghost were friends.
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2.) Soap had been excitedly sharing information about the new shipment of explosives that had come through. It happened less often than he would like and despite his expertise he didn’t always get to play with them. He hadn’t meant to agitate the other man.
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*Soap and Ghost in the common room with a little too much to drink. Pre-relationship 💛* CW: Alcohol
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5.) then the snickering started. One or two people turned into what felt like the entire room outright laughing at him. Soap quickly excused himself, “sorry LT, I’ll leave you be” before he fled the room. He could feel the telltale burn of his eyes and the pain of rejection +
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PART 2 1. “We really put you through the wringer didn’t we?” As the initial disbelief began to settle, the guilt began to creep in. “Roach please I’m sorry. I don’t know what it is that I’ve done—” Roach began shushing him softly. “I know it’s ok, you’re ok.”
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1. OOH ANGST THOUGHT So picture this Roach gets found and recovered by the 141. It’s a classic replace Soap scenario: Gaz and Roach used to be close, Price admired him and thought of him as a son, and then he and Ghost were kind of a thing™️. Now Soap is around and he’s not sure
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4.) their approval. He had just started in on the wiring manufacturer and why he thought it was chosen when ghost snapped at him. “Do you ever shut up Mactavish?” The room fell silent, everyone processing what was just said.
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7.) as he made his way through the halls and back to his room he began mentally kicking himself. Why didn’t he know when to stop… why can he never tell when enough is enough? Sliding into his room and removing his boots his brain continued the onslaught of negative thinking.
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“I’m sorry.” “You always are.” “I promise I’ll change this time.” “At this rate that’s the only thing left that you could do to surprise me.”
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1. Time was passing quickly and soon enough soap found himself waiting outside the mess 15 minutes earlier than the agreed-upon time. Despite the low stakes he was nervous, someone was willing to give him a chance and he didn’t want to ruin it. The sound of heavy footsteps +
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1. As soap lay awake in bed that night, he tried to come up with a plan as to what he could do to fix whatever was wrong with his and ghosts relationship. He thought back to the week before he had begun being avoided, and couldn’t pinpoint anything out of the ordinary. +
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16. Simon actually cared about him? He continued to spiral as his eyes grew heavy. The last thing he remembered was the sound of his door opening before falling into a fitful sleep.
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3.) Sure, he could see a few nearby soldiers looking over and laughing at him. The table next to them having gotten up and moved away, no one moving to claim the spot despite the full room. Johnny tried not to let it bother him, after all he wasn’t looking for +
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10. each other, it was imperative that they had, if nothing else, a good working relationship. The silence carried on, was this ghost’s ideal hangout? It makes sense that the quiet man would enjoy a quiet space. As the minutes ticked on soap was so focused on maintaining the +
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8. use a hug sometimes.’ Coincidence: definitely, fate? Maybe. Either way Ghost was going to find out.
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15. he probably had made a right fool of himself that this man had him in his bleedin lap. Wiping his eyes he turned his head to look at the other man but he never would have expected that he’d be the one holding him. “Roach?”
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Lookit twitter what itself so now you all have to suffer the formatting if you wanna read this. Now I’m going to go cry myself to fucking sleep.
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9. honest may as well continue the trend. “I want you to like me LT. I don’t expect to be your best friend-” “You’re my only friend Johnny.” The admission had soap feeling like the wind had been knocked out of him. “I miss you talking to me, I can’t stand the silence anymore. +
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13. He tried to pop by his office and the door was locked, he had even tried catching him at the gym to no avail. As soap slipped into his room at the end of the night he realized he could deny the truth no longer; ghost was avoiding him.
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10. I never should have said what I did too you.” “ you did everyone a favor.” “No. No I didn’t. I haven’t felt regret like this in years.” Ghost stood quickly and made his way over to the bed before crouching in front of soap. It was almost too much but here he had ghost +
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When I try to write one and people message me or leave comments saying that the one I wrote sucks. I literally can’t do better. Anyway hope you liked my thread whoever reads this! 💛
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2. shift in his chair. “Something’s wrong and you’re going to tell me soap, don’t make me pull rank.” Why was ghost doing this, why couldn’t he tell him outright what he needed to change? In a voice softer than anything he typically used he tried answering the other man’s +
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11. In front of him taking back what he said, asking him to be himself. Tears began falling and ghosts eyes widened as he froze. Soap made a split second decision to throw himself into ghosts arms, needing the solid feeling of another person as he broke down.
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4. fellow Sargent, “he’d be easier on the eyes if his hair wasn’t so loud.” Even when he was silent he was apparently still too loud. The decision to shave his head had been surprisingly easy. After all what difference would it make? People had been telling him his hair +
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8. would want to be his friend for real this time. Wordlessly he stepped back and welcomed the lieutenant into his room, shutting the door softly behind him. He had never felt so unsure of himself in front of his teammate before and he found it too difficult to look him in the +
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Ishouldhavebeenatree
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2. all to no avail. Although nothing seemed to work Soap made a vow to never give up and in the end he did make him laugh, but not in the way he imagined. You’d think he’d be grateful to hear the sound at all; to witness the crinkling of Simons eyes and the involuntary shaking +
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Ishouldhavebeenatree
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3. his cheek to maintain his silence, and maybe his head wouldn’t stop screaming at him. There was also his difficulty sleeping and the loneliness that ate away at him at night. That’s fine though, this was working. His next bit of advice came from a passing comment from a +
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Ishouldhavebeenatree
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2. People were still laughing at him but now there were a few who nodded at him in the hallways. He went about his schedule as usual: training recruits, working out, going to meetings. It seemed that the change was going over well. Sure he had bitten through +
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Ishouldhavebeenatree
1 year
7. head as he made his way to the door. Opening it revealed noneother than the ghost himself. For the first time in 2 days Johnny felt something; an ache deep in his very soul. This was good though right? It means that all the changes he made had made a difference, maybe ghost +
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Ishouldhavebeenatree
1 year
6. Recall much of anything. He knew he was in his room but he couldn’t do much besides lay down and stare at the ceiling. Was this better than the feeling of his chest being torn apart? He thought it might be. The knock on the door was unexpected though. He felt like a floating +
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Ishouldhavebeenatree
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the works.” 💀 “Right what’s my name then?” 💰 “…… Benedict Horsewinkler.”
