So my OBGYN attending today is a Black man and when we met he shook my hand and said “I’m probably more excited to see you here than you are seeing me.”
I’m surprised no medical tv show has done one of the most important parts of medicine and had a scene with a medical student anxiously presenting a case on rounds??
My school is asking for photos of us during our “medical school experience” and I can not think of a better photo that sums it up better than this one from 2nd year
*holding the camera during a laparoscopic case*
Attending: Ok Cory where is the gallbladder?
Me: *points to the RUQ with finger*, right here
Attending: …
Me: …
Attending: I’m well aware, how about you show me with THE CAMERA INSIDE THE ABDOMEN
Med school has caused me to miss more funerals, weddings, and birthdays than I can count...and I always feel super selfish when I have to tell people I can't make it. I know medicine is about 'sacrifice' but sometimes success in medicine comes at too great of a cost
I realized I was an outlier in medicine because I am not competitive at all….I will share whatever resources, want you to score as high as possible, and not care if I do better than someone else. I want us all to make it.
stories of gunners are such a foreign concept to me.
Right after I tore my Achilles a resident from the other team ran over said he was a doctor so I asked what kind and he said ophthalmology then we both kind of stared at each for a second
Once my resident says “Cory you can go home” it takes me 12 seconds to close my laptop, gather my belongings and be out the door….trying to get that number under 10
Of course the surgery chair stops by my desk as I’m playing music. He says hi and then the next thing we both hear is Meek Mill yelling “all that ass, Lord have mercy”
I just slammed my laptop closed.
Heard some comments from some other M4s today about how they can’t wait to “grill their first med student” and I’m sitting here looking forward to doing the exact opposite and actually encouraging their success…change has to start somewhere
Spent the afternoon speaking with some high school students about becoming a physician (and also teaching some heart auscultation). I can’t tell you how much I love this part of medicine
Kind of surreal to go from medical school where you are constantly assessed against numbers, your peers, averages and rarely told you are doing well to residency interviews where PDs/faculty are proud of who you are and genuinely impressed with what you have accomplished
Reviewing 80 UW questions today has removed every ounce of energy my body had left so now I will be ordering Thai food and watching Hulu until further notice
The fact that the program I matched at is sitting quietly in pdf format on someone’s computer desktop at NRMP is not sitting well with me as I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW
My barber text me he got his first COVID dose because he was tired of me yelling at him mid-cut about how important it is to be vaccinated
#bullyingworks
Really looking forward to the day I can actually go to a coffee shop or library without 10,000 things to study and just be able to enjoy the atmosphere for once
I had a Black patient stop me in the hallway and say “I don’t know you but I’m proud of you” and my eyes started watering on the spot…those are the moments that remind me why I’m trying to be a doctor
Does every EM physician develop a sort of sixth sense about something being dangerous? I was driving and using one of those floss picks when suddenly I realized how bad of an idea that actually was
I fully understand I do not look like your average doctor so I don’t mind when people are surprised to find out that I am one…I’m glad I’m in a place where I can possibly change their perspective
and somehow in the middle of feeling like this, I'm supposed to still get through these UW blocks and start working a week of nights today...frustrated isn't even the beginning of how I'm feeling
Wearing a
@MSUMD
hoodie today and a lady asked me in Starbucks if was a doctor, I said ‘not yet but I’m close’ then she said “hell yeah you are” high fives me and leaves.
she absolutely made my day.
Shoutout to every Black person in medicine out there earning it the way they said you wouldn't and getting it the way they said you couldn't
Keep it up.
I posted a pic of the L+D sign on IG as I’m currently on my OBGYN block and people are in my DMs telling me congratulations…I don’t even feel like explaining so I’m just saying thank you lol
And with that, I’m done with my clinical responsibilities as a medical student. The next time I see a patient I’m going to have the honor of introducing myself as Dr. Wilson…which is surreal to think about