Anyone want a character/themed diet?? They're so fun to make lol Just reply w/ like a theme or character, and then specifics u want!! (Low cal, high cal, omads/fasting or not) and I'll make one for you!!
I rlly want to be friends w/ oomf they seem so silly
I don't think they're online rn, and idk when they'll be online, but I rlly rlly want to be friends with them 😭😭
Edtwt is so nice idk why ppl think it's horrible
Like ik it definitely helped start my ed, but like it's also the only reason I'm alive rn bc you guys stop me from doing stupid stuff like purging water 💀
I genuinely would've done it too if nobody said it was dangerous too lmao
Any1 want to be my platonic parents?? Like we could have a gc and stuff plss I have parent issues and I rlly want one of those parent-child friend relationships 😭
I swear this sounds so weird to ask but I gen just want a good parent relationship, even if it's just a friend 😭😭
Is this actually a small amount, or are you guys just lying to me?? Maybe I'm just rlly disordered but this feels like a normal or big meal 😭 My mom even asked if I was super hungry today when I was eating this, so I sorta assumed it was a lot of food 😭
I just tried to purge but like idk how to do it
My throat hurts tho, and I didn't throw anything up
I hate to ask this but like does anyone have tips?? Ik it's bad for me but like I don't rlly care
Oomfs how do I get a scale without my parents knowing??
I can't buy one online bc they'll see it, and if I were to ask a friend I'd need an excuse for why 😭
I love coffee!! Unfortunately I love super sugary coffee, so it's way more cals than I should be having... but it's so worth it lol, especially since it helps with hunger
Does anyone else have a super bad depressive episode and then like the next day get super happy and try to fix your life and stuff, and then go back to another depressive episode?? This happens every few months and it's sorta irritating
I just went to grab my coffee off the table (just reached over, didn't get up) and I got lightheaded
Is that a sign of smth or do I just need to eat more??
Oomfs how do u grow taller
Like just a few inches or smth
Ik there's stretches u can do I think, but I can't find any that actually work 😭 I just want to be tall lmao
Today's cals!! All rounded up bc I hate counting :3
Coffee- 100
Snacks- 300
Dinner- 700
1100 cals today <- my bmr is 1200 so maybe I won't gain since I've exercised a bit?? A few of these r overestimated too soo maybe?? Idk I feel like I ate so much today 😭😭
If anyone wants to be friends or anything, literally just dm me :D I'm very nice and I rlly don't answer anything other than discord 💀
Also pls tell me if you dm me on twt bc I won't see it lol
'Minors dni' and you follow me
I won't follow back bc like it says minors dni
But like dni goes both ways?? Don't interact w/ minors when ur bio says minors dni 😭
♡ New edtwt intro ♡
— 16, He/they, bmi 14s
♡ 5’1
— I'll post bcs, daily accountability, and generally use this acc as an ED diary of sorts
♡ I like genshin, kpop, and pjsk, I'll post about them too!!
♡︎/↻ to be moots
Considering giving myself a piercing
How does one do it safely?? And like does anyone have tips or anything?
I'm gonna wait for replies b4 doing it so I don't do anything too impulsive :D
I just suddenly got lightheaded
My chest hurts so bad
My heartbeat is usually super fast, but like it's rlly slow rn
I might be dying, does anyone know how to fix this without eating??? Or maybe if it's actually serious bc I'm getting scared
Apparently I'm gonna start getting grounded and stuff for missing assignments, 3 days for every missing assignment
I have all A's and B's, my lowest grade is literally a B+
Am I overreacting for being upset?? Bc my dad's saying I'm being ridiculous lol
My bf likes calling me squishy
He's an idiot (nicely, I love him) and he doesn't mean it in a bad way, he means it in a cute way, and ik he thinks I'm way too thin too
But it still sorta hurts, and idk how to tell him without him finding out about my ed 😭
What actually happens when u get hospitalized for an ed or go to inpatient or some Ed recovery place?? I've heard bad stuff ofc, but is it always that bad?? I'm terrified of getting hospitalized so like if u have any stories, even if they're bad, plss share 😭
Fellow trans guys of shedtwt, how do you make your face look more masc? Bc I want to grow my hair out a bit, but idk how to do that w/o looking super fem 😭
Does anyone have any male bonespo/deathspo/sickspo?? Bc fem ones r triggering enough, but I think that a few male ones would be enough to trigger me enough to lose 20 lbs
I'm working on letting myself have things I like
I've been avoiding drinking my coffee for a few days, but it's now going to be in my cal limit, even though it's like 100 cals!! It's hopefully gonna make me less miserable :D
I literally just opened twt when a guy in my class was looking at my phone (I don't know him he was staring tho 😭)
The first thing that shows up is bonespo lmao
Post this on your account and see how many people want to:
:P - block you.
:) - be your friend.
:> - hear your voice.
