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@Byron
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was the highest rated player in @Warcraft, now the creator of @PlayEverland. inquiries: [email protected] #blm
Austin, TX
Joined February 2012
please just know in these situations the insane person does not feel in control of their actions.
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DO NOT make her feel pressured to say yes, i am completely insane here. i have not seen her in 6 months. the reason for the post is . I know she’s the one i want forever, and I wanted her to know my commitment is real.
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two times i tried to kill myself, now so happy to be alive. thanks to everyone who helped me through sadness.thanks dr. kanojia,.thanks to every friend who listened,.thanks to every ex-girlfriend who tried,.thanks mom and dad. it's so nice. i am here!.
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hey every1!. since twitchcon EU got cancelled, may 2nd and 3rd, we decided to let everyone log in Everland on those dates. good stress test for us. everyone can hang out, chat, laugh, and try to crash our servers. see you then! ❤️
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in 2019 we found dr. k, an amazing psychiatrist.i moved to a new place where i wake up inspired.talbadar left blizzard entertainment to create a game with me.we put together a 20 person team from scratch.i made friends .& started streaming again. in 2020 i’ll release everland :D.
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i want to make it my life goal to help other depressed people. i want to show you what i was missing in life because i’m starting to find it.
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i have an extra 3 bedroom place (identical to mine) and i really want 3 friends to come live here. who wants to visit or move to austin? i need some excitement in ma life
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i am 30, have worked hard to get where i am, but i can count on one hand the people who . 1) are not fans of me .2) do not work for me. and actually respond to my messages. the painful part is realizing i’m the problem. had some rough cries but i will keep trying to improve.
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you wake up wishing your mind was still off. to eat, chat, work, even play a game. you have no drive or desire for it. you watch people going places, coming back, talking and toiling for reasons that now escape you. that’s depression. i will do anything to never feel it again.
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texting a girl w/ a keyboard (i type 160 avg wpm). after a wall of text she responds "i could use the amount of notifications you're sending me rn as a vibrator".
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on sunday i talked to dr. kanojia, a harvard ph.d psychiatrist, about my depression. a twitch viewer suggested him. here’s the raw footage, 2 hours or so. several people reached out to me saying this made them cry and they’re now seeking professional help.
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find three hobbies: one that makes you money, one that makes you happy, and one that makes you healthy. they can stay separate, but if one hobby gives you all three, that’s your career. you’ve already won.
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sorry i deleted my twitch channel. haven’t been feeling confident in myself.
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i’m a loser who seeks validation, so please ❤️ my tweets if you enjoy them. otherwise i regret posting my thoughts. the better answer, fundamentally: i need to work on myself & fix this issue. maybe therapy and self-reflection can get me there.
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thank you imane for giving me the guidance and opportunity to open up. it was emotionally validating. can't wait to do more ♥️. feelscomfyman
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needing help is ok. don’t pretend you can handle it alone. humankind works better together and no one is counting.
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when i dated becca, we struggled with the complications of anxiety meeting depression. we took on each other’s problems. it felt like we both had both mental illnesses. we loved each other so much, but sometimes you need to step back and realize you’ll both be happier apart.
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spent all night playing reynad’s card game. as a kid, playing card games sparked this magical feeling, full of possibilities. felt it all again. this morning I decided to invest my entire life savings to fully fund the project. reynad and reckful, co-creators of the bazaar.
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hey @elonmusk, followed you for 5yrs (think you had <100k followers then), wanted to offer to work for free while in LA if there’s anything a NEET could possibly contribute. my resume: i’ve had one viral video quantifying big numbers & i used to play video games professionally.
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going through old photos. found this pic of my twitch page from 2012
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alright, big news reveal, i'm in the new aladdin movie as jafar. that's y i had to practice roleplaying an asshole for the last year! catch me in theaters may 24
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Dear @McDonalds,. Could you give me a job at one of your locations and allow me to livestream working there? Not for humor, just educational purposes. I don’t have job experience but will give it my best effort and treat everyone with respect. Thanks,.Byron.
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Do ✋ not 😰 eat 👌 fish 🐟 after 😶 u 😯 drink water 🍺 bc 😰 it can 👻 swim in 🏊 ur stomach 😮 and u will 😲 feel 😕 gulugulu in ur stomach 😓 😳 😼.
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about to sleep, streaming when i wake up. moved to a new place today. see you guys soon :D
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@Greekgodx proud of you man, unreal, these transformation photos could be a weight loss ad. here are some pics i took of you in greece 1 year, 2 months ago (august 17, 2018)
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ok maybe ma friends miss me. imagine we were all playing mario party on a couch tho
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ive been a bad friend to many good people the past few years and stubbornly justified it to myself because of some small disagreement. i’m a shit person and don’t want to be that person anymore. i hope i can change.
