I create games, illustrations, and more under the motto "Making works that everyone in the world can enjoy". The representative work is the GROW series.
[Production status]
If I was making it in detail, the drawing process would be too heavy, and the editing work would take a lot of time.
Please wait for a while until the completion!
(If this becomes a hit, I want to buy a new PC!)
To my chagrin, my heart condition worsened in January and I was down for a while.
I finally recovered, but I wasted three months of my life.
My work is now slowly resuming.
Please wait a little longer for the completion of my work.
Thank you to everyone who watched the video on YouTube!
I will also tweet the video here, so please take a look if you like.
(Since Twitter can only post up to 2 minutes, only the second half)
Full story here
Now that many things in my personal life have settled down, I am working on my production at a rapid pace.
I am trying to copy a certain famous animation as a way of studying.
I think I have about 80% of it done now.
Can you guess what kind of animation it is?
ON of EYEZMAZE survived heart surgery and finally completely cured!
I really appreciate your warm support so far.
It's taken a long time to get here, but I want to make many new and fun things with my new body!
Thank you very much!
As I posted on Instagram, I lost my Mom to cancer in Oct.
It has been tough times for me , but I am feeling calmer and getting back to my routine.
I am living life to the fullest so I don't waste 2023 in my Mom's honor.
And of course, 2024!
Stay tuned for my future creativity!
The operation was successfully done!
Thank you!
thank you very much!
I was discharged to hospital on July 19th, but the wound is still very painful, and fatigue has accumulated to the limit.
As soon as I recover, I would like to report details on the website and social media.
Thank you all for playing “GROW KINGDOM”!
So far, there have been no bug reports, which makes me very relieved.
I would like to ask those who have completed the game, how long did it take you to play it?
An unprecedented desperate event has happened.
What should I do...
My heart dies both mentally and physically.
I will let you know in detail when it calms down.
However, if I push myself too hard, my body will collapse again, so I will be working while taking breaks.
I would be grateful if you could support me loosely.
So, I'm going to rest today!
The previously created Flash game is back with ruffle !
There are some bugs, but you can generally play it on PC.
and It seems that you can play on latest smartphone.
#game
#gamedev
#indiegames
#ruffle
#flashGame
Since this spring, both of my parents have been diagnosed with cancer.
My life cycle has changed a lot as a result, and it has been difficult for me to concentrate on my work.
I have a lot of things I want to make, but please wait a while for completion.
I happened to have an old friend living nearby and he helped me move.
If he weren't there, my heart might not have been able to withstand the move.
His support really helped me.
Thank you, my friend.
My channel has reached 70,000 subscribers!
Thank you so much😭😭😭😭😭😭
I would like to continue making things that can make everyone's lives just a little bit happier!
Successful heart surgery -> complete recovery
It would have been cool, but the reality is that my body didn't recover as well as I would have liked and I continued to suffer.
I told my parents about the divorce.
They also listened to my side of the story that I couldn't tell anyone before.
Not all I'm right, though.
Still, they all affirmed me and
"You did your best. You worked hard for a long time. We are always on your side." they said.
[GROW RESTART Lv2] (Real GROW)
Mission clear!!
The relationship with my children has been restored.
As before, we are laughing a lot, saying stupid things.
This makes me really happy.
I was really relieved.
My efforts have been rewarded!!
It has been more than 4 months since I fundamentally reviewed my lifestyle and eating habits to reduce the burden on my heart.
Perhaps it was good, my heart has become easier recently.
Now that I've improved my concentration, I'll try to resume game production!
Please stay tuned!
It seems that my second son has stopped talking to anyone at my ex-wife's parents' house.
So she asked me for help and he came to visit my house.
He's certainly a tricky kid, but he's definitely an "artist."
I'm thinking of a project that I can do with him.
[GROW RESTART Lv1] (Real GROW)
Mission clear!
I rented a cheap room in a city with the sea.
It was difficult to find because I had a small income last year from heart surgery.
However, I managed to get a room, so I would like to restart from here!
FAQ
- Software used
Adobe Animate
It is the successor to Flash
I have not been able to graduate from Flash after all😭😭😭😭😭😭
- Sell your games on Steam
There's so much to learn to convert for Steam, it's difficult, sorry😭😭😭😭😭😭
[Physical condition report]
Since the surgery, I have been recovering and getting worse, but I am getting better little by little.
Especially since about August of this year, I have been feeling even better and working more hours.
That makes me very happy.
Thank you!
No no no!
I'm swallowed by depression when I'm not careful!
I have to move!
Don't look backwards anyway, look forward.
As I later think, "this situation was rather good".
I will do my best.
The second half of life.
I lost everything and restarted from here.
EYEZMAZE has many other obstacles and has suffered catastrophic damage, but fortunately, my body is getting better and I can still work hard.
My body is moving, so I will start over and over again!
I've finally hit 10k subscribers!
And the GROW Race is now up to 1.4M views, thank you so, so much!
This year I've been focusing on getting back in shape, but next year I'd like to return the favor with my production !!
I also managed to make a good relationship with my ex-wife.
It's not the same as before, but I want to make the best relationship with her for my children.
My body was already recovering and my work was gradually resuming, but my spirit wasn't improving easily, and I couldn't concentrate as before.
