Vivienne
@EcstaticFemme
Followers
1,023
Following
348
Media
44
Statuses
1,257
Art, Altruism 🏳️🌈 Information Hoarder
Manhattan, NY
Joined January 2018
Don't wanna be here?
Send us removal request.
Explore trending content on Musk Viewer
#LingOrmFanMeet2geTHer
• 1012725 Tweets
DEAR MYLOVE LINGORM
• 960842 Tweets
#Narin
• 161642 Tweets
Edmundo González
• 136835 Tweets
Zapatero
• 34063 Tweets
プロジェクトKV
• 33058 Tweets
#レカぺだけ歩こうJO1
• 30046 Tweets
#光る君へ
• 28827 Tweets
カンスト
• 26598 Tweets
ALLAH BELANIZI VERSİN
• 25319 Tweets
İdam
• 20917 Tweets
#鉄腕DASH
• 19001 Tweets
#TMA受賞おめでとう
• 15667 Tweets
Diyarbakır'ın Bağlar
• 15155 Tweets
Leyla
• 14197 Tweets
MC NUNEW EP18
• 13072 Tweets
タイムトゥヘヴン
• 10053 Tweets
Pinned Tweet
Notes on making irl friends! A study found that "it takes roughly 50 hours of time together to move from acquaintance to casual friend, 90 hours to go from that stage to simple “friend” status, and more than 200 hours before you can consider someone your close friend." ... 1/
26
48
722
So I watched
@Aella_Girl
's recent interview & the blue/orange lighting was so dope that I had to do a study. And then it got hecka emotional, so I did facial expression studies.
We've got 😮😄😭&🤔
Damn what a ride.
Zoom for brushmarks🖌
11
2
246
At
#Vibecamp
there was an option to design a tarot card, & I chose the Knight of Wands. The Hitachi Magic Wand *Vibe*rator⚡ seemed like a pun too good to pass up, considering the setting. So here's a selfportrait as the Knight of Wands lol. A few VC references thrown in 💗🦈🌈
23
12
201
Made art for Bicycle Day yesterday!
April 19th 1943, the first LSD Trip was taken by Albert Hofmann, the Swiss chemist who first synthesized it. Its called Bicycle Day because the effects started during his bicycle ride home from the lab. Unfortunately it wasnt an easy ride 1/🌈
4
12
179
Sure you'll be rejected. But 50 rejections and 2 good friends is better than 0 rejections and 0 good friends. People who would judge you as weird to ask to start a friendship are not the people you want anyway. They're the ones that are friendship inept, not you 💕
3
11
149
@Aella_Girl
This helps a lot in uprooting religious conditioning. Hell/sin anxiety still arises sometimes but I remember "Oh wait that god is deeply evil & I don't negotiate w terrorists." He created sentient beings to sort them into torture chambers for the nature he created in them
9
4
145
But I think those numbers are overestimated since it includes people who are being unsystematic about upleveling intimacy, or may be naturally cagey. I can prolly make it through that cycle in half the time. A lot depends on frequency. 100 hours over 4 months feels/
2
5
129
I went to a play (sex) party last night for the first time in a while, and it was beautiful. Because I'm such a romantic, I usually just hang out with my friends at play parties. Cuddling, massaging, chatting, snacking, & observing the action. I did do that. But also -->🧵
5
2
112
much closer than 100 hours over 12 months. And if you're one-on-one, the hours will count for more. Also if youre deliberately sharing vulnerable info. & sharing touch. Play is key too. Sleepovers are great for building closeness.
So yeah going to regular meetups is a good way/
3
0
100
@Aella_Girl
You're right it's so beautiful. The timelapses are stunning. And hilarious. I only heard of it recently because there was a debate about adding the EA logo. Too many charming details to even begin to cover it. Here's another flag heart
.
