Survivor of ritual torture for trauma harvesting. I am a self published author whose books are often shadow banned or removed. Please check out my books.
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Don't accept the medication for life thing, and don't give up. I had two heart attacks when I was 19. I'm 41 now, and gave climbed mountains, given birth naturally without drugs. The body can heal itself.
One of the greatest crimes against humanity is the devaluing of women who are stay at home wives, mothers.
A foundation of civilization is the kitchen and when they took mother out of it, in came the worst digestive, gut diseases.
Energy matters. Mother's touch matters.
When I was little, and used in rituals to extract trauma hormones, thugs used to come advise the foster family on how to treat me, to maintain control over me.
One thing, I remember repeated, was, "She must never feel that she owns anything."
They're doing it large scale now.
We're literally in one big huge mental asylum where they're experimenting to make us accept their fake humans with their abusive anti-nature, anti- God ways as normal; harvesting our emotions.
They're medicating us through food, water, air, because we now know what's happening.
Until you realize that both sides of the conflicts in the "news" originated in the same energy vampire's mind and both are being played like puppets by the same vampirical entity, to drain YOUR emotional and sexual and vital energy, you'll just keep being drained. 2 faces 1 body.
The reasons secret societies are secret;
1) There is no human society in which their activities would not be considered criminal & immoral.
2) Their methods do not work on those who are aware of them.
3) Their methods cannot stand the test of open intelligent rational debate.
Most believe we are being ruled by people, wicked people. This is NOT TRUE.
We are being farmed by non human non natural entities hiding behind human dna forms.
They do not have their own life energy & use our life energy taken through pain harvesting rituals to survive.
Natural humans get energy from the earth.
Fake or soulless bodies get energy from the emotional atmosphere and other humans. This is why they cannot really be peaceful. They need to create an atmosphere of stress to make humans release emotional energy for them to feed off.
Garlic pickle - all the antibiotic you'll ever need. Two cloves swallowed twice a day worked to recover me from typhoid when I was told I'd have to be admitted in hospital for some days or I'd die. This is a spicy pickle for winter.
The big lie that's keeping humans tied up and tied down, is this - You are only one of a billion+ people.
The truth is there are actually only a very few human souls. We're surrounded by soulless human bodies and told we're one of the crowd.
In labor 35 hrs, in my bathroom, with no sign of baby. Nearly dead from exhaustion, I put my finger up the birth canal. To my joy & horror, there was a lil foot. It meant the baby was feet down, long labor ahead/death. But baby turned & was out in an hr.
Believe in miracles. ❤️
They put out these stories about missing hikers found dead, etc., to make us believe we can't survive in nature, or out where they can't keep track of our every movement, with their "forces" around every corner ready to disrupt us.
Our peace with nature deeply threatens them.
For people with long term energy draining, a great medicine is Saffron. Just as on a physical level Saffron helps the body to heal wounds, by remembering how to form a robust matrix, so it teaches our energy field to rebuild matrix over places we've become used to be wounded in.
I once asked my Granddad how come I got fooled by so many so easily.
He said, "When you fear loss, of any kind, you become open to collecting rubbish and once you have that attitude, you gather evil into your life."
Often, thugs have said to me, "Don't bother talking. No one will believe you."
Now I know the point of telling the truth isn't about whether others believe me or not. It's about the power unleashed by the truth itself, in changing consciousness itself, the flow of Life energy.
My book on the life my Great Great Granddad John Waltham - 1778 - 2007 . Contains references to the occult, secret societies, vampirism, genocide of tribes; challenges mainstream history - Not an easy read. Could get banned.
Did you know that the Catholic church whose theories are the foundation of all mainstream churches, regularly tortures children and drinks their blood, in a repeat of the ritual sacrifice of Jesus?
In June 1989, at the age of 8, I was one of those children.
The demons used to eat our blood & flesh and get on our frequency.
They no longer can, so they're trying to pull us to theirs.
We say No.
We're going to honor our parents, trust God, live in love, enjoy our food, love our babies.
We're going to have our cake and eat it too.
Once a year I put a handful of crushed blueberries into a bottle of apple cider vinegar. Also once a year, the same with strawberries.
The whole year we have these sweet fruity vinegars as a medicine for nearly everything from feeling emotionally low to colds, heart weakness etc
Soulless fake humans are already AI.
They get triggered by particular words, symbols etc. They can't really bother about the meaning. They just look for the trigger words. Their language & comprehension skills are 0.
Some bots have bods, others don't.
If you have a heart, a real one with real emotion;
1) You are a targeted individual already.
2) Don't for a second imagine others have hearts too. It's rare.
