Happy birthday to my future husband
#HenryCavill
.
He's seen here contemplating where we will go on our honeymoon.
Or he's trying to decide what he's going to have for lunch.Who can tell?
#TheSoundOfMusic
The poor Baroness.
It's the oldest story in the book.
You think you've finally landed Mr. Right and then you lose him to some singing nun with a four-octave voice and a come-hither dirndl skirt.
#SoundOfMusic
My Mom died suddenly last night of kidney failure.
She was 49.
She had covid in Jan. & it damaged her kidneys.
She'd been in the hospital.
When I called her she repeatedly told me "Don't worry, sweetheart. I'll be fine."
When we said goodbye she said "Always remember I love you."
So since I struck out with this search I thought I'd type in
#HenryCavill
with a boner.
Thought I'd get a preview of our
#wedding
night, Haha
Henry never disappoints.😍
He's super, man.
#Superman
#ManOfSteel
I think I have a new admirer.
My eyes are both blue and green.
I met a guy whom I assumed was straight. He stared at me intensely and said "Your eyes have the beauty of a deep blue sky and a lush green forest."
Straight guys don't say things like that.
Unless they're drunk.
#CarlNassib
is someone whom we can all look up to.
And not just because he's 6'7. (I'm 6'3 & I'd need a ladder to kiss him.)
I truly admire him for having the balls to be open & honest.
I wish more
#gay
celebs did too.
I won't out anyone but I know of many
#actors
in the closet
#TheTenCommandments
is on tonight.
Normally every year I live-tweet & do jokes about it as running commentary.
I'm not in the mood tonight with my Mom gone.
But my Mom loved it when I'd read those tweets to her. (She never saw Twitter in her life.)
I can still hear her laughter.
It's
#Outlander
star
#SamHeughan
's birthday.
To celebrate I'm trying to decide if I should marry him before or after I marry
#HenryCavill
.
I've never met Henry but Sam gave me a huge smile and a firm handshake when I met him.
Why not a throuple/menage a trois situation?
Happy
#Gay
#PrideMonth
! 😀
Whether you're out, in the closet or just questioning, remember to accept yourself.
You are the way you're supposed to be so just be the best version of yourself you can.
When I met
#SamHeughan
at an industry event in
#Hollywood
3 years ago he was very friendly & warm.
As we shook hands he gave me a big smile like this & I told him I was partly
#Scottish
& loved
#Scotland
.
Then an idiot literally shoved me aside (I'm 6'3) to get to him.
#Outlander
Just binged
#Sanditon
. There definitely needs to be another season.
I've always loved
#JaneAusten
. It's cool to see her last, unfinished work dramatized.
If I were Charlotte I'd marry James so fast Sidney's head would spin.
I always prefer the sweet, sincere guy over the bad boy.
I think it's silly some are criticizing
#TheoJames
playing
#GeorgeMichael
because he's a straight man playing a
#gay
man.
Countless gay men have played straight men.
It's called
#acting
.
Was watching
#WillAndGrace
earlier.
I ran into
#MeganMullally
once at the grocery store.
I heard her voice, turned around, saw she was in line behind me.
She saw that I recognized her. She smiled, put on her Karen voice, said. "Hey, honey, how are you doing?"
#LosAngeles
I walked today for the first time since my accident & surgery on May 20!
I only took 4 steps. I'm like a 6'3 toddler but they say I should be walking fairly normally by my birthday, Aug. 17.
I've been working really hard in physical therapy every day. It's hard but it's worth it.
#TheSoundOfMusic
The poor Baroness.
It's the oldest story in the book.
Just when you think you've landed Mr. Right some singing nun comes along and steals him away from you with her three-octave voice and come-hither dirndl skirts.
#SoundOfMusic
Been a week since My Mom died. I'm not sleeping at night. I just pass out some times.
I've barely eaten.Nothing has any taste.
I wish I could have some of my Mom's turkey chili or turkey stroganoff again. Or her apple pie.
I wish I could have anything with my Mom again.
My sweet, beautiful little
#cat
died tonight.
He was pure love, always eager to give & receive affection.
He brought me immeasurable joy over his almost 18 years,
But joy must eventually be paid for with sorrow.
It seems like life is just a succession of losses.
I'm heartbroken.
It's my
#birthday
today
I'm 29 now so only have one more year to be on the sunny side of 30
But that's okay
Some of the hottest guys I know are in their 30s and 40s
But no little twink better call me 'daddy'
I always look younger than I am
People usually think I'm in my early 20s
It's my 30th
#birthday
today.
This is not how I thought this day would be,
I never imagined I'd be walking like a 6'3 toddler though I vowed I'd be able to walk down the hall after my accident & surgery & I can walk 15 feet now
My new goal is to walk fairly normally by
#Christmas
My future husband
#HenryCavill
is seen here contemplating where we will go on our honeymoon.