(Also check your DMs maybe)
2
1
98
to make friends since you'll get hours in without even needing to ask them out. This is how college makes friends for you. But you should def ask people out too. That's an act of intimacy, which is bonding of itself. It's really not weird, its lovely /
1
0
87
That's it. Done. 2 nights of scrolling Tinder was enough. I dont belong here. I only confuse these poor unsuspecting people & myself. I have absolutely no chill. And my real partner won't want me to. She's not on Tinder I guarantee. Because she has my same mindset. Love yourself
18
0
80
filled with kind people. Even just to watch. We're animals, & I think we were meant to learn about sex by observing others. 1 highlight: head on this woman's lap, joking with the couple who were fucking hard about 20 inches away. It's nice when sex is destigmatized & silly. End🧵
5
0
65
@mazdaroyale
@TheOtherJmsDn
@magpiekilljoy
That description is wrong. It is bronze. "We are even displaying two hollow bronze phalluses that could be worn and used,”
Jade butt plugs were not sexual. They were used in funeral rites to preserve Qi, thus probably not penis shaped. Same pic here
3
3
61
Just a placeholder post because I've never posted from this account before. Observe: my human form. All other forms are strictly classified 👽
omw to
#vibecamp
2
1
56
@selentelechia
Tale as old as time. As a lesbian I get this still. Except nowadays dudes get to be more bold, telling me they're nonbinary/agender (of course mentioned after they find out I'm gay.) If I reply "I wont be gaslit into sleeping with a man," they get to call me a bigot. Fun
5
1
50
@proona5
Idk man. I didnt seem to have any guidance/permission to use my intellect while growing up, the way boys did. Which left my most natural talent unexploited. Then had lots of traumatic sex with many people I didnt want, because it was the expected norm/my role. It was a real mess.
8
0
51
@strangestloop
25. And she was 23. Sounds stupid young now. We arent together anymore. 6 years later, the shadow of her face appears on every woman Ive had sparks for since then. Shes an archetype in my subconscious I guess. It projects and amplifies the facial similarities
2
0
50
@cursedmargarita
It can't really be experienced. Spiritual people (the ok ones) tend to be willing to overlook scientific consensus only when it contradicts with their acute firsthand experience. They need evidence to take on radical beliefs, and generally the only evidence for spiritual beliefs
4
3
50
and that was really nice too! Sensation is so much deeper for me when love is there. But just because something is casual, doesn't mean deep feeling isn't allowed. This was a 💡moment for me. Sexual connection is mostly worthy to me if theres deep feeling, so it was meaningful-->
1
0
51
This makes me seem totally insufferable. And thats the thing...
I AM. To the people who are also wrong for me. No shame. You dont need to be for everyone.
5
1
49
@Aella_Girl
Humans are capable of many things, but sophisticated coordination of millions of people for pixel art battles is a very niche skill I didn't previously realize humans were capable of
1
0
48
@FinFanTragedy
@Tjdriii
You want only selfish effects? Ok it gives you the appearance of a considerate, observant, friendly, non anxious, confident person & it opens communication. This will get you things. Your implication seems to be "Why be nice to women? They have nothing to give me but sex." Not so
5
0
45
@datepsych
This sounded like you were saying that two thirds of men in their 20s are virgins. Maybe better to say "Its untrue that 1/3 of men in their 20s are virgins." I know the data is here, but this tripped me up so bad, it took me a minute to parse.
0
0
44
Did Ren Faire with some EA/rat crew, & mead drunk shenanigans ensued. Here's me & my twin after solving our 7 hour riddle quest⚔
Highlight: the hookah waiter w a fake accent who had us falling on the table laughing. Also feeding a dollar to a Raven & petting giant horses. 10/10
2
0
44
@Aella_Girl
@CentristChaz
Have you done 75/25? Maybe people are trending toward that in their visualization. Much easier to cut circle into quarters than fifths.
1
0
44
@Aella_Girl
I voted AMA while on LSD. Gaze beyond the veil for us plz 👁
Although I was really torn toward sending you on a date with a rando, it sounds Hilarious. Ive already seen the boobs.
3
0
42
Happy Unicorn Day 🦄
(April 9th, it's a thing)
To commemorate it, I drew me & this goth chick I'm dating. As dumb unicorns. Yeah I make it rain on these hoes 💸😎
.
Lol pray for me
7
1
42
where she was being held by another participant and she burst into sobs because she had never felt such care, acceptance, and nonjudgement. She mentioned a neglectful childhood. Very touching.
I recommend people try a play party at least once, if you can find 1 that is-->
1
0
42
Omw to Vibecamp! Happy 😊 If anyone knows me or wants to know me, this selfie could prove useful. I'll probably be at the pool a lot or dancing, and I'm bringing my guitar so maybe a music circle
@vibecamp_
3
1
38
@Aella_Girl
It broke my heart when I first heard this. Everyone in your extended social circles needs to memorize his face. He has a few distinct features.
