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@cruxu_
Antis try not to commit actual crimes challenge, go! (Also though, I'm really sorry. Take a bit of time to breath and relax<<3)
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@cielstelle
Red flags in the pin and description
- 'no limits' everyone has limits. Everyone does.
-puts the tag for proshiptwt first (nearly never see that)
- new to proship (not always a red flag, but with the other stuff, odd)
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Proshipping is the healthiest coping skills for a lot of people though.
Sorry, it's cutting myself, proshipping, or jail. I like eating apples and writing fanfic, so it's proshipping for me
@cruxu_
@awdhabit
@FRIGHTFULSIGHT
desensitization and exposure to content like proships does effect your world view overtime. i get what you went through but research more healthy coping mechanisms and im sure theres ex proshippers out there to help you/give advice
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@starsleeps
Had the guy PE teacher disappear on my final year of middle school because apparently he was getting turned on watching the girls play sports--
I prefer the bedazzling over that
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@RndmFndms650002
@The_Female_Rose
No, they tend to not care about actual victims, and from what I see, some push more people to predators :((
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"I'm ok with proshippers if they are recovering 🥺🥺"
Ok, go away. I'm not recovering. I have nothing to recover from. Recover from minding my own business?? Fuck off. I have my reasons, and I will use this for as long as it never causes me harm.
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I am gay and write bl. More straight women should also write bl for me, please please please
@secondskeleton
@tropotropotropo
They are literally right, bl is mostly written by fetishist woman and they are build on rape and things like that. Just bc they wrote grape instead of rape doesnt invalidate the tweet. Grape is used just to avoid being banned, thats all.
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"This person is a p*oshitter"
I want to interact with them more now. And also now lose all trust in your 'callouts', so if you did call out an abuser, I would not listen because you have shown you are not reliable
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Not QRT because fuck that.
No. If you consume that media, you won't become an abuser unless you are actively ignoring any signs it is bad for you.
Saying shit like this makes people want to offend, because they feel trapped. And when humans feel trapped, they do bad things.🖕🖕
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@DlAZCEST
My uncle/niece/father noncon+ necro fic is more popular than my 5k world building fic with a backstory, settings, and planning, and that says something
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Nvm. I hate TikTok.
They are fucking stores. Someone made an edit of shipping stores, but because they are sister stores, people are asking if the creator knew that it's a 'proship'.
Those are stores. That's it, I'm done.
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Even if I am a pedo for liking Shota (not how it works) Shotacon is a safer coping skills than seeking out real children<<33 hope this helps, use fiction all you fucking want. Real people and animals matter more
HEY EVERYBODY, LETS GET THIS STRAIGHT: LOLI IS PEDOPHILIA, SHOTA IS PEDOPHILIA, ANIMALS CANNOT CONSENT, CHILDREN CANNOT CONSENT. JUST BECAUSE ITS ANIMATED OR THAT IN THE SHOW THE CHARCTER IS OLDER AND ONLY HAS CHILD LIKE CHARACTERISTICS IS NOT AN EXCUSE
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@gelato_enjoyer
@cielstelle
I mean, grooming is a trope I see people be into, as someone who likes the trope, but I don't think most proshippers even put what they like in their bio, and grooming is barely talked about. So yeah, red flags. I would get it if it was a secondary post on dynamics, but the bio??
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I HATE PEOPLE WHO DO NOT UNDERSTAND THIS!!
FUCK EVERYONE WHO ACTS LIKE HYPERSEXUALITY IS SOME SILLY, SEX OBSESSED THING! FUCK!!!
It Seems that People are forgetting that hypersexuality is a trauma response
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@Superpotato_3
@VirusZeke
That would push the tag out more, and clutter it, meaning it will be harder to report the bad stuff on the tag
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What class should I work on next? (With a follow up poll)
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If you see FICTIONAL characters the same as REAL children being abused, fuck you. I hope you rot. No, you aren't better because you see both as bad, you are denying that people were hurt and trying to equal real abuse to art. You're no better than an abuser in my eyes
a CSA survivor drawing invader zim smut is no better than having over 600 images/videos of hurtcore CSAM and a long history of actively preying on minors?
@rhapsodyblueva
better believe this statement will haunt you for the rest of your life.