3) You're being trauma farmed, keeping you feeling helpless, hopeless, alone and ill.
Know the treasure you have.
No man worth his salt would actually be so mean as to deprive women of sports victories, of a safe bathroom. Men know the need for these more than women. It's dad who knows what his daughter's up against.
Only a demon would invade a woman's space pretending to be a woman too.
When I was a teen, being trafficked for blood draining torture; I didn't know how to escape; no one would help me. I learned to just trust God minute by minute.
God cares about every little thing of our lives. We don't have to be so smart; just learn to listen to the Spirit.
The emergency alerts game is a ritual where they direct everyone's attention to the same thing at the same time, sending energy to that thing. The "master" of the ritual gets that energy and can redirect it it wherever.
My guess is, it is the ritual of submission to the "king".
We've been so scammed by the germ theory into washing away our body's oils, hormones, that too with abrasive products, through the day.
It's assault on our biome.
I stopped using ALL body care products this year. I rinse with water and use fresh urine for wounds, sterilization.
Those who've tried it, say 5G internet is not particularly faster than 4G.
Under cover of upgrading internet "infrastructure" they are installing hyper surveillance and targeted radiation assault weapons on the population.
Wherever you are, get a plant identifier app, and learn to identify the weeds growing in your area, and find out their medicinal uses.
Whatever happens, God will put food and medicine in the weeds.
If they're sweetish, they're food. If they're bitter they're medicine.
Whatever has been mandated for pets were just to ease those in for us and our children.
Jabs, sterilization, microchipping, muzzling, being put down for convenience' sake.
Granddad taught me this.
When you have a big revelation in your life, or something big happens, don't rush into action. Lie low, and just digest it fully. Wait till you're settled down before moving on it.
The crazier your life situation is, the crazier God's solutions for you are going to be.
Stop expecting normal. There's no normal left in this realm anymore.
My son and I have gone out barefeet walking two days now. It feels like I've just got out of a wheelchair, with atrophied knees and thighs. I had no idea cushioned shoes were doing this to me.
The reverb that goes through my body with each step is bone strengthening, enlivening.
Radiation and chemotherapy are outright trauma induction ritual torture. Just because it's done openly and by white coats instead of robed black magicians doesn't mean it's not.
There is NOTHING to gain from those but trauma.
They want our consent to do unnatural things.
Going against nature = going against our spirit.
Because everything is nature is ordered from and comes from spirit.
Medical/ hospital birth is an evil demonic ritual of pain, denial of spirit, nature and dignity of humanity.
I just saw a video normalizing the manual removal of the placenta. That's how they killed my mother.
It doesn't matter what wonderful ppl they are, that system kills.
Psychology was started not to help people but to hack the human brain.
It seeks to classify all behaviors that support the vampire world order as acceptable and normal, and villify everything else as dangerous, to be suppressed, manipulated and snuffed out at all cost.
I have seen again and again firsthand that the majority of what we've been taught about our bodies, Earth, our souls, are lies intended to keep us disempowered, sad.
The things we've been told aren't possible, definitely are.
They've hidden the true stories of human victory.
My soul is deeply deeply deeply outraged at the attempts to erase the nature of women out of mass consciousness.
Everyone participating in defining us as anything other than what God made us naturally, inheritance from our mothers, is making war on humanity, on Life, on God.
I've come across atleast thousands of ritual torturers & black magicians from all over the world. They are not intelligent, just cunning.
The only reason they've had such a run of our earth, is because humans vehemently resist believing evil can wear the body of a human.
In demon culture, emotional energy is currency. They train people to respond to things with emotion. To the point where we feel we OWE someone/ something, emotion.
We don't owe anyone anything. Period.
This is not a man's world, as they keep telling us. If it were, women and children could skip and dance through it with never a fear.
It's a world of demons, masquerading as men and women.
The history is a history of demons.
The laws are laws for demons.
Two years ago when I decided I would only have cold showers, I was terrified. Thought I'd die of cold in the winter. Didn't happen. Instead I healed.
We've been lied into captivity. We're as capable as any other animal of living naturally without expert intervention or props.
Stop feeling sympathy for biobots and fictional characters in the news.
Every news story is a ritual to harvest emotional energy of the people and the ritual requires that the story be completely a lie, because they cannot take energy from reality.
Everything happening to humanity is PREMEDITATED organized trauma harvesting and murder.
It's ancient ritual torture recipe to break your spirit, make you feel worthless, believe we humans are evil.
Just keep calm. We come from somewhere beautiful & good. We are not forgotten.
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You have to wait till you can see the blood has passed to the baby. The cord goes white. The baby feels absolutely nothing when the cord is cut then. There's NO bleeding at all.