Or he's contemplating whether to buy a new pair of tennis shoes on
#Amazon
.
Who can tell with that sly smile?
Either way he's super, man.
I just finished signing all the paper work for my Mom's burial. She apparently deposited money with a funeral home years ago in a trust.
Of course she took care of everything so I wouldn't have to worry about it. She always took care of me. And she still is. I miss her so much.
Happy
#ValentinesDay
My Valentine,
#HenryCavill
, is seen here thinking about how much he looks forward to meeting me some day.
At least I assume that's what he's thinking.
Either that or he's thinking about what he's going to have for lunch.
Who can tell?
Let's hope for the best
This is my sweet little boy who passed away tonight.
He was a stray
#cat
I found with his brother & sister in my Mom's backyard.
He was a nervous, shy little kitten who never made a sound.
But he blossomed over the years, constantly purring
He was so loving, affectionate & happy
My accident was a month ago. My surgery was the next day.
Unbelievable pain
Been working hard in physical therapy
Today I stood for the first time since the accident!
Took a lot of pain & effort but I did it!
They tell me I'll be walking like this never happened to me in 3 months
Today is my Dad's birthday. He would have been 49 today.
He died when he was 36.
I was I'm high school.
He died suddenly.
His last words to me were "Always remember I love you & am proud of you."
I didn't realize then that would be the last time I would ever speak to him.
Today is my ex-boyfriend's birthday
He's 10 days younger than I am
He disappeared without warning one day
Never heard from him or saw him again
His disappearance haunted me for years
Now I just wish, if he's still alive, that he's in a happier frame of mind & can accept he's
#gay
So I'm 31 today. I'm over 30 now! 😳
I think I may still have a few good years left in me but I will slap the first little twink that calls me "Daddy".
Big bro maybe but never Daddy.
It is scary to think about the passage of time. It passes too quickly.
#HappyBirthday
to me. 🙄
When I moved to
#LosAngeles
at 18 I was warned by multiple people never to go to a party at
#BryanSinger
's house, that boys there were plied with liquor & drugs until they were seduced into sex or, worse, raped by multiple older men while high.
I'm grateful for those warnings.
The reporters behind the Bryan Singer exposé have issued a statement: "We are most grateful that the alleged victims now have a chance to to be heard and we hope the substance of their allegations remains the focus"
I'm in the hospital. I suddenly fell ill yesterday afternoon. I was horribly nauseous & dizzy, I could barely stay awake & I had a high fever.
They think I have an infection. They don't know where. I'm on antibiotics & am starting to feel a bit better.
I had a very bad fall last week on a wet floor. Broke hip. Unbearable pain. Had surgery in hospital.Had titanium rod inserted .
My new stripper name is Titanium Rod Haha.
Never been in so much pain.
Apologize for typos. I'm on Delodded now, But I'll get better soon. :)
I'm really missing my Mom today. My birthday's Aug. 17. My Mom's was Aug. 23.
We always had a little celebration on Aug. 20, the halfway point between the two & the anniversary of her coming home with me after I was born
We'd always have lobster, sourdough bread & sparkling cider
#TheSoundOfMusic
Poor Leisel.
One day your boyfriend is dancing around in a gazebo with you and the next he's turned into a nasty little Nazi.
We've all been there.
#SoundOfMusic
It's my 30th
#birthday
tomorrow.
I'm watching fun old
#Christmas
movies to cheer up.
They bring back memories of happier times but also of people & things lost.
The world's a mess, the country's falling apart & I'm not where I thought I'd be at 30.
But I know things will improve
I want
#JaredPadalecki
under my
#Christmas
tree this year wrapped in a bow and wearing an elf hat.
I'd certainly love to jingle his bells and put the Ho back in
#HoHoHo
😉😀😏
I'm besotted with my hot podiatrist
I'm 28 & he's 29 so age is right
Don't know if he's straight, bi or
#gay
but he laughs at all my jokes & when I asked if he'd help me with something he said "I'd love to help you with anything!"
Is it my wit & charm or my size 13 feet he likes?
I shattered my femur when I fell and a titanium rod was inserted between my hip and knee.
Which of course is why my new stripper name is Titanium Rod. 😉
Staples were taken out of my my leg today.
Luckily no paper clips were put in.
Getting better slowly but surely.
I'm still in the hospital. Becoming clear to me I almost died. My surgery was simple but I over-reacted to the anesthetic and lingered half-alive, barely breathing, usually not awake for days.
I started coming back just as all this strife erupted.
Feels like a surreal dream.
The
#SaturdayNightLive
opener depressed me.
