So sad about Keith Flint. I gave birth to my eldest son accompanied by 'firestarter' playing away because my husband had in a mad panic, picked up the wrong tape. And instead of giving birth to Enya and ocean sounds it was The Prodigy. I don't regret it either.
We lost our beautiful boy today. We got him to the best specialists but the scan showed cancer had invaded nearly every bit of him. He was nearly 8 and every one of those years was filled with love. Dogs are just the best thing about this life. We rescued him and he rescued us.
One of my kids is working on the tills in a supermarket all over Christmas and new year. He is the sweetest most polite young man I know! and yet he has faced abuse and rudeness from some customers. Please PLEASE don't be a thundering arse to shop workers! Happy Christmas! 🎄🍾☃️
I'm reminded of the time I caught my then 4yr old covered in sudocrem & he tried to blame the cat, and then said he hadn't gone near the sudocrem and then he started crying & told me to stop asking him questions. Then he pretended to faint.
We lost our big brother last December, he was only 48. Didn't feel like celebrating Christmas then, every Christmas light plunging me into deep sadness.This year I've got 2 Chrismas trees decorated in gorgeous gaudy colours! For him. For joy & cos life is to be celebrated xx
I'm sad to be coming off my beloved weekend mid-morning shows. I've loved every minute! I'm there for a few months yet & hope to possibly find other opportunities to keep doing what I love on Radio Humberside. Onwards and upwards! I adore people from this area & always will💚
First
@bbcburnsy
, then
@andycomfort
- now I’m very sad to hear that
@Fionamills1
will be replaced at weekends. Fiona’s a natural broadcaster. Warm, witty, engaging. Everything they’re desperate to get rid of.
And so it continues. What are they thinking?
#keepbbclocalradiolocal
Last night our eldest brother lost his fight with type 1 diabetes. Covid meant I could not be there or even to visit him in hospital. A wise friend said that 'there is no antidote to the pain of love'
He was only 49. He was loved. As dawn breaks, so do I. Cherish your loved ones
My youngest 'baby' Sean graduated today, 4 yrs of hard graft to get his level 3 Diploma in Bricklaying. He has never let Autism hold him back from following his dreams and why should he! No fuss, bag on back & off he goes whilst I make a show of myself crying with pride.
Burnsy, our Burnsy...supportive, funny, kind, passionate about local issues and never afraid to challenge people, As a wise person once said 'you don't know what you've got till it's gone'
& I hope you can see how many people will miss you. Xx
"And now the end is near..."
It's all gone a bit Francis Albert and the final curtain is going to close on my time on The Burnsy Show
@RadioHumberside
.
Lots of love to my producers and colleagues who face a very uncertain and unsettling time.
#savebbclocalradio
Its so odd but I can read through loads of lovely messages on air or online and will only ever focus on the nasty one! I wont ever be everyone's cup of tea and that's grand. But please remember before passing any nasty comments about anyone..to be kind. Just be kind
That's all.
@HelenORahilly
When our brother died in December last year in Ireland, we only had the limited number allowed in the church, we came out to hundreds stood outside, in the rain and the cold just standing there, supporting us. It will stay with me forever x
Very touched by kind words from people today, as mentioned, I do hope I can find a place to continue broadcasting on my beloved radio Humberside, but the outpouring of love for local radio is wonderful. Please remember to be kind, whatever your opinion. Kindness is what matters x
It's now 2 years since I started my own show on BBC radio Humberside! Under the guidance of
@PhilWhiteradio
. I remember the terror and my nerves & how serious I sounded on that first link! It's an absolute privilege to be on local BBC radio & to work with the people there.
Glammed up to bid farewell to my 40's .I'm beyond proud and grateful to be starting off my 50's .and I intend to have glorious fun and adventures galore! ❤️
Forgive me for boasting but when I was told years ago by a particularly bossy 'Autism specialist' not to expect much from my twins achievement wise, I remember thinking they will show you! So with respect madam 'Specialist' ..in your face!!!
My son has had difficult day and is recovering from major meltdown that takes its toll on us all, but especially on him. We went out to the garden for some air and he smiled at me with the sun behind him illuminating him & I thought my heart would burst with love.
#autism
One of my boys is having a bad day so I made his favourite tea from childhood. Spaghetti Hoops on buttered toast triangles and he came and ate them and had a little cry and then we had a hug and all is ok again. We all need comfort and favourite childhood meals!