2
0
34
@Aella_Girl
Man Aella the one time you're not giving a gender breakdown
I answered yes. Clit abrasion lol. I had to learn to do it differently eventually
3
0
33
@Aella_Girl
Honestly pretty sad that 15 years after leaving Catholicism, this paranoia still can arise in moments of extreme stress. It's severe psychological child abuse. Luckily for me, they made their god unworshippable regardless of whether he's real. It really does make things easier
1
2
32
I erotically connected with a really nice woman this time! I feel a bit proud of myself & also satisfied. Just kissing and sensual touch, nothing fully sexual. I did feel my romantic self immediately activating, especially gazing into eachother's eyes and laughing together-->
2
0
33
@Aella_Girl
I guess wealth seems like the logical answer because it's distributed more unequally than beauty. That uber rich person is 10,000x as rich as the median. The most gorgeous is maybe 100x as appealing as the median? I value beauty more tho, so I voted beauty 😅
2
0
32
@Aella_Girl
I've been raped, and voted I'd rather be raped again. I have protocols established for it. Being falsely accused in court is a ballgame I'm not equipped to play. It would be alien territory. & profoundly traumatic and stressful itself. & far too risky. Jail/sex offender list??
4
0
32
Sketched 13 batcats for Friday the 13th 🦇 rough but fun
I posted this earlier, but deleted it. Post anxiety throttled me. Which is lame! I like my stupid art. I want it on my page. It makes me laugh and feel carefree. So now it will live here forever.
(Shoulder cat is best cat)
7
0
29
When your ex tells you she's dating someone new, so you reply to her by calculating the mathematical probability that she'd be dating this person. Why yes, my coping skills ARE highly advanced and not at all neurotic, thanks for noticing 🏆🎀
4
0
31
@Aella_Girl
Nope. Im a woman because I have a pussy and tits. Even when I wear a strapon, Im a woman at the end of the day cuz I have a woman's body. Theres nothing more to it than that, and Im sure if I had been born with a male body I'd acknowledge myself as a man just as obviously
2
0
30
Dream last night: I'm in a mall full of androids, and one makes moves to have sex. When I beg it to go further, it pauses, then bursts open like an alien and latches onto my face with a hundred teeth hooks. So yeah, all this AI talk is not doing a number on me at all.
2
0
29
@nickcammarata
Half the world must really be in need of crazier sex then 🙏
People and societies naturally amplify parts of the philosophy that they need. You could say this is a feature not a bug. Then they follow threads as they become resonant with them through exposure to previous threads
1
1
28
"Keep on sowing your seeds, for you never know which will grow… perhaps it all will.” -Me to myself when I post something and get 2 likes lol
But actually this little self portrait is for the
#VibeCamp
zine that
@jaclynboudreau1
is doing. Vibebook's inaugural theme is "Seeds"
4
3
27
@lizzywol
@Aella_Girl
It's not, really, because the meat industry is created by a profit motive. I dont think the child porn industry is. But still she should be allowed to talk about it. We need a lot of subtle & collaborative brainstorming to tackle the issue
4
0
21
If you own anything at all, you own your mind and consciousness. You have a right to explore it. If you want more details of Hofmann's first trip, & other stuff, his enjoyable book "LSD- My Problem Child" is right here:
(thanks MAPS) /
1
1
27
(And for anyone wondering, yes Susi did get to try LSD later. She enjoyed it, & her trips helped determine standards for medical use. She was the first tripsitter ever and the first woman to take LSD)
/🌈
1
0
26
@proona5
Sure you may get some extra attention/affection for being one of the attractive ones, which I do. But all in all I think I would have done much better as a Male. The extra affection feels like a consolation prize for a lot of stress & lost potential. But I hope not for evry woman
0
0
26
@Aella_Girl
Dude what. Every major social media site has some poll function. FB, IG, Tiktok, Twitter obv 🤦♀️ Surveys are normal. This is embarrassing for them. I hope you can get it back
0
0
25
@Aella_Girl
This is good actually. Poly people have safer sex because of the std risks & not wanting mistaken parentage. & Near half of births in USA are accidental. So poly people just arent having accidental pregnancies. Same with gays obv, accidental kids are impossible
4
0
25
Lots of talk about dating apps on here recently so
PSA: OKCupid is still the best dating app if you use the desktop version. You can search by answers to questions & search by keywords they wrote in their profile. And you can message without matching. We should tell people this
5
1
25
@sashachapin
And then there was me who simply thought it was wrong on principle to instruct people because then the value of the social competence signaling breaks down, survival of the fittest disintegrates, and we have reproductive chaos. The austist argument for the other side apparently🤦♀️
1
0
25
@Aella_Girl
So painful. In highschool, I tried to join the chess club. All boys. Of course I was crushingly defeated (I had never played before.) I felt blindsided and confused, and it seemed like there was a little too much glee taken in my defeat. That experience was thoroughly about
2
0
24
to stop blocking myself in this regard. I'm allowed to create romantic sensation. I've had those feelings rejected a lot by women, so I guess that's 1 root of the block.
