Eve..relapsed?? edtwt
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Cw: 60kg Gw: 50kg Ugw:45kgs. ๐ง๐ปโโ๏ธ๐ต๐ซ๐ฑ lw:30kg
Joined November 2021
Semi recovery is obsessively counting ur lunch calories then eating homemade banana bread later
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@camiistiredd Frrr like i have body dysmorphia anyways so i cant tell if i lost๐ญ๐คท๐ปโโ๏ธ.
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That is it i am recovering from now on i am so sick of this disorder, i have been delaying my recovery for SO LONG, i will never feel sick enough, no time will feel โrightโ , i have been going insane lately, I NEED TO RECOVER AND GAIN THE WEIGHT!! THERE IS NO PERFECT TIME.
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@Champagne_tear @_greentea44 This is actually disgustingุ they forget that eds are MENTAL ILLNESSES.
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Recovery win today! .I allowed myself to have chocolate after lunch for a little dessert ๐คญ
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EVERYONE CLAP I CHALLENGED A FEAR FOOD TODAY (sugary ice coffee)
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Bye everyone, i am deleting twt for good, i want to actually recover, and being on here doesnt help, I always get triggered, compare, and its holding me back from recovering.
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Healthy nutritious lunch๐.Eating whole, nutrient dense foods makes me feel so good๐ฑ
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@momofyourmoms Edtiktok is like: I havenโt eaten all day I think I have an ed ๐ฅบ๐๐. Then people reply with: โomg i am so sorry i hope u recover ๐ฅบโ.
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@angel_will_die I am SO PROUD of u angel!! Ive been following you for a while and u dont understand how happy i was when u chose recovery<3.
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No u cant recover if u r constantly on recoverytwt๐๐.
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Realizing that im saving my life by recovering, this illness can literally k1ll me.
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I told my mom i was craving this specific dessert and she went to the store, got the ingredients, and made it for me๐ฅน
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Lunch.Salmon n sweet potatoes w avo in a bed of kale๐ฅฌ๐๐ ๐ฅ
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Thats it im recovering I deserve to live a full life and being bmi 11 didnt makes me happy and ruined everything. I will give recovery my best try and i hope one day all of u do too!.
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Tw calories . Help im eating what i want in recovery but it is way too low for recovery (1.2k-1.3k), i feel satisfied and full but ik i cant recover on that number.
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I am so stressed rn idk what to do, high res, skip breakfast, count calories, eat what ever i want, med res, omad, is it water weight or did i gain, should i get help?, i should get worse, WHY AM I DOING THIS TO MYSELF.
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@lightasfairies Please dont, u dont need to, it will only lead to a horrible relapse, thats how eds work! Also why do u need to โmake sureโ u didnt forget how u loose weight? Ur body doesnโt need weightloss now. U are barely at a healthy weight and u need to focus on maintaining that๐.
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Im maintaining for a while cus my parents are so worried and mad ๐ฌ.
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My fake breakfast plateโบ๏ธ nom nom i love have crumbs and air for brkfst๐
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Breakfast today~.Chocolate-coffee oats topped w banana, pb, and chocolate cover espresso beans๐ฅ๐ซ๐โ๏ธ
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I need help TW DISORDERED THOUGHTS. I am relapsing:( i want to lose weight one last time then recover seeing myself so skinny makes me want to look sicker, i hate restricting, the fatigue, constipation, overthinking. But i feel so guilty whenever i allow myself to eat:(.
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Can i have edn0s while being bmi 11? Or is it definitely an0rexia.
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Had a very happy morning today it felt like a movie๐ฅน my mother was baking bread while i was making pancakes for my lil brothers, my brothers were playing outside, then my dad woke up and made himself coffee w the bread. Very very grateful <3.
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Steak sandwich for lunch๐คญ๐ฅฉ๐ฅ, it messed up my stomach but nnumnummnum
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@skinnymavie @inizakaya U didnt have that at ur lw cus ur body couldnt protect ur uterus cus u weโre malnourished๐ฅฐ u couldโve got serious problems, ur body needs that cushion.
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Trying to find reasons to recover cuz i am actually miserable
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Today i was still hungry after breakfast cus i didnt eat enough yesterday, so i went and made myself egg toast so i can feel satisfied! So scary but so proud of myself
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Does anyone want a 295cal baked oats recipe that doesnโt taste like an ed and actually filling? (Perfect for omad).
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i think i will start planning my meals so i dont panic about how much i ate at he end of the day.
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Lunch.Roasted sweet potato and pumpkin w chickpeas tahini-yogurt sauce and pumpkin seeds!!
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@bulimicorpse I am bmi 11-12 and i function normally it is so weird like i can go up the stairs just fine and i go to school everyday i am genuinely confused can someone explain how? Also i have been maintaining for over a year.
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I am also deactivating my twt so goodbye everyone, i will really miss this place but i know that it wont help me anymore.
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@kafkasoat SORRY I THOUGHT IT WAS A HELPFUL THREAD i am so confused rn i thought it was about long term damage an ed gives u and a pro-recovery thread SO SO SO SORRY I just wanted motivation to recover ๐ญ๐ญ.
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Heyy edtwt looking for active moots! Interact to become moots!!.
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I told my doctor about my missing period and he adviced me to take period pills๐คจ๐คจ doc cant u see that im severely uw?! maybe thats the reason hmmmm.
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Recovery moots feel free to unfollow if u find my acc triggering, im not recovering rn, but i will start recovering on april 17 (long story).
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Hi edtwt.Not new to edtwt but have been lurking .She/her.14.Cw:110.Gw:100.Looking for moots. โก to be mutuals.
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I am going to leave twt soon because there is no way to recover in here.
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Breakfast 250cals.Sourdough w cottage cheese tomato/eggs zaatar and balsamic glaze
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No i dont want a healthy relationship with food i just want to eat and never get fat.
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Ik that weight gain will make me look better/ prettier cus im in a super unhealthy weight and i look like im dying but why am i so terrified.
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@Idenira_tweets Okay then? What will u gain? NOTHING! Will u look back years later and think โoh i am so glad I skipped the party bc i ate biscuits beforeโ. If u skip the party that is one step back, uโre surrendering to ur ed, fight back ida! U dont want to live like this forever,.
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What i ate today:.- beetroot sandwich .- slice of loaf cake .- sticky toffee pudding .Literally TOO MANY SWEETS
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Yall lied this doesnโt even taste good I couldnโt even finish it
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I reached 30kgs and i am kinda scared tbh should i maintain?.
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Ik im not eating enough and that it will lead me to EH but i srsly dont feel like eating.
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