Today is a special day. In Dec, I suffered a 'minor stroke'. I was terrified. I've been receiving treatment & with huge support from my friends & family & colleagues ive refound myself a litte. I've now been discharged from the stroke team. I'm hoping I continue to do well cont..
My eldest has invited me over to his flat to 'sleep over'& watch films. He's offered to sleep on sofa (he's 6ft9!) So I can have a comfy bed,he asked me for a list of my fav treats so he can buy them. Cos I sounded a little sad apparently & he wanted to be kind. And he is! Proud.
We lost my husbands dad this morning, my darling dad in law who told me he didn't mind me calling him dad cos I had lost mine so young. He lived a long meaningful life & is reunited with his beloved wife who passed years ago. They met when they were 12, farewell you lovely man x
It's going to be a hugely difficult and upsetting week ahead. Local BBC radio is full of the most decent and talented people ever. I can't think of anything else to say really...
Today my Son will graduate with a B.A Hons in games design.This is a proud moment but what makes me beam with pride is that this young man with Autism has battled so much to get to this stage. When I see him in his gown & cap later i may bawl with pride much to his embarrassment
Was sitting outside in the rain under umbrella to try & get some peace. Youngest comes out sits down, sighs & says "I dont want to alarm you but I made a red berry smoothie & I forgot to put the lid on the blender again, you probably should stay out here" 🙄
My dad used to wear Levi's & golf jumpers (didn't play golf) he listened to The sex pistols & Neil Diamond & fed me jam sandwiches late at night when I was very sick & stayed up telling me made up stories about walnut whip mountains. He died at 38. Cherish the good dads. Always.
Bit of news..I am taking over Saturday mid mornings on
@RadioHumberside
10 till 2 AND I get to present Sundays 10 till 2! So...that's a whole weekend isnt it? Why yes it is!!! Huzzah!!!! And again I say Huzzah!
We must cherish and protect local radio. I love what i do, I want to keep doing it but as a freelancer I'm not allowed to apply for my own weekend shows & other staff face redundancy maybe the plans will change. Maybe not but we have to speak up for what we hold true.
Why yes! That IS me in The radio Times today! I'm now busy photo copying it and pasting it all over my house and also onto my husbands car windscreen. Hurrah! I shan't shut up about it for a good while. Though you know I hate attention 😄😄❤
Hello! Please can you welcome 'Chewie' to the family? He's a massive rescue pup (6 months) he may actually be a baby bear that we've rescued by accident 🤔 he's taking a lot of patience & training & his life is now saved as a legacy to our darling rescue dog ziggy. Wish us luck!
Big love this morning for
@bbcburnsy
I'm sure he is feeling the collective love from everyone. What you hear is what you get with him, no pretence, a huge passion for his area and the people in it & a great sense of humour. He sets the high bar for presenting & always will xx
Bit of newsI will be presenting weekend breakfast on
@RadioHumberside
and
@BBCRadioLincs
very soon. I'm so pleased I can still talk with my beloved weekend gang and look forward to welcoming more members. And yes we will still have gardening! And fun! Lots of fun! Huzzah! ❤️
Have had some lovely messages of support for my weekend shows on
@RadioHumberside
since the proposed plans have been announced. Please be assured that whilst I'm still on air I WILL be having our weekend gang nonsense debates & tomfoolery galore! You have filled my heart! Xx
@CallTheMidwife1
covering multiple myeloma has hit very hard. As soon as Dr Turner mentioned it and the pain involved my heart skipped. I lost my mum and my mum in law to the disease and its rarely spoken about. 💔
Husband "if you share your Easter egg with me I'll share mine with you later"...now see, I've fallen for this old chestnut before. I'd give him half my egg only to find out he had eaten his Easter egg long ago.But this time I know he has no egg left to share, I ate it you see.
Jeepers,. Amazed my tweet about Keith Flint has gone viral! And out of hundreds of replies only ten or so were nasty! Eldest son is furious at me 'trending' "for gods sake mother" but I'm delighted I had a cool story to share about a cool fella and his great music ♥️
Happy Autistic pride day! I have 2 autistic boys & they're 2 of the very finest people I know! Clever, witty, funny, passionate about campaigning for a kinder world. One a qualified bricklayer the other about to graduate from uni with a B.A Hons degree. Am I proud? Damn right!
