Furry and JJBA enjoyer | osu! posts/reposts, now focusing on being referee on osu tournaments (and on work) | matching with my eternal love
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I'm still surprised that despite my mental problems, some people still support me. Thank you even though inside I feel like I don't deserve it and I will probably let these people down sooner or later when I completely fall.
I didn't want to write this because it might be seen as looking for attention, but day by day through my constant depression (and some reason for social anxiety) I feel worse. I should see a psychologist but I must wait to January, and I'm afraid I won't be able to mentally.
I just want to lose consciousness, no matter what I do, I feel worthless, even if I still farm ranked score in damn osu (sorry everyone, I'm letting you down)
My story about a player named [ Azzy ].. I met him 2 years ago.. At first he seemed fine, but later he started sending me his various naked pictures and told me to send him.. I still feel bad about it and I want to forget about it.
I still think about him even though he will probably never write to me again.. I suffer a lot from this, I thought it would go away quickly, as always, I feel it's all my fault.. Don't worry about me.. If I were to quit osu I would still you can write to me..