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to live streamers: .it is easy to get sucked up in streaming and devalue the rest of your life. once you’ve shown your personality, becoming more popular is more tedious than skillful. be proud if you get there — it is hard work — but remember other creative outlets exist.
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i got challenger in tft! wow! i worked really hard for this moment! this is everything i ever imagined it would be! when this screen popped up i felt accomplished and strong! thank you life for blessing me with your blessings
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you should be independent, strong, never show emotion. well fuck that. at nights i feel empty. life could be so much more. i want to share my limited time with friends. make the most out of each moment. i want to run and yell and feel. not spend my days typing this shit.
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got diagnosed with this. and i know it's all true. now, to work on fixing it
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everyone thinks they’re really busy. if they care about you, they’ll make time.
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if you enjoy me tweeting my thoughts press the <3 button more often because i need that validation.
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i think i should come back and computer stream. i always worry too much that you guys think i just stream for money, cause im a jew, all these things, makes me uncomfortable. also worry about not being entertaining, and i dont enjoy games for hours on end like i used to.
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your parents live through you. it’s the best entertainment for them. seeing you grow up they get to live again
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it’s 2019. it’s still harder for windows 10 to search your own PC than for google to search the entirety of human knowledge. regardless microsoft is valued at $1,160,303,000,000.
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when you wake up on valentine's day & check your phone to see if anyone loves u
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hey @kanyewest just watched your thing with jimmy.like you a lot more now.wanna come on my twitch podcast?.
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yoyo, won’t be streaming for a while, if you’re subbed unsub, use it on someone who actually goes live. trying to read some happy stuff. liked this one, true or not
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going through my photos. all teary-eyed like when i watched the happy birthday video. thanks for giving my life color again
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some photos from today’s stream. maybe i’ll take photos instead of filming since people babyrage when i film
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for brief moments in time i have felt truly connected to someone. i will find it again.
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got a game idea that would appeal to lost puppy WoW players. figuring out whether it’s possible to get it made. would be my life’s passion project
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on friday at 2pm central time i'll be live streaming a two hour discussion with psychiatrist dr. kanojia. we will deep dive my past. looking forward to learning, sharing, and opening up further. see you soon
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yo greek you ok with being in the game? tyler1 is down, he’s gonna have his own gym
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i’ve started investing again. investing in time. i organize my browser bookmarks, organize my phone, organize my room. it costs me time. i will get more time back in the future.
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arrived in korea, get to a hotel “sotetsu hotels the splaisir,” asked for a room. lady says to her coworker in korean (thinking becca can’t understand) “i’m gonna give it to them expensive” and tried to charge us almost double the price. i said fu lady ima tweet about this.
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when i was 5 i rented this game at blockbuster. played it with my brothers on this 12 inch tv. we couldn’t find the game for a long time after that. on my birthday my mom opened the yellow pages and called 15 stores. one had it. this memory lived on in my heart forever
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my mom folding laundry. “you know sodapopping has one of your socks in his suitcase? did he even empty his suitcase after your trip?”. oh yes, i knew, that scoundrel. “and how is your swedish friend? he is very cool”.
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✅SIGNUP IS NOW OPEN✅. As promised, our stress test is on track for May 2nd! Sign up here in order to participate and embark on your first adventure into Everland ☀️🌱🌎.
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my day: reached out to 2 viewers who said hateful stuff, talked it out with them, and i felt so much better after hearing their reasoning. then i logged in WoW and hit this arbitrary rating threshold, top 25 NA, woo woo
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taking everland servers down for the night - back up in 12 hours. happy with today =) only small bugs, everyone connected at same time with no lag or crashes. tomorrow, going to let everyone in, whether you pre-registered or not. got the build on steam :D.
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talbadar @TalbadarSP just quit blizzard entertainment to come work on everland. reunited 🥳.
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i thought my depression was impossible to fix. that was keeping me stuck. believe change is possible. you aren’t locked to your current reality.
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we’re at a gamer bar with overwatch league on the TV screens (every advantage) and i asked two girls to play jenga with us. still got turned down.whatever all dudes F it
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“Saudade is a Portuguese expression that is almost untranslatable. The best way to describe it is the presence of absence. It is a longing for someone or something that you remember fondly but know you can never experience again.”.
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i remember walking in japan, 9am, with “alone in kyoto” playing, watching passerbys on their morning routine. a couple laughing while feeding each other grapes. the most peaceful i’ve felt. i long to experience it again.
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all done, little drowsy, gonna come home and play league of legos in a few hours :]
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i'm embarrassed that i'm in the mood to stream but don't want to think about viewer count, might not do well in this time slot, who knows if people still like me. so i don't press start streaming. streaming since 2012 i want those problems to be behind me but they aren't.
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