Just want to send a virtual Hug to anyone who isn't feeling particularly 'festive' this Christmas.There will be many of us feeling the pain of loss right now, or struggling with thoughts and feelings. Be ultra kind to yourself &eat ALL the best ones from the quality sweet tin! Xx
Wanted to thank everyone who left such lovely messages of condolences on the loss of my brother. It's a comfort that the world is still full of kindness. Xx
So its 'Carers week', I've never experienced respite or a holiday abroad with just my husband and I, but i have experienced the loneliness of caring for my children with special needs, the exhaustion from fighting for support. They are wonderful, but carers need care too. ❤
I was doing ok in lockdown, until I got the news (whilst on air) that my darling younger cousin had passed away in Ireland. And to make things worse, because of travel restrictions I will have to watch her funeral on a laptop. To everyone who has had to do this, I'm sending ❤
So that podcast I planned to do about raising autistic children, a celebration of differences & stories from parents of autistic children & autistic people themselves? ITS BEEN GIVEN THE GREEN LIGHT!!!! finally!! Our first episode will be on very soon! Sean cant wait to start!
It's my Birthday and to celebrate my other half took me away to a lovely hotel where he spent most of the evening shouting dramatically as he read aloud the mini bar menu and prices..."jesus wept! £5 for NUTS!!" It kept him entertained for an hour whilst I watched TV!
When anything serious happened, there was one voice we trusted and expected to guide us through that news. Andy Comfort. He has been hugely supportive, exceptionally kind, and generous with advice to me. I hope he continues his relationship with radio. X
So begins my last week as a radio presenter. It all began in 1995 when I started standing in on some programmes and I’ve presented a daily radio show for over 25 years. This Friday is my last. Here’s a photo of how it began & I’ll try to dig out some more photos this week.
We lost our beautiful, spectacular, incredible cat Apollo last night. His heart stopped at the emergency vet. 10 yea of loving us endlessly, especially our youngest Sean. In fact Apollo became a therapy cat for him. We are devastated. Farewell you splendid puss x
Here we go then Last weekend of mid morning shows from me on
@RadioHumbersid
I've loved every minute! BUT some news, I'll be presenting the weekend breakfast show on
@RadioHumberside
from mid October. I'm looking forward to it & my thoughts remain with my wonderful colleagues x
It's been a long time coming but finally! My podcast arrives. This is a podcast for parents of autistic children by parents of autistic children with expert advice from autistic adults themselves. A celebration of neurodiversity!
@bbcburnsy
@RadioHumberside
I'm gutted. Absolutely gutted, you've been so kind and supportive of 'newbies' (ha) like me and I've never forgotten how welcome you made me. You're one of the finest presenters and people I've ever had the pleasure of meeting xx
My other half standing outside in the rain in order to cool down...it was all fun and games till he realised I'd locked the door. He may still be out there..I'm too busy laid on the sofa drinking wine & looking at Twitter, to check! 😃
I know lots of us find today difficult. I lost my dad when he was only 36 and I was a little girl of 10. But i still rem him & his kindness. For whatever reasons you're finding today difficult or tinged with sadness, I'm sending you a VERY squishy hug xx
Feeling rather down & anxious today so decided to do a bit of baking, well construction really, as I bought pre made pastry. But busily making jam tarts in my warm but messy kitchen & listening to radio on a cold day has filled me with calm. Hugs to anyone who needs one today ❤
eldest officially moved out today to his new flat. I went over to help him unpack & then I made him some food before I left. I looked at him as he sat down & he happily munched his dinner & felt my heart crack a teeny bit. Pride but Also the realisation that time goes so quickly
Went swimming last night for the first time in years. Took Seany for moral support. I was feeling self conscious in my swimsuit, Sean sensed my anxiety, glared around the crowd before Yelling "WE ARE HERE TO GET FIT & NOBODY CARES ABOUT THE SIZE OF YOUR BOTTOM!" thanks sean 😆🙄
@dramahub
@Kofi_Smiles
I had a look through your Facebook posts, your views disgrace you. You have publicly disgraced yourself and I'm sorry that you are so full of hate. I'd hate to live a life filled with that level of hate simmering away eating away at all that's good and decent. An empty vessel..
Finally unpacked the last box from my mums house, sold last year. It was full of her irish crystal glasses that she loved & one had the remnants of some ancient baileys that she must have forgotten to wash. And I got lost in beautiful memories of her & I couldn't wash the glass.