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@freakdreakhvrai
Never 😭 they cannot let victims be victims. If you don't fit a mold, you're bad to them. It is so stupid. Sorry that my parents were abusive? You saying it makes me a bad person doesn't take away from the fact I like old man toxic yaoi
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I keep seeing shit for the femcannibalism shit, and I feel sick. Can people please stop posting the picture, or at least censor the kid? I don't want to see that at seven in the morning after five hours of sleep
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This is honestly really good at explaining it without mentioning things that are completely fictional or no longer relevant. She isn't a bad person for once drawling snakes, she is a bad person for this stuff.
The ever-evolving master🧵of everything Vivienne Medrano, AKA Vivziepop, has done that doesn't involve fictional characters, personal kinks, or stuff from 10 years ago:
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*winks*
Want to proship...
*Blushes*
Together?
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These are thoughts I haven't had before. And it was small, I thought I had seen the worst of my mind, but this is somehow too far??
Ugh, antis hurt more people than they can ever help.
Anits make my intrusive thoughts worse.
✰self harm warning
Genuinely, the shit they say makes me intrusive thoughts so much worse. Holy shit, I think I need to relapse.
I wasn't even able to respond because I had them blocked, but the shit they say?? You are so stupid!
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How can anits accept that people sometimes want to be hurt again after trauma, but cannot accept that the safest way to do that is not to go be abused again, but use fiction??
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What about "tries to rape them, but the other is so fucking weird he keeps consenting, and it makes the attacker upset till they stop, then the victim turns on them because they don't want to stop, and the attacker secretly likes it"?
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@crestsker
@tukka_tukka
I saw that happen on Tumblr. Some lolisho made a HUGE list of predators on Tumblr, and was actively trying to get them removed, but because they were a lolisho, antis mass reported their account and got it removed
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It's ok to be wrong.
you're a proshipper your opinion isn't valid
also read my pinned
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Seeing antis equal real kids to fiction, I get so pissed.
I have intrusive thoughts, what am I supposed to do?
Get therapy? I am unable to yet.
Use other coping skills? They don't work.
What works is fanfic with the underage tag because I can control what I read.
Fuck off.
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"b-but what about the fanfics I do not like??"
If you do not like them... Go back to Wattpad. Pretty fucking easy!!
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"you liking lolis is more important than my rent"
A. I like shotas
B. You are a minor, you were not supposed to have the creator fund thing, whomp whomp!!
Y'alls fucking reaction to me saying dont fuck something that looks like a kid
was to mass report my kofi account which is my main source of income
Really? Y'all gonna take away someones MAIN source of income because you disagree with a twitter post
you're vile.
To anyone who
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Agender Chiitan that uses any/all is such a slay.
@CurryySteww
Chiitan has had no gender since birth.
I don't know how to write it in English.
I don't particularly pay attention to writing she, her, he, and his because Google Translate does it automatically from time to time.
In Japan, "I" or "Chiitan" are all understood, so I think English
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I hope the FBI arrests you for this. You are fucking disgusting.
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No anti is a good person.
There is no such thing as a good anti.
They turn their backs in you in a second, whether you are a proshipper or not.
Never trust an anti.
To any anti reading this, fuck you!
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People who say fiction affects reality on a 1:1 ratio annoy me, because they are purposely going and looking at their triggers and acting like it's always bad because it happens to trigger them.
Yeah, I get triggered in fiction too, so I avoid my triggers. You know what else?
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"if you ship __ I still respect you"
I don't.
If I find people commenting on CROSSMARE videos, saying they hate Crossmare but can still be friends with crossmare shippers, I am skinning you. I do NOT respect you
*Rocks back and forth mumbling crossmare under my breath*
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Antis. "People will not like you and will leave you if you like pedophilic ships"
Have you considered... Maybe I only want to be friends with proshippers? That I don't want to be friends with antis? That those people leaving only makes me know being a proshipper is better?
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afraid of dedicated to
being loved love him
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@grohlsgf
@moobcrriez
@cruxu_
@nastylilguy
It is though?? It's a highly recommended thing as now you control the scenario instead of being forced into it. Maybe pick up a book? Or talk to a therapist? I am going to go talk with mine about how great I'm doing because of their suggestions (using my trauma in fiction to heal
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What if instead of being named Nightmare, I was named 𝓕𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴mare, but instead of being 𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝔂, I killed myself?