They trick us into accepting their fake reality by making it like there's no way we'd ever make it in real reality; We're too ugly, weak, sinful, and God doesnt exist or doesn't care about us.
When we see the truth of how beautiful, loved & precious we are, their empire falls.
Every story in the "news", every mainstream marketing campaign is essentially a black magic ritual where an entity or group demonstrates their ability to manipulate the cattle (us) into a designated behavior (clicking, buying, signing up) to show submission to them.
Don't play.
Most people don't understand the crazy effect of hidden betrayal on the body's energy levels.
Those who come out of relationships which had secret betrayal in them literally have to rehabilitate their bodies physically as they're actually veterans of severe real energy assault.
One of the biggest deceptions of the vampire system is that we HAVE TO choose between the evil options they give us.
We can sign out of the game.
It seems complicated and it's different for each person, but it's about energy and there have been people all along who signed out.
It is not possible for any spiritual leader anymore to not know that the vast part of the population are soulless fake humans who can be ruthlessly cruel to humans if given space to be.
It is a serious threat and I feel that those who don't talk about it, are themselves fakes.
The soulless; all they want from us is that we forget we have a soul and play roles in their pretend reality. Everything in their pretend - reality clashes with us because it was made and is soulless.
All their drama and noise adds up to zero because soulless.
Put whole figs in a jar, cover with vinegar, let it be for 6 weeks. Medicine for fatigue related to hormonal imbalance, which is temperature imbalance, chronic dehydration.
Did you know that the war on alcohol started as the war on herbal medicine? Because alcohol was what herbs are extracted into & fermented drinks fortify the nervous system.
In the US, herbalists started using powders instead of extracts & big pharma hijacked that making pills.
Anyone telling you not to "get emotional" is slave training you knowingly or unknowingly.
We are souls. We are emotional.
Like the body breathes for life, the soul emotes out and emotes in.
Telling us not to be emotional is telling our soul not to breathe, choking us.
It's a crime against the spirit to speak about animals like they don't have feelings or souls; like everything they do is just to mate or get food/ whatever.
They do things for love too. They enjoy nature too. They are the same Spirit of God that animates us and all the worlds.
A person who has been trained to be an energy slave, finds it easy to do things for others, even be creative for others' projects; but when it comes to our own projects we feel stuck, confused, jammed up.
It's because of being subtly punished for using our energy for ourselves.
The job of every "government" is to keep the citizens fat, delusional, trusting and with a certain amount of trauma hormones circulating in the body; ready for the next harvest.
This is literally true.
Traditionally sugar cravings are seen as trauma to do with mother's milk. My mother passed away when I was born and I have had that to deal with. Recently when I started going out walking crosscountry barefoot, my sugar cravings dropped.
Earth connection = Mother connection.
99% of videos that are "viral" are emotional energy harvesting ops. It's a whole industry, a wing of thug media. They watch humans who they manipulate in covert hostage situations. They then have fakes/AI imitate that behavior. If it gets likes, they torture the orig. human more.
Everything is rigged in thug world. Big sports matches, elections, reality shows, public figure characters and their "lives"; the weather, natural disasters... everything is faked and rigged.
They are unable to control or even contact our spirit so this is what it's come to.
The "politics" of the entire world we know is one long big bullshit soap opera .
Multiple psychotic sadistic directors compile the play, all aimed at provoking out human emotional energy and directing it to fictional entities so it can be harvested.
It's just actually nonsense.
Do you know what the verse, "No weapon formed against you shall prosper" means?
It means stop fearing the gene editing pricks being marketed, the poisons in air and food and all their attacks and everything.
We're still here because our soul regenerates our bodies.
I kept silent most of my life about what happened to me. I thought no one would believe me.
2022 - I see people speaking openly about children being ritually tortured, blood drained, torture using emf etc.
God did this. God remembered me, the child that cried to him.
I used to think that if my heart were open I'd have sympathy for every tragedy struck person I came across. But in reality, having a truly open heart that's free from mind control means not falling for the emotional manipulation we're constantly thrown.
The heart knows truth.
The thugs have trained us to be afraid of our own anger, taught us that anger is bad for us.
In reality, righteous anger is never bad, but is a weapon most deadly against evil, even when we have no way to express it.
It calls up the forces of the universe against wickedness.
If you'd only seen what I've seen, of the rituals of torture they do, you'd look at everything differently. How they come dressed in their best, perfumed and all, like it's a festival, to get a sip of the blood of a child who will be tortured in front of everyone. All religions.
I cannot believe how many people are falling for that scam where they ask you to send your DNA in to give you an ancestry report. Whether they do or they don't, no one ought to be joining these DNA databases and giving consent for the use of their DNA in a lab AT ALL.