Another woman said in closing circle that it was her first play party ever, & mentioned a moment-->
1
0
24
@StatsLime
@puella_tanuki
@__justplaying
Maybe dont try to trans every somewhat sexually creative or unconventional person you come across?
0
0
24
@Aella_Girl
One time I was in a meditation workshop, and the facilitator was like "Everyone keep your energy to yourself."
1
0
23
@Aella_Girl
But it's very obvious what side he is on? States rights and anti interracial marriage are classic conservative points. He's essentially saying he wants there to be no way for the Supreme Court to guarantee certain rights across the country. Which is silly. We are 1 country
2
0
21
@Aella_Girl
Yeah a pale naked human shaped thing crouched on the ground would not read positively for me. This tip probably works best without clothing in fact
0
0
23
@Aella_Girl
Aella youre talking about 2 different things here and conflating them. We shouldn't suppress or disown our negative feelings; they do motivate action and give us clues about reality. But they are actually SUPPOSED TO BE shaken and breathed out after we've completed all the
4
0
22
Airplane reading 🚀👩🚀 I'll be in San Francisco for the next week. Open to hangouts and activities
6
0
24
@Aella_Girl
5 lbs of muscle wont even be visible noticeable, but you'll feel noticeably stronger. That's a win/win since your body is beautiful and I wouldnt change it.
2
0
22
Yeah the likenesses arent perfect. Cuz I dont have all day over here lol. & that's not the point of studies anyway. If you wanna see the video, she linked it here:
u know how sometimes you deliberately sit down to watch a horror movie and ur body gets all tense but like, you paid money to be there, you did this to yourself, you wanted to feel like this?
this is kinda how i felt bout this interview i did last night
43
4
312
2
0
21
@Aella_Girl
The difference is that for women, mediocre sex often means no orgasm & very little pleasure. For men they still picture a guaranteed orgasm & physical pleasure.
The same fracture can happen when designating "bad sex." For men its awkward/unorgasmic. For women maybe scary/painful
3
0
21
@proona5
Dude yes, I've been drinking more in the last year than ever in my life (never had a college experience) & this shit is rad? Yet potheads think they have sophistication over "beer guy." Pure chemicals are more my interest tho. Made a little LSD tribute
Made art for Bicycle Day yesterday!
April 19th 1943, the first LSD Trip was taken by Albert Hofmann, the Swiss chemist who first synthesized it. Its called Bicycle Day because the effects started during his bicycle ride home from the lab. Unfortunately it wasnt an easy ride 1/🌈
4
12
179
2
0
20
@Aella_Girl
I dont think anyone would be carrying at an elementary school. Too risky for accidents. I think a local gun culture makes these shootings more likely because guns are more readily available to unstable (young) people. This 18yo prob just used his parent's gun from their home
0
0
18
@QiaochuYuan
@Aella_Girl
It's digital. Stick with pencil/line for faces until you can get them nailed. If you want to learn a new medium, paint something simpler for you. American-style comic artists are the best at simplifying the crucial facial elements btw. Learn from them if you can
2
0
20
@Aella_Girl
Yes, astute. You dont always have to do a slog of inner work to attain mental comfort. You can just fling yourself into an environment that makes your body remember the thing was always comfy. I'm so glad the party was good for you 💕 I still feel fuzzy & relaxed today
1
0
20
@yashkaf
Not true at all. Gay men are equally expected to initiate and they go at it with eachother like nobody's business. Gay women are equally NOT expected to initiate, and... it is real bad. Thats the scenario you're picturing. But yeah theres a difference.
0
0
19
@goblinodds
Isnt it that people dislike when you gamify killing? Even most carnists believe you should only *regretfully* kill an animal. Gleefully grinning over a dead body is considered semi psychotic & out of touch. Even IF you eventually eat it, you clearly did it for entertainment too
2
0
20
@goblinodds
0 because it encourages me to shoot my shots too. I absorb a little interpersonal bravery & insight each time by osmosis. We learn by observation. But there was a time where I found it stressful/irritating/depressing. A range is normal & no reason for men not to pursue people
2
0
18
🍑 I started this last night playing a drawing game with a friend. Her drawing was farrr less sfw than this one though lol. Good clean fun 💖
2
0
18
@Aella_Girl
My hair is one defining feature. I used to straighten every day. Now I love the curls, they reflect light fascinatingly, and I look like a medieval princess. Actually not the best picture to show the curls, but it shows length. My boobs are another favorite. Damn they're superb
1
0
18
@Aella_Girl
Shit, less than 5 hours over 13 years of adulthood. I guess that is a bit weird. Only one friend has a baby, I met her once. There was a baby cousin interaction a few years ago too
1
0
18
@lisatomic5
Some of my only fond memories of my father are that he would take us to the "unicorn trail" behind the house (actually a horse trail apparently, it had hoof prints) and he sometimes would say he saw 1 darting behind a tree. We fully believed & looked so hard 💖 Grateful for that
1
0
18
@QiaochuYuan
I have a friend who says tears are orgasms for your eyes. I wouldnt want to ruin an orgasm either
3
0
17
@Aella_Girl
Voted shoulder, but if youre styling your hair after this poll, max length is still most advantageous. I don't believe anyone filters me out for my hip length hair, & I am much more noticable for it. Its unlikely to be a favorite length, but has highest utility because of its...