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Ishouldhavebeenatree
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5. Was ridiculous for years, maybe if he had listened earlier on he’d be better off now. As he moved the clippers along his head he allowed himself to get lost in the soft buzzing sound. His body felt heavy, like he didn’t really exist. The next day was a blur, he couldn’t +
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Ishouldhavebeenatree
1 year
9. eye. He gestured to a chair for ghost as he moved to perch on the bed, eyes trained on the floor. He heard ghost move to take a seat and tried to calm his nerves. He couldn’t fuck this up or ghost would leave, beyond even being liked this was his teammate. They relied on +
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Ishouldhavebeenatree
1 year
3. question. “I’m too loud. I never know where the line is, my best is never good enough and I-” just as he had been working himself into a proper spiral ghosts voice cut straight though “No I meant why did you cut your hair?” What? What did that have to do with anything?
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Ishouldhavebeenatree
1 year
5. we think?” Letting out a sigh soap dropped forward and put his elbows on his knees, seemingly weighed down by the question. “It’s not a crime to want to be liked ghost.” That’s what it all came down to after all, his desire for acceptance. “Never said it was. You shouldn’t +
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Ishouldhavebeenatree
1 year
4. “My hair was too much, it was stupid so I shaved it.” The sentence hung heavy in the air. “You’ve never thought your hair was stupid.” “Aye but you all did.” It was too honest wasn’t it? His statement? There was no taking it back now though. “What does it matter what +
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Ishouldhavebeenatree
1 year
7. His superior looked taken aback by his sudden passion though he recovered quickly with a slow nod at his outburst. “Suppose that’s fair. I’m…” ghost started hesitancy coating his voice as the words seemed to die out in his throat. “I… I never intended to upset you.”
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Ishouldhavebeenatree
1 year
CW Religion I’m just thinking about devout Catholic Soap, Alejandro, and Rudy coming to terms with themselves and having their own struggles with faith. Alejandro, ever the passionate willing to adjust his faith for the one he loves. Rudy who feels guilty and doesn’t want
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Ishouldhavebeenatree
1 year
14. comfort of his ask going well that he failed to notice 2 crucial things. 1. He missed the way Königs eyes hooded and began running over his retreating form and 2. He missed the large figure in nearby shadows who witnessed the whole exchange.
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Ishouldhavebeenatree
1 year
6. go changing everything about yourself to be liked though.” Oh, that fucking hypocrite. The sharp spike of rage left just as fast as it had come but it was enough to have him looking at ghost for the first time since he sat down. “You don’t get to say that to me lieutenant.” +
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Ishouldhavebeenatree
1 year
8. Soap had no response to that. Of all the things he had expected his co to say that wasn’t one of them. A soft sound escaped his throat and ghost took it as a cue to continue. “You’re a good man Johnny, how can I make this up to you?” How indeed. Well, he had already been +
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Ishouldhavebeenatree
1 year
2. to be pissed in peace. Only that’s not what happens. As soon as he’s alone he’s miserable, there’s an ache deep in his bones and his chest feels like it’s ripping itself open. What is wrong with him? In a rare moment of weakness he opens up google and asks the search engine
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Ishouldhavebeenatree
1 year
6. loop through the sky, and if he starts to purr in contentment? Well that’s nothing anyone can prove.
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Ishouldhavebeenatree
1 year
3. just that. He winds up rabbit holing and he finds a lot of the usual before realizing he’s touch starved. Being as pragmatic as he is he sets off to fix it and looks for solutions that don’t actually involve people. Hot tea, sunbathing, pillows, and even warm blankets: totally
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@GioKingsburyx
Ishouldhavebeenatree
11 months
5. looked up he was met with the sight of Ghost advancing on him.
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@GioKingsburyx
Ishouldhavebeenatree
1 year
Unexpected part 4! It was requested of me and I hope you all like it 💛 now it’s time for me to go honk shoo. (Expect a part 5!)
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@GioKingsburyx
Ishouldhavebeenatree
1 year
4. doable. He’s about to call it a day when he sees one last thing that catches his eye, a cuddling service. Curiosity compels him to open the site and it’s exactly what’s on the cover. You contact someone, pay a small fee, then you cuddle. No strings attached, nothing sexual,
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Ishouldhavebeenatree
1 year
7. his fathers age, and based in the UK. There’s still a surprising amount of options after sorting and it’s not too long before he stumbles onto one John M. He’s a Scottish guy with a Mohawk but what really caught his attention was his tagline: ‘Even the strongest among us can
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Ishouldhavebeenatree
1 year
5. all people are background checked and vetted. He initially writes it off as a stupid and ridiculous idea but he also can’t stop thinking about it. 3 days pass before he caves and finds himself browsing the site. There’s a wide array of characters making up the sites cuddlers,
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Ishouldhavebeenatree
3 months
5. did not have rabies.) Price napping with small birds in his hat, Gaz doing education videos on fish, Soap and his Raccoon on the couch watching shark week, Ghost and a bear startling each other I HAVE SO MANY BRAIN WORMS!!! 💛
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