If you actually think ANYTHING in the news feed is a sincere honest reporting of actual events, you really need to steel yourself and face that the msm is ALL lies and you're just being energy drained imagining that any part of it is not.
The "news" is a long long soap opera.
A lot of anxiety disorders are because of low energy in the reproductive organs.
Tea of Mistletoe leaf, Fenugreek seeds, Raspberry Leaf, Gingko leaf, Saffron, Poppy Seeds, are some herbs which radically help both men and women with low energy there.
One day soon we'll be showing our descendants pictures of school buildings and saying, "We were all imprisoned there 5 days a week, all day. Everyone had to go. We had to wear uniforms and do as we were told. We had to ask permission to go to the bathroom."
Worry is demonic, because it's demons who need to fear anything. They don't have God on their side. The universe is against them. Naturally they have to worry.
But we never have to.
Everything is working together for our good, whether we can see it or not.
I read somewhere on Twitter yesterday, "A woman can walk free dressed as she likes, only when there are no alpha males left around."
In reality, a woman can walk free, dressed as she likes, only when there are alpha males around.
A lot of people have a problem believing that there can exist fake humans, ie., human bodies with no soul, controlled by demons.
It took watching my child being tortured for me to give up my great ideals & programming and see reality.
I hope it doesn't come to that for others.
A demon controlled human body and a real human can live and grow up under the same roof, in the same circumstances, yet have completely different views of reality and core values.
We've been trained by thug media to believe that "change" comes only by large numbers of people gathering together, getting shown on tv etc.
In reality, real revolution happens when individuals in our own lives choose freedom, truth and hold their ground. This awakens us all.
The worship of skinniness is pedophilia.
That childhood stage when all food goes to growth rather than sexual energy development; they want adults to look like that, because that's a body without developed sexual intelligence, not able to defend his or her vital energy reserves.
My son is autistic and won't tolerate interference with his body such as putting things on wounds, and won't take anything but a few drops of herbs.
I've found through his childhood that the idea that a treatment is even needed for most conditions is false, trauma programming.
They conned us big-time making it like school was going to save children from child labor.
Instead it tortured children, slave trained children, degenerated the whole human genome with the denial of sunlight, play and physical exercise; set us up with scars for a lifetime.
It's amazing how the thugs programmed people to see make-up which kills skin health, perfumes which mask natural pheromones and wreck our natural interactions, and shoes which cut us off from the earth field, as STATUS symbols, and marks of "educational" and ,"affluence".
I'm just saying, as someone who's treated "cancer" "successfully" in people and dogs with herbs since 2009, "cancer" is just decaying cells, truncated dna, and vitality too low to resist, because of the soul losing all hope of a truly satisfying life here, and wanting to die.
My realization of how we humans are kept imprisoned, movement blocked, tortured, energy harvested, has made me see how they're doing to same to wild animals.
In the name of "conservation" & with our money, they hound, track, capture, medicate, torture, imprison wild animals.
I had an ultrasound once. I'd bought into the "romance" of it pushed in movies.
I'll never forget the assault it was. It was sheer magnetic violence.
What a horrific disgusting thing that the unborn babies and mothers are subjected to much inhuman assault, invasion of privacy.
The elders knew this, and they taught it.
The pivotal moments in life are when you walk the talk.
When you actually change your path, based on your inner spiritual instinct.
When we follow Spirit, the energy we need will come to us on the road.
My Granddad taught me never to fear the deception or tricking of the mind. Our energy, body, life are NOT dictated by mind.
Our lives are run by our soul, our spirit.
The fakes who don't have soul, their entire zone is the mind, their life a spin. They should fear.
Not us.
You know what the worst thing is about ritual torture? It's that they believe that if they devastate your body, they got your consciousness, and you terror trained for life. So they can keep using you to telecast terror to humanity.
God broke me out of that terror training.
Another long term delusion I had that drained me a lot, was thinking that others actually had opinions about me.
You got to be an independent person to have an opinion.
Those who are just output terminals of mass consciousness actually don't have opinions.
When a truth touches your soul, and you see it for the truth, don't go back to reading other's opinions on the topics, or reading and discussing it over and over.
Use the energy released by the truth, to move forward to the next truth.
The soulless fake humans have a pseudo nervous system, that unlike ours is not triggered by primal natural impulses or soul events, but instead is triggered by key words, phrases, symbols and gestures.
They teach us these constantly as they have no "life" outside of these.
Don't go to trauma or death memorial places. Those are trauma energy harvesting joints. Those who deserve our respect will receive our love right from home.