@neondreamgirl
Oh god I did this for like 4 years... I didn't even realize why till the past 5 months.
This is why literally no one was surprised wasn't it?
@neondreamgirl
Had this happen when I met a friend like a year ago, she came out over the summer and the little victory dance I did... The serotonin from being right lasted me weeks I tell you.
Am I the only one who feels like your character in wow sometimes goes. "Oh look. The leaders are up to their bullshit again, EVEM AFTER I JUST WORKED WITH THE ENTIRE PLANET TO DEFEAT THE BURNING LEGION."
Imagine being stuck so far up your ass you can't understand how interpersonal relationships work and how in a gaming environment you can end up being abused, and with PTSD.
People need to be kinder, people need to be more empathetic. Seriously the way people treat each other is shit.
People need to be better to each other. And they need to hold each other to higher standards.
And don't, just don't try to blame victims.
A year ago, I shitposted in
@riggnaros
's twitch chat with a mspaint emote. He took a chance and commisioned me for some emotes/panels for his stream. In the year since I have made more emotes, and panels than I ever thought i would. I have designed a few t-shirts, and worked on
Phone interview... 2 hours before opening ceremonies with the company I've been trying to get my foot in the door. At their location where I've wanted to move for 5+ years.
My wow friends know I can't keep a main for longer than 5 seconds so I went with my FFXIV char.
@WJMuzzi
/
@WJMuzziArt
did and amazing job with what I wanted. So totally hit them up.
#NewProfilePic
If you can read this and showed up to the group of yaks. Over 100 people showed up, It was awesome to see people come together for a spontaneous yak party for
@CadenHouse
In other news, I got to explain to drasticdad what TERFs are today because my niece was complaining about them.
His response. "Wow, they fucking suck."
Anyway. Hi I'm drunk after cutting off my mom and a few other people so. Time to get this off my chest.
I'm NB, I've known for s few years, a few people have known I just don't talk about it because while it does matter it sort of doesn't.
Shitty days, the emo tweets. Me just slamming myself because it was all I knew. Thank you for caring. And Merry fucking Christmas you wonderful wonderful people.
Fully nude amid temperatures in the 20s, the man jumped onto a moving truck, stabbed at it and then ran into the woods with a tire around his neck, witnesses said
One sided friendships and relationships are sad to see. And as someone who's experienced them I do my best to never give off that vibe. It's why I do my best to talk to friends everyday I can, give them shit on Twitter, or discord, or wherever I interact with them.
HEY DIPSHITS IN MY OLD GUILD
I QUIT FOR 8 FUCKING MONTHS. I CAME BACK, PEOPLE ASKED ME WHAT I WAS UP TO. I TOLD THEM. THEY WANTED TO COME HANG OUT/RAID. THAT IS NOT FUCKING POACHING. FUCK. YOU.
There. Proof I am a person. And the first photo I've taken in 5 years that I don't hate.
Also gotta love what the part two years have done. My eyes are a lot better and look healthier.but I also haven't slept well in a week.
People ask me why I'm so stressed about recruitment. Then I see these top guilds just collapsing. This is why I've been going into raid trying to be as efficient as possible, and get annoyed when people play sloppy.
I see everyone's replies... I don't have the energy to respond.
I know a lot of you only knew the bad about her. She wasn't always like that. As I've been dealing wiht the b12 and anemia, I can see why she became the way she did.
It doesn't excuse how she abused me.
So... I have kind of big news on the wow raiding front. And I'm really excited. After almost 3 years of doing I'm finally going back to raid tanking. I'm super excited and I have two awesome people I'm gonna be tanking with and this is like. Really exciting.
A website. I told myself if I kept at it, I would take a actual vacation and go to blizzcon. That isn't happening this year due to covid. So I am taking this week for a staycation. I'm going to enjoy the SL launch and spend some quality time with my dad. Who actually paid
I prefer they/them but I don't really care if people keep using he/him...
I guess that's it? I dunno. I've wanted to make this tweet for a year but I have never been able to word it right.
I really feel blizzard is trying with 8.2 I know some people might disagree. But the expansion to the azerite system seems like it could be fine, they've acknowledged tanks need to be tweaked. I'm happy. I knew it wasn't going to be sweeping changes with a mid-expansion patch
We're SO excited to announce that <Tyrannosaurus Rekt> of Hyjal will be joining <Seraph> as our new Raid 5! Raid 4 is up and running too! Team info is available at and , and recruitment information at !
So I signed up for the guild house for blizzcon. I don't know if I'll buy an actual ticket to the show. But even if I do, I have put off meeting friends for years. Yes I'm not 100% for what blizzards done, but my God am I finally going to have a vacation for myself--
Attention and noticed I was actually getting work and dedicatimg myself to it after years of having a mental block. I'm excited to see where I can take this. And thank you to everyone who encouraged !e and supported me this past year. It really helped the days I doubted myself.
Hey
@NobleGG
pretty sure blocking someone with legit concerns about harassment is not the call a gaming org should make, after the past month in gaming.
So anyway. For pride month, uhh I guess I'll officially announce that... Well I'm not straight and the closest I'd label it is bi/demisexual? I'm not even sure I'm doing this right and it's the first time I've publically announced it.
This is why running roulettes with
@LeorinaOCE
Is the best.
(Our healer) lastly he does this move where he chokes me. Save me! :)
(Drastic Leah) I mean what if you're into it?
(Aria Waltz) ok but do you want to be saved
So anyway, I've hinted at this. But I'll be taking a step back in Shadowlands and will not be mythic raiding. I am going back to hyjal, and relaxing with
@Kyatastrophe
's guild. With more people wanting artwork and the family stuff being in constant flux,
OK. This is going to bit a bit emotional. But.. The past year has been hard. I almost lost myself a few times. But I've had some amazingly wonderful and patient people in my life. And tonight showed just... the sheer difference a year makes.
I'm no where near where I want to be. But I'm better. I don't hate myself like I used to. I don't question why people have me around as much. And I finally stand up for myself.
I'm thankful for so many of you. I really truly am. And I thank everyone who's put up with the-
For the first time in 11 years, Cookie decided he was gonna hop on my desk and walk around and get pets. Cookie is usually the skittish cat and usually sticks near my dad. It was very weird.
Well. Officially not dying anymore. Doctor signed off on and everything. My heart is doing much better and not in danger of failure, and blood o2 levels are much better. Gonna take sometime to get back in better shape but I can do it.
Now what?
Putting your foot down, and setting boundaries isn't a bad thing, it isn't being mean, it isn't being unkind.
Asking someone to not publically bash people for needing space isn't bullying.
Asking people to not talk about really heavy subjects in every channel isn't bad thing.
Hey y'all, we're recruiting for EP.
We're looking for at least 7/9M exp (Or previous CE exp.)
Neck Level 50+ / 410 ilvl
Must be willing to show up for the full 6 hours and be focused, 90% attendance.
Sun/Mon 9-12 CST (server time) On Mal'ganis
Cause you know what. Fuck it. I've been diagnosed with PTSD and shit from the abuse that's been heaped on to me in WoW. Like. Abuse isn't being yelled at. It's a lot more to that it's a whole lot fucking more.