Entschuldige Dich bloß nicht, weil Du zu laut lachst, zu schnell weinst, zu viel fühlst und mit dem Herzen siehst. Du machst die Welt damit nämlich ein kleines Stück menschlicher. ✨🫶💫

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Deserved it! 🤣🤣

I’ve been feeling very flat recently. Not tired or anxiety or depression that normally gets me down but just flat. Feeling meh. A sense of nothing if that makes sense. Despite everything going on at full throttle to help dogs I’m sort of on autopilot and feeling empty. I think it’s 2 things… 💜 Alba obviously. Like so many I really fell In love with her. I just miss really. Strange as I only knew her 2 weeks and I have dozens of other dogs to worry about and fix but sometimes dogs / people just hit different I guess. I’m doing lots in her honor and pushing myself hard to do stuff in her name but I’d love a little sunrise with her. 👀 The second one is harder to explain. I just feel everybody is looking for me. No matter what I do or where I go people want my time. Happy doggo. Tina’s hospital. Media. Publishing a book. People in cafes. Messages online. Emails. Dogs to be saved. Money needed. Favors. I can’t and won’t complain about that because I know I’m super privileged and I don’t want to sound like a a spoilt moaning brat. I know all this stuff is needed to help more dogs at scale and I’m more committed than ever. Sometimes I’d just love to be back helping 20 dogs on my moped when not one person knew me. I’ve posted a lot less here the last 2 weeks also. I’ve lots of great wins and happy things to post but when it comes to it I just can’t be bothered. What’s there to be so happy about I think when I go to post it. Even this post I deleted a couple of times. I don’t want to ever be miserable on here. I just wanted to be honest. Lots of great things happening and big progress but I guess I just feel a bit sad still about Alba. Big day with the dogs tomorrow will fix it. They are the best tonic. Have a lovely weekend Niall 💜