Sad Update : Few hours ago I nearly hit the line, my heart rate started being bad, I was feeling weak, heart was hurting and I was struggling for every single breath.
This sickness kicked me in the butt last night and if I didn't had good doctors I would've pass away.
I'm letting
This year has been of a great start, I wanna say thank you to
@sl8mm
for always putting my head up while I stream and thank you to
@MrVitall
and
@T2RKharma
for always being there for me when I'm at my lowest.
Thank you to
@BrysonGGs
and
@Dewghaa
for making me believe in myself.
I been playing fortnite alot more since I came back from vacation and before vacation I was going insane, people called me cracked (sometimes were mean) but it was all goodie. Few months ago I had a blood test taken for cancer and I told some people about it that I think I have
died twice bc of some weird server lag and everybody in the game was lagging, the ohter 3/4 times we died bc somebody choked ehm ehm
@1xjordy
😬 and the rest games I carried... but its cool its just for a skin so it doesn't matter but jordy we have a zero build cup tomorrow,
There is so much drama going on around and sometimes I'm happy for the streamers and fortnite creators and many people like that who left AND I don't wish for them to come back and see how streamer and fortnite creators and others jump into each others necks like children.
I wanted to say thank you to
@Gryphon_RB
for the amazing sub games and making my day as a perm slot well done. I hit 19 wins with a 100% win rate, no loss today and I'm so happy about it. Also thank you to
@Pulveyy
(the goat🐐) for the amazing raidskie and
@1xJordy
for the best
Getting help from people you love and care/cared is so fucking hard aspecially when they know deep down that I myself will be for them no matter what even if I'm standing on thin ice😢 but why should I now? Im seeing people's true colours now and I wish all goodies in your life
If anyone haven't told you already YOU'RE WORTH IT, be yourself doesn't matter what everyone else thinks and most important you're beautiful/handsome the way you are ❤️❤️❤️ so have a goodnight my lovelys🥺🫶🏼
First people/family etc etc are like "you don't talk much with me, you should talk more" next minute they are either not listening or ignoring you or say you talk to much MAKE UP YOUR FUCKING MIND FOR GOT SAKE liek you want me to talk or not!! ☹️ Idk why but it hurts😐
Some People knows how to run their mouth all the time but never to tell the truth about themselves.
It's ridiculous! 😂
and then going and telling lies to people🥺 so adorable! 🥰
BUT LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING!
the truth always comes to light!!!😙😙
soon or later it will🫶 I will
Been up for 19 hours and 30 min (nearly 20 hours) defending in customs for 3 hours and 10 hours on sub games perm slot for
@Gryphon_RB
the rest hours was just cleaning the house but ggs today and it was fun but pika is out cya all tomorrow. 😭😂👍🏻❤️
Update : they have placed me in a different place as today around 3 am my time the docs and my mom couldn't wake me up so my doc said I was in short coma bc of my low blood pressure so I'm staying here more guys😢
I'm sorry to everyone and some people, I'm starting to feel more shit everyday and Im so sorry if I'm not active as much anywhere, it's so hard for me to deal with cancer everyday it gets worse and worse. So if you see inactivity from me in any way I'm really sorry🤧 I can't help
Finding out that people who you care about the most are not believing that u will achieve anything in your life doesn't matter what it is it hurts like u were burning in hell💔 i just honestly feel like crying.. And the more I hear it the more I believe it😢 should I give up?😞
Ok hear me out, I'm not much of a goth girl and I never was but LIKEEEEE THIS outfit is literally putting me on my knees.
I might get it- uhhh I fr might-...
leaving
@SilentEnforcerz
on a good terms.
it was lovely to be in it, met some of the most nicest people and im glad i was apart of it. I love yall from se fam but pika gotta go 🥺♥️
Games with
@Pulveyy
and
@Gryphon_RB
today were amazing and it made me happier than I usually am. The games with those 2 did bring up the positive vibes from me that I don't show that much past 3 weeks as many things been happening so thank you for making me happy today and
ok so idc who has beef with this guy or whatever if it doesn't concern me IF IM NOT INVOLVED in it its not my business so anyways. I wanna say thank you too
@BrysonGGs
for helping me in tough times when im down and upset it meant alot yesterday as my day was going really shitty
I lost someone special a long time ago but thx too
@1xJordy
my lovely comfort I have a smile on my face, always cheer me up 🥺🫶🏼 stays up till late nights with me just to make sure I'm okay even tho it exhausts him😭 I'm so happy to have you jordy. I love you😭😭❤️❤️💍
@Pulveyy
"Nobody does that in pubs" - dude every crown grinder or just a grinder will and will be camping a card if the other person is goated at the game
Ok imma be honest.
never been so lied too in my whole entire life..
Like if people gonna say that they gonna play with me KEEP YOUR WORD.
and not just say it that you will and lie to my Face.
Im a human too and this stuff hurts.
so if you gonna play, tell me in the comments..
some of you wanted the old Prime Pika to come back well my friends I'm officially announcing THAT PRIME FRUITYPIKA is coming back for the new year 2024.
Alr so someone explain what the fagity fuck is happening to me rn so as y'all know I'm sick🤒 and my sister gave me her sickness as she got it from school, that's understandable bc I'm weak and I catch sickness quickly BUT WHAT I DON'T UNDERSTAND IS WHY I'M I sick while being
Sometimes I be wishing my life was like a written diary that you can just throw it into fire and then it disappears or to go to sleep one day and wake up as happier me without drama, without stress, without messed up mental health and without some people wanting me dead👍🏻
8 months in 7 days❤️ those months were perfect because of you, I can't explain how much joy and happiness you gave me. I'm sometimes harsh to you in game because I'm just trying to teach you something and it's quite hard to teach someone as Stubborn as you😂❤️ but I love you ❤️