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"Crossmare romanticizes abuse 🥺"
Don't care. Don't ask. I want more Nightmare and Cross kissing!!!!
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I might be pro para, BUT I AM ANTI CONTACT! DO NOT PULL THAT "well, an animal's body language" SHIT WITH ME! ANIMALS, CHILDREN, DEAD BODIES, AND MORE ARE UNABLE TO CONSENT! WHAT THE FUCK?!
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@cruxu_
If the post quote tweeted is not bait and real, admitting it is one of the first signs that they would seek help if they can. While pedophilia can never be cured without chemical castration (and that might not work), therapy dose show it helps in more ways that one.
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It is a mental illness. That's why it is narcissistic personality DISORDER
Also, like, people with NPD can be great 💀 it matters more on what the person does.
@valsbpd
NPD is not a mental illness. You've obviously never lived a year with someone who sucks life out of ppl, steals without remorse, blames you, wishes for yr death, lies pathologically because they can. Some people really are *intentionally* this way, parasitic actor playing victim
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"I saw a Dead dove fic on AO3 :(("
WHOMP WHOMP
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I wanna fucking kill myself, I feel like a predator because some ass on groomtwt decided to follow me. They liked a post where I said I have pedophiliac intrusive thoughts, I feel disgusting, I do not want to hurt people. Fuck dfikf fiflcc I need to hurt msselgl
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I hate a person who thinks somno has to be non consensual. Communicate with your partners!!
Non consensual somno = bad.
Your parents saying they want to be touched in their sleep and agreeing to it = fine
AAAAAHHH!!!
You couldn't get off to somnophilia these days, because of woke.
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I have shit memory, warning
1. Crux @/cruxu_
2. Void @/CookieChime2008
3. Sun @/ur_sunkisser
4. Male @/cardiac_mania
5. Orange @/basilmolestor
6. Killer @/Kirrrrarr
7. Killian @/cheesecake_paws
8. Void @/DrachenVoid
9. XY @/xyburner189316
10. Ink (are you still online?)
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I have blocked people because on their blog they only put their name as Nightmare, and I CANNOT handle it. If you have another name I can call you, I do not mind.
I block people for so much dumb shit, blocking is awesome
op was getting cooked and deleted the tweet but unironically if more of you cunts started doing this, this site wouldn't be the constant cesspool of drama that it is
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I am going to start writing fpe dead dove since people in that fandom are being such dicks. I am not even in the fandom, but like, you guys are killing your own fandom. Grow the fuck up. You're immature little kids
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I have been looking at recovery inspo for the last while, not because I have an ED to recover from, but because this is one of the few places that actually gives you tips other than 'why would you want to gain weight 🥺🥺'.
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CROSSMARE, KROSS, KILLERMARE, DUSTHORROR, BAD GUYS POLY AS A WHOLE, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE
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They had phone sex is my headcanon
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Anyway!! Here he is!!! The best Shota ever!! I love little Cross so much, ehjfjemskkfkf
#proshiptwt
#shotatwt
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I failed you. I am so sorry. I wish I could hold you once more and tell you I love you, fall asleep with you in my arms. I am so sorry. Please don't hate me. I love you. I love you so much, I am so sorry. I am so sorry. I am sorry. I failed. I miss you. I hope you are better now
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" do you ever plan to get the... Surgery?"
Yeah, surgery to turn into a fucking dragon.
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But it can. And you were wrong
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Anyway, I love abuse. Coming from an abuse victim, I love when the old men beat each other in my fics
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I love proshipping. It is healthy, and I love it. I am going to go draw and write more stuff that is 'bad' because of this.
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*holds out my hand*
Want to be disordered... Together?
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Antis can try to hurt me by calling me a pedo, but I actually do not care, and being called a pedo only helps me because it encourages me to keep seeking healthy coping skills so I never become like the people who hurt those closest to me <<33
Hope this made sense, I am tired
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Knowing you, you probably mean proshippers. Shut the fuck up and get the police to check your hard drive
bro how hard is it to NOT like kids literally how many pedos were exposed this month (4)
and holy shit it really aint that hard to like grown adult people
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@2nymphette
@imaginaryland4
If I remember correctly though, usually they will only do something if it is realistic drawling, because sometimes people will model off actual CESM. But it's always worth checking where you live, how the laws work.