However, from around last month, my mind was surprisingly clear, and I began to feel that my heart was completely fit.
The other day my wife forced me to divorce because my disease didn't heal and my income didn't return.
I had a lot to say, but I'm tired.
My body and mind are tattered.
It was all destroyed.
Body, mind, and family.
I'm so tired...
Oh, I'm sorry for misunderstanding.
It does not mean that the disease has worsened.
A big trouble occurs in another case, and my heart(mentally) will be broken.
And the stress makes my heart(physical) painful.
My previous video "GROW Race" has reached 10 million views!!
After a long time of guts pose, I hit my elbow against the desk and it hurts so much, but I'm happy!
Thank you!
Thank you!
Thank you so much!
Yesterday, I walked around the house where I lived when I was little.
Unfortunately, it was rebuilt into a new house, but I missed it very much because there are houses and roads that have survived as before.
A lot of forgotten memories have come back.
There are some announcements.
First of all, my body has recovered a lot.
After that, I got fever and got sick several times, but now I'm quite fine.
I'm really thankful to you!
2nd Mission : Repair relationship with my children!
Since talking about divorce, my children have become distant.
I'm sure I'll regret it if it ends like this. I think it's quite difficult, but I want to fix it by the time I move.
No, I absolutely have to do that!
Thank you all for your answers.
It seems to take about 15 to 20 min.
I think it was just right for me.
I worked pretty hard on it, so it would be a shame if you could complete it in 5 min, and if it took too long, I'm afraid people would leave.
Anyway, thank you for playing!
Access to the EYEZMAZE YouTube channel is growing.
Thanks to you, I now have over 5000 subscribers!
I'm honestly so happy!
I just want to go around and give everyone a hug.
Thank you so much!
However, after the surgery, my concentration recovered more and more as my heart recovered, and recently, after a long time, the feeling of "I want to make", which I had forgotten, came back.
That really really makes me happy.
"GROW race" has reached 5 million views!
I'm so happy that it's being seen by today's kids!
I hope to continue to create works that inspire the imagination of children around the world.
I hope you will share it with other children you know.
Thank you.
In the last year, I've thoroughly researched and practiced health management, and my heart problems have become much less frequent.
So, this year, I would like to finally resume my serious work.
When I introduced SSL yesterday, all the links specified by "http" were broken and I was impatient.
I had a lot of trouble fixing it.
But now my site is one of the safest sites!
Thank you for your cooperation in "Safety and Security EYEZMAZE" !
[GROW ReStart Lv3] (Real GROW)
Mission clear!!
The invisible parts are still cluttered, but I was able to create a workspace for the time being!
It seems that sitting for a long time is bad for my heart, so I decided to use a standing desk.
The main Flash files have also been recovered.
It can only be played on a PC, but if you like it, please try again after a long time.
#flash
#flashGame
#nostalgic
The move is February 18th.
The countdown for restarting life has finally begun.
I'm a little worried if my heart can withstand the move, but I'll do my best!
I'm sorry again and again, but next time I really want to win a complete cure!
No, even if the next time is not good, the next time is...
I will heal my body over and over again! I was finally able to feel that.
Thank you!
Last month I shift into high gear and tried working, but so far nothing has gone wrong.
Concentration has returned and I am working comfortably.
Therefore, I would like to make a spectacular "complete cure declaration" here!
I have never given up on what I decided to do. No matter how long it took, no matter who forgot it, I absolutely did it.
It was also my decision to make them happy.
I will never give up. I will definitely do it !
In Japan, it is obligatory to inform the borrower of a property that has had a fatal accident in the past as an "accident property".
That was exactly the property I inquired about today.
In that apartment
104 -> illness death in the past
201 -> suicide in the past
Oh...
I went around supermarkets and greengrocers within walking distance.
Meat and vegetables are much cheaper than I used to live in!
I have to buy it! That too! This too!
After returning home...
Can't fit in the refrigerator for one person...
Thanks for following my mom's Instagram too!
She is 80 now, and I made this to motivate her to sketch as a hobby to prevent dementia.
My parents have caused me a lot of worry with my illness and divorce, so I want them to have as much fun as possible for the rest of their lives.
Postscript
My body has healed a lot.
I'm still a little tired, but there are almost no problems in my daily life.
It took me more time than I expected to recover, but I've finally resumed my work, so look forward to the next creative.
Looking back now, when I posted the first pic, I was in a really dark mind.
However, I have a personality that does not last long with negative emotions such as anger and sadness.
I wanna think of many ways to make everyone happy, including my children, my ex-wife, and myself.
4th mission : 5 days off !
I've been running for the last two months.
I've got a feel for the restart, but to be honest, I'm a little tired.
I would like to take a day off to cultivate my spirit and build up my strength for a new life.
I started a craft YouTuber as a joint project with my second son.
I poured the GROW spirit and crafted it quite seriously.
Please watch it if you like.
Also, don't forget to subscribe!
#YouTube
#handcraft
#craft
[GROW Re:Start Lv.MAX] (Real GROW)
Clear the 5th mission!
Thanks to everyone's warm support, my heart and life have calmed down a lot.
Thank you so much for always encouraging me when I'm having a hard time!