@DogAlpha5000 @ShortBear198614 @GoatBallzTradez Ivan, no matter what else is going on in my world or however many burner accounts you create, it doesn’t change that you disrespected someone I care about and the price to fix that hasn’t changed.

@SirStockitect @DogAlpha5000 @GoatBallzTradez Appreciate you man 💚

You’re a good man AD and someone I think well of. Tbh I’m highly jealous of you, and the family you’ve built and what you’ve accomplished to that end bc it’s truly impressive. Most days I’d give every penny I’ve ever made in the market to wake up and know that life and be at peace with the world. I won’t blame my dad for every decision I’ve ever made or emotion I’ve felt, but I can’t pretend that it’s insignificant. When I was 6 years old I was putting bandaids on my mom’s stomach while she screamed miscarrying my little sister after my dad stomped her on the kitchen floor, and when paramedics took her everyone left me behind to sit on the front steps to cry and watch all the happy people partying on their way to Mardi Gras on Bourbon St. That’s my earliest memory. My dad didn’t die surrounded by friends and loved ones, he died in prison where he’s been since I was in high school. Woe is me right lol, not trying to deflect but I deal with things how I’ve learned to deal with them. I wish that pain didn’t comfort me when I’m in pain, but it does. A big part of me wishes that I wouldn’t take comfort in knowing that at any time I wish, I know exactly how to make any and all pain stop, but I do. I can’t pretend these things aren’t true for me, however awful they are to others. And believe it or not I draw strength from that. Those things have helped me push myself to accomplish things that most people give up on. Maybe at some point I won’t fight these battles, idk, that could be possible with the right situation? Honestly my regret isn’t what you see in that pic it’s that I had a weak moment and let others see me lose control of my demons, and the fact I have these demons, bc normally they’re well tamed. My dad’s passing unleashed some shit I wasn’t prepared for and didn’t expect to feel. But I think the worst of that has passed and if not I’ll smile and act as if it is, which I’m quite good at. I know that this isn’t an apology and I won’t insult you with offering anything half hearted, but maybe some perspective is better. Not that I’m asking you to agree with anything I just said, but fwiw. I respect you and I do appreciate you.

@GoatBallzTradez Idk if there’s anything I can say that’ll make you feel better and I won’t lie and make fake apologies. Altho I wish it wouldn’t have impacted you, that I’m sorry for. But I own it. Pain is nothing new to me, and neither is sometimes wanting it to end. But I don’t go down easy

@kanyewest College dropout helped me thru some shit back in the day, appreciate you Ye

@GoatBallzTradez I just can’t. This shits too much

@DogAlpha5000 @GoatBallzTradez I’ve thought about a lot of different responses but not posting any of em, only bc you mean well here. But please stop

@GoatBallzTradez Not really but what can you do. I wish you wouldn’t have posted this, not cool fr

@ShortBear198614 Joking huh

@kanyewest My friends dress naked too with that bravery body platform, I respect it 💯

@kanyewest Same

@Shadzey1 🤣🤣🤣🤣

@GoatBallzTradez Nah it’s fine man

@vamptact 😂😂😂😭

@GoatBallzTradez Meh the opposite of good 😂 but it’s cool tho

@GoatBallzTradez You like that 😂

@ysuckme 💯 If you’re important to them they’ll prioritize you, if they dont then you’re not as important to them as you think you are. And you should stop wasting your time and resources with people that don’t recognize your value.