I arrived home from work, the eldest had cleaned the front room, placed an electric fan by my fav chair and had been out and bought my favourite juice which he had then chilled... I'm obviously very grateful and EXTREMELY suspicious...
This month will see me forging ahead with my podcast about raising autistic children & young adults. It's a huge amount of work but there are stories that need to be heard!! Ups, downs and joy! If you want to tell me your story? Fiona.mills01
@bbc
.co.uk
The Time has come!
Always encouraging, always supportive, an INCREDIBLE presenter who people trust and respect & love we've laughed so much together over irish ferries and their obsession with him 😄 I can't believe this. I actually can't. I keep thinking I'll wake up & it will all be grand again.
The news about my job has come out. I reapplied for my job - one of fewer roles. I was unsuccessful and I am now talking to the BBC to try to avoid compulsory redundancy. I don’t want to talk about the process but it hasn’t been easy. Thanks for your messages and support.
I'm so excited to say that I'm working on a pilot podcast about raising autistic children! From the highs (there are many!) To the lows, the frustrations & comedy moments (there are lots!) If you have a story to tell? Oh and Sean has insisted on being involved! Quite rightly! 😁
My eldest has started his very first job. He is working from home for now. He has asked me several times for 'Coffee & Heating' I'm also not allowed to do or watch or say anything noisy as he needs his concentration..I've spent the last 2 hours looking for flats...for him. 🙄
It's my late Brothers birthday today, he would have turned 50. All day I've felt so sad then I got to meet a tiny brand new BEAUTIFUL baby girl, holding her in my arms & breathing in that gorgeous baby smell, I smiled. A perfect reminder that life goes on, and still delivers hope
Good morning all! My name is ziggy and I started my morning off by locating a tasty sandwich that was placed on the kitchen worktop...I believe it was made for me. Anyway I ate it and I also found some sandwiches wrapped in paper? So I ate them too. Have a good week all!
Our beautiful young man, Sean who has been a hugely vocal advocate for autism acceptance. He has given his words and experiences to
#thisishowwearehuman
by the wonderful
@LouiseWriter
& has also been guiding me on my podcast (out soon) he is INCREDIBLE.
One of my lads has been having a difficult time with his mental health, he has just come in from shops with these saying "I wanted to thank you for being kind to me"...I'm afraid I will now be a sobbing mess for the rest of the day! ❤
Tried to take 'stylish' pic of my Christmas tree...ha! Happy Christmas one and all & if you've listened to me on
@BBCRadioLincs
or
@RadioHumberside
for even a minute or two, then I thank you from the bottom of my heart. Its my absolute joy & privilege to get to talk to you! ❤️
Was lovely to be back on my show today and now I'm home I've snuggled under an electric throw blanket and I'm going to have a small nap. Self care is vital during a bereavement, if you're going through similar please be kind and gentle to yourself..plus, have snuggly naps! Xx
@BootstrapCook
One day I'll be watching you with your own tv cooking series, being able to talk about food poverty without being preachy or judgemental or going on like it's all a marvellous adventure to 'try' to find bargains is rare You are utterly real and I'm full of admiration for you x
We lost our eldest brother in December. He was only 48 so you can imagine the trauma & bitter grief that engulfs. I've noticed that his friends still post interesting articles & filthy funny jokes on his facebook page. Somehow keeping him 'in the loop' ..people can be lovely.
I know the usual new years eve 'thing' to do is to go over ones achievements and whilst I applaud everyone who does this I'd just like to say that I got EVERY SINGLE BIN COLOUR COLLECTION DAY CORRECT this year! I'm pretty impressed....
Just had a conversation with an old friend who is struggling with their mental health. Please please know that admitting help is needed is NOT ever a sign of weakness. Ever. ❤️
Out shopping with the husband & I bought a drink as it was quite warm. Had a slurp and passed it to him "have you a separate straw?" He asked. "Why?" I replied confused. "Helloooo ..Pandemic!!" He said. I've been staring at him now for half an hour. ..
Had a fab night
@bbcburnsy
special do! I may have supped a few too many and husband may have 'had to take me home' but surrounded by lovely colleagues and the wonderful
@pearlscabride
made for an excellent night.