I lost my Mom a month ago. Seeing the cast with their Moms made me want to cry.
I already knew tomorrow would be awful for me, my first
#MothersDay
without my Mom
I'm going to stay in a darkened room & shut out the world until it's over
So I'm all alone this
#Christmas
. My Mom lives in
#Chicago
& I'm abiding by the
#StayAtHome
#Lockdown
here in
#LosAngeles
as are all my friends.
It's not as bad as I thought it would be
I called my Mom & a bunch of my friends &, of course, have been here on
#Twitter
with you guys
Justice Anthony Kennedy’s retirement could have a chilling affect on LGBT rights and abortion laws in the U.S. for years to come.
@SRuhle
discusses what the future could hold for the makeup of the Supreme Court
#HappyNatioinalPetDay
If you have more than one good luck getting them all to look into the camera at the same time.
Even if you're shaking a treat bag. 🙄
I keep forgetting no one can see you smile under your mask.
So I find myself enthusiastically saying "That's great!", "What a good idea!", "Thank you so much!" & "Let's do that!" so people don't think I'm aloof.
I'm 6'3 so some people can find me imposing but I'm very friendly.😀
I've been spending the day calling all of my Mom's old friends to tell them she is gone.
They had been her friends for decades. They were all shocked & heartbroken.
But I was touched at how they all comforted me, worried about me & tried to make sure I was okay.
It's 3 months to the day since my accident and surgery.
I can walk 30 feet down the hall now.
Do I qualify for the 2021
#Tokyo
#Olympics
now? 🙄
I'm trying my best in
#PysicalTherapy
, working hard every day.
They tell me I will make a complete recovery. It just takes time.
The
#YoungSheldon
finale choked me up.
My Dad died when I was 17. He was 37.
Our last words were not meaningful. They were on the phone. (My parents had divorced.)
I just said "Talk to you later, Dad."
But I never did.
Now everyone I've ever loved is gone
But I live on. For them
Everyone who ever loved me is dead.
Except my old girlfriend who's married now.
My Mom died in April. My Dad died when I was 17. My great grandparents, grandparents, aunt & 3 sweet cats are gone.
My one real love, Jay, is gone.
But as long as I'm alive they still live on in me.
I grew up in suburban
#Chicago
near a forest preserve.
I loved taking long walks in the woods.
#Fall
was always my favorite time of year.
Wish I could have gone back home this year to see the peak
#autumn
color.
It's my Grandpa's birthday today. He would have been 84.
My Grandpa's gone. My Grandma's gone. My Dad's gone.
Now my Mom's gone. She was only 49.
I'm the only one left. I'm all alone.
I had a vivid dream we were all having a birthday party in my childhood home.
I hated to wake up
I went to
#USC
for my master's degree.
Our school mascot is
#TommyTrojan
.
Every time I passed Tommy I had to ask "Is that an erect sword in your hand or are you just happy to see me."
#UniversityOfSouthernCalifornia
My
#covid19
test came back negative.
My doctor thinks I did have it last month when I was so wretchedly ill but it has worked itself out of my system so I'm not contagious and probably have immunity now.
I'll need to get an
#antibody
test when they're out to be sure.
#coronavirus
On
#InterviewWithAVampire
Lestat moved so fast when he met Louis it should have set off alarm bells
But who can blame Louis? Who doesn't like a guy who sucks on the first date? Especially if he looks like
#SamReid
?
(Okay that's my one bad
#vampire
double-entendre for tonight.)
Met a guy who is even taller than I am,. I'm 6'3 and he's 6'5 1/2.
And he's the only guy I've ever met who has even bigger feet than I do.
He has size 16. My shoe size is 13 EEE.
It's a weird feeling for me to have to look up at someone when they speak.
#LosAngeles
#TheSoundOfMusic
The poor Baroness.
It's the oldest story in the book.
You think you've finally landed Mr. Right and then you lose him to some singing nun with a four-octave voice and a come-hither dirndl skirt.
#SoundOfMusic
I'm so distraught. My mom has
#covid
. She's in the hospital. So far, like me, she doesn't have trouble breathing but I'm so worried.
I'm 30. She's 49. The older you are the worse it is. I've had it twice now & made it through. My Mom & I are very similar.
But I'm so worried.
Ran into the same guy again today. He broke into a big grin as he saw me "There are those beautiful eyes again.".
Several passing people smiled and said "Hello!" to me. and he said. "Look. Everyone loves you. How could anybody not?"
I think I have a new admirer.
My eyes are both blue and green.
I met a guy whom I assumed was straight. He stared at me intensely and said "Your eyes have the beauty of a deep blue sky and a lush green forest."
Straight guys don't say things like that.
Unless they're drunk.