:3 - meet you irl.
! - hold your hand.
<3 - date you.
<3 - ignore you
Post this on your account and see how many people want to:
:P - block you.
:) - be your friend.
:> - hear your voice.
:3 - meet you irl.
! - hold your hand.
<3 - date you.
<3 - ignore you
Fun fact about me, i intentionally developed ana
Not even in a wanarexic way, I was just like 'oh, I'm anorexic now' and I just started starving
I had super disordered eating habits before then, but it's super invalidating to know that I caused my disorder intentionally lol
I hate my mother :D
She acts all nice around others, and then makes fun of me when nobody else is around, and then gets surprised when I ignore her venting to me
I wish I could move out but I'm not allowed to get a job and I'm not old enough to get a house 😭
Ok I failed
I ate a lot and I'm crying
Why would I ever consider recov
I'm too fat for that lol
It's been 6 ish hours idk why I thought it was possible
I'm back tho!!! I did eat some good food, so I should be able to fast for a bit!!
How well does liquid fasting work?? Bc I literally can't do anything without my morning coffee (like 50 ish cals) but if I don't eat anything else, how well would that work??
Ok so since I'm scared of this getting more likes I'm stopping it here, and rounding up to 7 days!
I might make an accountability thread for this so I'll actually do it
I'm prob gonna spread out the fasting tho bc I've realized I can't do a full 7 day fast 😭😭 I'm gonna try tho
So I'm not counting today's cals
It was a good day, I managed to ignore cals for 6 hours
I'm obviously never doing that again, but I'm not going to make myself miserable counting cals that I already ate
I think that's a good thing?? Maybe I'm getting less mentally ill? Idk
I used to barely be able to wrap my hand around my upper arm, but it's easy now?? I'm losing weight?? I'll weigh myself tomorrow morning, maybe I'll finally be out of bmi 14?? Jsksjeosjwkw I'm actually kinda exited!!
I love those '-insert character- of shedtwt' accs
They're always so silly!! Where are my fellow characters of shedtwt/edtwt/shtwt?? I love you guys you make me so happy!!!
Oomfs with mia, what's it like?? I'm writing a thing and one of the characters has mia and google won't give me any info on what it's actually like
Sorry if this is weird but pls 🙏🙏 (I'm using Mia instead of the actual word bc I'm scared twt will ban my acc or smth)
I drank water!! I think it's been a few days since the last time lol
My stomach hurts so bad tho 😭😭 I'm sure that's bc I'm dehydrated, but like it's annoying I'm just trying to not be dehydrated 😭
I feel like I'm such an attention seeker bc technically my sw was bmi 15 😭😭 like I was disordered for a while before then, and I lost a lot of weight, but that was the first time I had a scale 😭
Ok not to start anything, but like really?? I don't get people like this, it doesn't really matter why you're starving, it's still starving?? I'm pretty sure 'not wanting attention' isn't a part of the ana criteria yk
I'm trying to dress better and do my hair and skin and stuff now, hopefully it'll make me feel better lol
Does anyone have any skincare suggestions?? Idrk what to get, but my skin is horrible and I have so many scabs and acne scars 😭 how do I get rid of those or prevent them???
I'm genuinely such a bad person
I can't be nice to people, and I'm not pretty enough to be mean
I keep on snapping at people
They're probably going to leave me because of this, then I'll be alone again, and idk what I'll do then
♡- School's starting soon, so I'm finally joining edtwt, here's my intro <3
— 16, He/they, bmi 14s
♡ 5’1
— I'll post bcs, daily accountability , and generally use this acc as an ED diary of sorts
♡ I like sewing and dancing a lot <33
♡︎/↻ to be moots
Breathing is hard
I'm breathing but it feels like I'm not getting enough air
This is gonna make me panic why tf can't I breathe
I've eaten enough recently and I've drank water so ifrk what it could be
My bf is starting to worry about me
I'm getting more noticeably sicker, I'm dehydrated and malnourished, and I'm clearly dying
Idk how to make him less worried, bc I'm not gonna rlly fix any of this at all
I hate making people worry, it's horrible
I'm considering making myself an entirely new wardrobe and stuff when I reach my ugw!! What style should it be? Preferably styles that are mostly light colors, since I look a lot better in them!!
I tried to purge after removing my nail polish, w/o washing my hands in between
It's SO GROSS TASTING
It's bad enough that I stopped trying to purge 💀💀
I've been wondering why I feel terrible and can't sleep but I figured it out
I haven't drank water in like a week, I'm dehydrated 😭 I'm literally an idiot but ik if I get bloated or wtv from water I'm gonna try to purge it so like do I stay dehydrated or mess my throat up more??
100 days until 2025 so I'm gonna make a full plan of how I'll fix my entire life and change how I look
Idk if it'll even be possible to do but I'm gonna try to be happy with myself by then!!