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hiya (°°)～ ★ astronomy student ★ the dark side of me~ ★ 19, 170cm, gw: 40 ★ academic weapon (at least trying) ★ looking for moots/friends cw: 56.6 bmi: 19.1
Joined May 2022
#edtwt intro time~ ˖⁺‧₊˚ ♡ ˚₊‧⁺˖ ★ she/her ★ 18 ★ ednos and depression (relapsing) ★ my weight is prob the only reason im failing ★ 170cm ★ ugw: 40 or less ★ kinda new to this whole place so be patient ♡ ˖⁺‧₊˚ ♡ ˚₊‧⁺˖
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there's this guyyy and he's coming over, and i'm scared he'll make me eat cause he always does.
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@morbidvermin that’s how my ed relapse started??? like i suddenly was unable to eat when i was with someone… so when i was with someone for half a day or an entire day/two, hey, it’s just a long fast!
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2nd day: 800 done breakfast: 2 slices of bread with hummus, pesto, sesame paste and sunflower sprouts lunch: roasted pumpkin soup dinner: 6 hash browns (small) snacks: 1 tbsp of honey (in tea)
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@stonedpisser @tiinyswan awh alright thank you. see the sole fact that i didn't know what you're intentions are?!?!? it's just concerning. cause people will unironically post this kind of shit on edtwt and like what?!? why?!?!?!?! why tf are you hungry do you even have an ed at this point (moots btw?)
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i am disassociated like a molecule hit by an energetic photon. lost a couple atoms. ^ drunk astrophysicist rambling
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i'm so weak mentally. something goes NOT according to plan and i immediately go get drunk cause i cannot handle feeling bad and miserable. i prefer to numb myself and feel nothing at all.
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@stonedpisser @tiinyswan no hard feelings really. if it's your food ofc. but it just makes me want to throw up even though i'm not bulimic and i haven't even eaten it
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@dxllyxdxd once per day if i have a scale. evenings. i used to do it more but seeing water weight changes is awful
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holy shit i forgot how powerful ana is. 4 days and i've went from 57.8 (dreadful) to 55.8. it's insane. also i'm still eating, just way healthier and way less. i'm trying to have some control this time to not yoyo back to almost 60. watch me hit 50 by the end of february!!!
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