2 years apart! Quite embarrassing although a realisation of how far I've come. I feel 1000000 time better; Happier, Healthier and way more Positive. Mental Health and Addiction is an everyday battle but I'm giving it my best shot 🙌🏻❤️⚽️
Thanks for everyone’s kind birthday messages.. although I’ve turned 23 the most important part of today is that I’m 162 days clean and sober on my birthday and I get to spend this special day with my two beautiful children and for that I am blessed 🙌🏻❤️
Hard for me to do was this.. but time to be brutally honest and leave all my demons behind me thanks
@itvcalendar
@chrisdawkesITV
@itvfootball
for giving me the chance to open up and offer awareness to others ❤️
Was very nervous waiting for this article to be put out there but after everyone’s heart warming messsges it makes it that much easier to kick on and do what I do best thankyou all you don’t know how much this means to me and my family ❤️
What a year! I’m ending the year clean and happy the two most important factors in my life.. for once I go into a new year READY to exceed all expectations I have set my self. I wish everyone a very healthy, happy and successful 2019 every single one of you deserves it 🙌🏻😁⚽️❤️
For all who know me well or follow me and my career, i suffered in silence for long enough and isolated my self for a long time, but let me assure you, you are not alone in this ITS OKAY NOT TO BE OKAY
#MentalHealthAwarenessDay
💙💙💙
Just a thanks to everyone who has been so supportive throughout. My whole point of me telling these stories is to help people who have been or who are more importantly still going through bad times. Once again thanks for all the great support ❤️
Got told one day to man up and take responsibility for my actions and stop blaming everyone else. I did that and look I’m 6 months clean happily livin life on life’s terms.. yes things can get difficult but know there is always a solution and always someone to talk to ❤️
Unfortunately my time at
@ChesterFC
has come to an end, I’ve met some truly great people along the way. I’ve learnt more in this year than I have my whole career and take nothing but good memories and laughs with me. Thank you all for your support and I wish Chester all the best
Finally discharged what a mad 24hours but what a gift sent from heaven 💙 Thankyou for everyone’s lovely messages of support, mummy and baby are both doing just fine.. goodnight everyone 💙
I've not been able to reply to everyone's supportive messages individually as there is so many.
I see them and am truly grateful for all the support, thank you so much to each and everyone one of you, it means a lot☺️
Very emotional, even still responses I’m receiving could not thank all of you for it, just one favour I beg and asks people to do if ever anything gets tough please please talk out about even about the little things honestly it helped me so I’m more than sure it will help you
So sad seeing yet another person take their own life , I can't stress enough to those struggling how important it is to either speak to someone or seek some sort of help.. remember, YOU are valuable YOU are worth something and most importantly YOU ARE NOT ALONE IN THIS ❤️❤️
This time round abouts a year ago I got given a great opportunity in Norway for
@viking_fk
and as many know we got relegated.. however this time this year they are a win away from promotion 👏 all the best in your final game and wish you every success ⚽️⚽️
Early birthday present and I could literally burst into tears.. having daisy coming to watch me play for the first time tomorrow.. going to be one proud moment ❤️❤️❤️
Home debut ✅ thought we deserved more out of the game but we dig deep and got what I would say a decent point against an on form side. Thanks to everyone there today for the great reception muchly appreciated 🙌🏻 and thanks to
@ChesterFC
for taking care of my family and daughter
Thankyou for the opportunity ollie, not only on talking about the down falls and the “what could of beens” in my career but most importantly being given an chance to open up and tell a fully HONEST detailed side thanks a munch bate 👊🏻👏🏻👍🏻
On a personal level words can’t describe how made up i was to make my Chester debut however the important thing about today is reflecting on today’s performance collectively and making sure we have a positive reaction for Saturday
@ChesterFC
Gutted to not be involved again tonight but due to a slight back strain i assure everyone i am working my hardest off the pitch to get my self right.. but more importantly i wish the lads best of luck tonight at
@CurzonAshton
i'll be there supporting 👍🏻👊🏻👏🏻
First time in a long time I’ve woke up clear minded, stress free.. And feel supported more than ever! Great start to the day..🙌🏻 have a good day people make sure you do something productive and that will help benefit you or others ❤️
@piersmorgan
@piersmorgan
seriously pal.. your negativity towards life in general is pathetic, and how easy it is for you to scrutinise anything and everything is beyond me. Ta ra for now piers 👋🏻
So a lot of thinking being done today and im going to start my own charity helping sportsmen and sportswomen with mental health issues.. I will set up a donation page and anybody who can help me build this and get this going drop me a message 🙌🏻👍🏻
Game day 😏 been waiting for this.. CAN NOT WAIT!!! Make sure as many of you can get to the game today to support the lads it will be much appreciated and safe journey to all travelling fans 👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻
Big shout out to the young lads last night.. thought they were absolute top class (attitude-application-desire) 👏🏼 another 90 mins another win oh and a goal happy days ⚽️⚽️
@ChesterFC
15 years today big man, hope life’s treating you well up there. Not a day goes by where you don’t pop into my thoughts. I’ll be up shortly to pay you a visit and have a catch up. Left me with nothing but happy memories which I still cherish to this day. Thanks pops love you ❤️
Delighted to have signed for
@bostonunited
, a big season ahead not only individually but more importantly collectively. All the best to everyone involved, let’s hope this season’s to us👍🏻
BIG CONGRATS to all players and staff and everyone involved with
@bostonunited
and by the way the fans were fxcking unreal 😍😍😍 well done lads and good luck in the replay 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻
@Madders10
If you think that lad has intentionally meant to do that ur on crack. The amount of abuse that lads got is a disgrace football will always be a contact sport and what comes with it is horror tackles/misjudgment. Calling a young lad out who hasn’t made a career yet.
🔄3-2 victory against Nuneaton
😳Now unbeaten in 11 games
👏🏻1 point off top spot
⚽️ Dan Mooney scores yet again
🙌🏻
@ChesterFC
are something else right now 😂😂
🔄 Come from a goal down to win.
😳 Now unbeaten in ELEVEN games.
👏 Into the play-off positions.
⚽ Another couple for Tyler Walker.
🙌 The Stags are something else right now.
#Stags
What a season.. the highs the lows and the rest.. glad to have finished on a positive note Thankyou to the fans, staff and players who have been unbelievable.. now onto V9 and see what next season has offer 🔵⚪️👏🏻👊🏻
Had a night to reflect on the red card not going to comment on it however.. made up and proud of the lads for grinding out a result and coming away with 3 points it never is easy with 10 men. Thought the fans that came where out of this world
@ChesterFC
Good 45 mins in the gym.. steady progress a light core and foam roll session along with 20 lengths. You get no where in life sat on your arse I’ve learnt. Working hard being the best version of you will help you reach your success. Hope everyone has a good day peace out ✌️
Gareth took a big risk. When you do that as England manager, you put a lot of heat on yourself. We’ll find out on Tuesday night if he was right or wrong... and whether he’s a step closer to a knighthood or another pizza advert.
How can looking into your children’s eyes not make you want to give them everything and achieve everything you possibly can for them.. in other words I love my kids ❤️❤️❤️❤️
A person in recovery gave me this a couple years back, I found it in my recovery box the other day and it brought a smile to my face 😊 now this coin never leaves my side
#JustForToday
Don't know how blessed and happy I am to be back out on the pitch, massive win today for
@Official_NTFC
lads were class.. and as for the fans thank you for making me feel so welcome absolute class 👏🏻 now onto next week 👍🏻