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Hey! I will start trying to tag posts about self harm and other triggering topics
🩸= Self harm posts
🫀= Vent posting
💌= 16+ posting
☢️= Fictional dark talk
🥣= Meals
(This will probably be updated as time goes on)
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After I finish this self harm drawing, I NEED to draw one of the Bad Guys covered in holes 🤤🤤 which one should it be? I am thinking Killer or Cross
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@xyburner189316
Mmh!! Like 💀💀 if I was a pedo, then- engaging with lolisho would be the safest thing-
I would say do antis want kids to be touched, but I have seen anits encounter it and call non offending pedophiles losers for never going after kids, so- ://
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I think UTMV is the only fandom you can say you are writing evil lesbian sex between two men, without the characters being trans.
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Being on private is hard. You know what is not hard? Me.
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No no, the only important thing is if you support it.
Most survivors have a noncon kink. I was not even a survivor of sexual abuse, and I have one just from the abuse I suffered. Dude, stop talking over victims because you find it a little weird. No one gives a shit
@Toke_NN
Whether you support it in real life or not is not the important thing here, the problem is that you are fetishizing something that leaves people with lifelong trauma, you are downplaying the impact it leaves on the life of anyone who suffered from it.
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Another day, another time reminding myself that even if I am a pedophile, I haven't diddled a kid yet, and I want to keep that streak going.
So good at this I haven't broken my streak since birth *smirks*
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@cruxu_
💀 AO3 is for shit that would be taken off other sites. It started with incest fics and gay romance. Don't go to AO3 if you can't handle that, plain and simple. Use the filter button, save yourself some stress.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhh
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I had this happen to me once :// like?? I asked for proof, you sound like a liar if you cannot show me said proof. It keeps us from having a mob mentality
I love when people get so angry over asking for proof of someone's dubious actions in a call out post.
Did everyone just forget people lie on the internet all the time? Asking for proof is HEALTHY and does NOT mean you're condoning bad people. We SHOULD ask to see evidence.
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Do I have traits of cluster B disorders? Or am I an attention seeking, needy, dickhead who isn't able to reach out or do anything that makes me vulnerable?
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I am evil proshipper Nightmare.
Fiction and Reality can affect eachother, but not on a 1:1 basis and is more complicated!!
Oohh tagging your fics correctly and using the block button!
Ship and let ship!!!
AO3!!!
Kink positivity!!!
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Black and white. Teal and white. Black and red. Teal and red.
Chat, I really like KillerCrossmare...
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I hate crying so fucking much, like, why the fuck is my face wet? I am supposed to be strong and handle my own :(( I am not supposed to give them anything to hurt me with, why am I like this?
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Hnnghhh tired. I got put into a group with some people, and I feel spent emotionally. I have to interact with people I have no bond with or true care for. Not very sigma. I might write or work on my discord server
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A frame of Nightmare for the Animatic I am working on. I do not consent to my art being used in A!
Silly Mare. He is beautiful (guess what song I am using)
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I put fucking numbing cream on fresh cuts, holy shit my leg is seizing up
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Intro
Hello, you can call me Elderberry.
I use they/it/void pronouns.
I am a proshipper, but if you are an anti or natural ship, as long as you aren't harassing me, I don't mind.
I am a minor currently, so nothing NSFW, some posts might have suggestive themselves though.
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"b-but fiction affected reality in this situation" shut the fuck up!! Boo fucking hoo, we know it can, but if your fiction to reality is 1:1, YOU SHOULD NOT BE ON THE INTERNET YOU LITTLE FUCK ASS
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I agree. Like, I am all for awareness that some cat breeds have issues, but also, if you can adopt a cat like that, just be aware you need to try a little differently to give it the best life ever. I had a deaf cat for a while and he was great, and he was lovely.
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If you are a skeleton, every time you cut it is cutting to bone
This post was brought to you by Nightmare.
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Pretty sure I got blocked for something I said, so reminder
I am pro para, anti contact for dangerous paras/paras that can never be consented too.
I have pedophiliac thoughts myself, and tend to call myself a pedophile because of this reason.
Please, I just hate predators
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