@bbcburnsy
you know how to give a party! Xx
On International womens day 23yrs ago today, I gave birth to Twins. They joined their 15month old eldest brother. So 3 kids under 2...you're flipping right I'm treating MYSELF today. Well done me! 😁😆
Husband & i had a huge argument. He insisted we had scrabble, I knew we didn't. He pulled house apart looking for it,huge mess. He then realised that the scrabble he was thinking of was actually owned by His PARENTS in 1988. I'm glaring at him now for the evening. Eejit.
I start recording my podcast this week on raising autistic children and young adults. Going over notes I'm reminded of the time I told a woman my twin boys were autistic, "Yes but your eldest came out ok didnt he"? & that ignorance right there is why I'm doing this podcast.
News is hideous at the moment,I felt useless and angry. I went for a walk in the sun and felt grateful to do so. Sean came with me & insisted we buy some sticky buns and eat them sitting on a bench, in silence for a while, then, "this is nice" He said. And it was.
You dont have to do the whole 'new year's countdown and cheering and all that if you dont feel like it. You DO have to wrap up in something cosy, pour yourself something nice (tea will do) & eat something delicious. Sending love and a squashy hug to all! Xxx
Eldest unpacked my shopping (mostly to see what grub he can scoff) later I went to the fridge and found 2 bunches of daffodils lying on shelf. Admittedly they hadn't flowered much yet but he thought they were 'spring onions' he is 23.
He speaks 4 languages. He went to uni. EEJIT
Shock as tired cranky middle aged woman pays FOUR POUNDS for a take away coffee..."I don't think I'll bother in future" she said...more as we get it...😆
One breakfast show done on
@RadioHumberside
as I sit in for James. I've rewarded myself for the early start by having a lie down and 2 creme eggs. I know I ought to have had a jog & some green Juice drink but... Nah. Arse to that sort of Tomfoolery.
I've had a hell of a day so far and was sitting down feeling a bit tearful,My eldest came into the room & placed a plate with a pancake on it and a mug of tea near me & left the room. Had no idea he could make pancakes! I'm now almost crying with glee at this discovered talent!
Despite the horrible day that today has been I still carved my pumpkin!! Yes! I know! It's MAGNIFICENT...I did it myself too! And I may have had a nice glass of wine... whilst I carved it!...😄
Delighted to have been shortlisted for
#O2MediaAwards2019
also congratulations to my colleagues who have also been shortlisted for awards Inc the wonderful
@TheCarlWheatley
! Thanks also to
@PhilWhiteradio
for encouragement and advice galore! & To all my amazing wed eve gang!
After a particularly stressful day today I treated myself to a small bunch of flowers. Was only after I drove home I remembered I'd put them on car roof whilst I got keys &took off mask...I never retrieved them from the car roof. I may have a cry now. And a big mug of tea.
My Dog is at an actual Birthday party for his doggy friend and there are doggy treats, games, and a sandpit. And he is having the best time ever!..till tomorrow when having breakfast prompts the same response. Dogs are ace aren't they?
been supermarket with husband. walked off leaving him with trolley, came back & was astonished at his odd purchases, I looked through the trolley holding up tinned prunes & commented loudly about his bowels he stood nearby amused as the real owner of trolley appeared ...
Someone exceptionally precious to me came to say they were really struggling with bad mental health & asked me to help them get the appropriate help. I want to thank ALL the brave people out there who encourage people to talk about their mental health freely, it saves lives.
Finally Seany is getting his jab this weekend. Such a relief,
@jowhiley
and many others campaigned so well for this and I am truly grateful! Plus to our amazing NHS of course!
Last day covering for
@bbcburnsy
tomorrow, I've blinking loved being pushed out of my 'comfort zone' & it's helped me realise I don't need to feel so sick with nerves most of the time! On Wed eve 'unheard&uncensored' we will do the topic of comfort zones!!
That's right Chewie you run with the sun on your face and the wind in your ears and the smells of grass and trees in your nose...his utter face of joy! Rescued from horror to feel the simple joys of life. ❤️
Just cracked my elbow off the back door frame...screamed a swear word loudly (accidentally) and heard a little voice "that's a VERY naughty word you know" peeped over fence to see very stern looking tiny girl..."I'm sorry" I replied, she smiled & said "good girl" and ran off. 😆
4.50am I'm up! (No idea why!) I've already dropped coffee on my leg and whilst getting the milk off doorstep in my big pants and t shirt (who else would be up to see me at that hour?!) I got a cheery "morning" from neighbour on his way to work. That'll teach me.