That is it i am recovering from now on i am so sick of this disorder, i have been delaying my recovery for SO LONG, i will never feel sick enough, no time will feel “right” , i have been going insane lately, I NEED TO RECOVER AND GAIN THE WEIGHT!! THERE IS NO PERFECT TIME
Bye everyone, i am deleting twt for good, i want to actually recover, and being on here doesnt help, I always get triggered, compare, and its holding me back from recovering.
Thats it im recovering I deserve to live a full life and being bmi 11 didnt makes me happy and ruined everything. I will give recovery my best try and i hope one day all of u do too!
Tw calories
Help im eating what i want in recovery but it is way too low for recovery (1.2k-1.3k), i feel satisfied and full but ik i cant recover on that number
I am so stressed rn idk what to do, high res, skip breakfast, count calories, eat what ever i want, med res, omad, is it water weight or did i gain, should i get help?, i should get worse, WHY AM I DOING THIS TO MYSELF
@lightasfairies
Please dont, u dont need to, it will only lead to a horrible relapse, thats how eds work! Also why do u need to “make sure” u didnt forget how u loose weight? Ur body doesn’t need weightloss now. U are barely at a healthy weight and u need to focus on maintaining that💞
I need help TW DISORDERED THOUGHTS
I am relapsing:( i want to lose weight one last time then recover seeing myself so skinny makes me want to look sicker, i hate restricting, the fatigue, constipation, overthinking. But i feel so guilty whenever i allow myself to eat:(
Had a very happy morning today it felt like a movie🥹 my mother was baking bread while i was making pancakes for my lil brothers, my brothers were playing outside, then my dad woke up and made himself coffee w the bread. Very very grateful <3
@skinnymavie
@inizakaya
U didnt have that at ur lw cus ur body couldnt protect ur uterus cus u we’re malnourished🥰 u could’ve got serious problems, ur body needs that cushion
Today i was still hungry after breakfast cus i didnt eat enough yesterday, so i went and made myself egg toast so i can feel satisfied! So scary but so proud of myself
Bye everyone, i am deleting twt for good, i want to actually recover, and being on here doesnt help, I always get triggered, compare, and its holding me back from recovering.
@bulimicorpse
I am bmi 11-12 and i function normally it is so weird like i can go up the stairs just fine and i go to school everyday i am genuinely confused can someone explain how? Also i have been maintaining for over a year
@kafkasoat
SORRY I THOUGHT IT WAS A HELPFUL THREAD i am so confused rn i thought it was about long term damage an ed gives u and a pro-recovery thread SO SO SO SORRY I just wanted motivation to recover 😭😭
@Idenira_tweets
Okay then? What will u gain? NOTHING! Will u look back years later and think “oh i am so glad I skipped the party bc i ate biscuits before”. If u skip the party that is one step back, u’re surrendering to ur ed, fight back ida! U dont want to live like this forever,