1
0
14
@Aella_Girl
I already have a clone! Twin. So I've got some decent reference for this one. We're quite similar, in ways that seem unrelated to rearing. The baseline average similarity for 2 random humans may be 50%? So it's gotta be higher than that. I voted 75-100
1
0
16
In his own words, "I did not choose LSD; LSD found and called me.” However, "Since my self-experiment had revealed LSD in its terrifying, demonic aspect, the last thing I could have expected was that this substance could ever find application as anything approaching a /
1
0
16
pleasure drug. I failed, moreover, to recognize the meaningful connection between LSD and spontaneous visionary experience until much
later."
I'm grateful for his work, & I'm looking forward to the day we can open the doors of perception without fear of government violence. /
1
0
16
Whenever a woman calls another woman a Queen, I feel so weird. But when a man calls another man a King, I feel so nice 💕
2
0
15
@goblinodds
Wow look at all you healthy people choosing cute/good. And here I am over in hot/bad like an idiot.
2
0
15
@Rubanicdefeat
@proona5
Yeah Im debating does being young female even make your life easier tho? Sometimes. On the whole, I found it painful. When "attractiveness to men" is seen as your main power, there are terrible destructive implications. It's myopic when men only imagine light and not the shadow
3
0
15
@mechanical_monk
Well I make art. The visual type. Twitter is where I post my goofy digital stuff
3
0
15
@Aella_Girl
Wow 89.5 is so high! Much higher than rates of marriage in genpop. Yes there has to be something drawing married men disproportionately. Prolly sexual desolation + unwillingness to cheat. Most others/singles would invest in possible flings/relationships before OF
1
0
14
@nosilverv
It's just a video creator trend, and female creators benefit more from being seen on camera. Engagement and branding (attaching your face to a thing) is actually important. No one doesn't know what POV is. This is just the typical Gen Z distortion of language for style
2
0
14
A woman I'm pursuing shared that 3 of the last 9 people she's dated have been identical twins, including me. Using the 0.3% incidence of identical twins in population, the probability of this is 0.00022274% or 1 in 448,954. What is her special quality which attracts identicals?
6
0
15
@Aella_Girl
Really happy to see Lucid Dreaming at the top. It's so underdiscussed relative to it's amazing potential. I would be a different person without my LD ability. It's more important to me than any mind altering drugs, and those are very important to me.
5
0
14
Hofmann didn't know what to expect, so he asked his 21yo lab assistant Susi to accompany him home after he began to feel a "visceral transition, including visual distortion, slight anxiety, & the desire to laugh." As his condition deteriorated rapidly during the ride, /
1
0
15
with him except dilated pupils, he described "The horror softened and gave way to a feeling of
good fortune and gratitude. Little by little I could begin to enjoy the unprecedented colors and plays of shapes behind my closed eyes. Kaleidoscopic, fantastic images surged in on me,/
1
0
15
@chaosprime
It disturbed me that people claimed that your plain attempts at conveying truth, w humility & no ornamentation, were proof that you lack remorse. To a sane person, it felt the opposite. The remorse & self abasement were apparent. Indeed it is too serious for a performance
0
0
15
"Yeah I'm not shocked. Why would I be shocked. See the numbers all point to this. Def not calculating numbers to stave off my shock right now. That would be silly, because after all the probability was so high, how could I be shocked. See."
1
0
15
@goblinodds
Part is the unfortunate nature of human change. We cant just upload those bullet points as new operating code. A book may take you 2 weeks to read it, mulling it over during the day as you look forward to the next part. That has a bigger impact than 2 minutes reading a list
1
0
15
@FinFanTragedy
@Tjdriii
Also if you naturally ARE that person with the nice qualities I described above, you get to have the pleasure of naturally expressing yourself. Tripp wants to give the compliment probably just because he is Tripp. It's troublesome to have to censor one's warmth.
1
0
14
@sashachapin
Obv I dont hold this frame of thought anymore. A different value system is more functional in the end. It just seemed logical when I was a young person trying to decipher all this and make a functional frame
0
0
14