Also I have a discord server set up so you can be notified when I stream and stuff :3 (I don't know why you'd want that but hey we all like weird stuff)

@just_another_Fb Same except I actually am :^

@Toro_Yuma thanks vro

Gonna try to host a marvel rivals open lobby tomorrow.

@ItzzD0NUT Trying my best to keep it together. I'll be fine I think 👉👈

I would be a terrible boyfriend dude...

RT @BluKunVT: How I expect I'd react to meeting online friends. (🎨 by @zerodalgor)

Why do the cutest boys live the furthest away?

@Sanguine_VT 😳

@SinAragakiVT You heard me

We should totally call wall bouncing + Ash's dash "dash bouncing" and credit me for the incredibly creative name. #ApexLegends

Yeah kinda.

@zerodalgor Want 🙏🙏

We're so back Had to step away from Apex for a minute but I came back stronk :3 Thank you @Sanguine_VT for choosing to raid me despite my absolutely cooked stream earlier :3

@Toro_Yuma getting sick from a quickie seems worth it :>

Although I meant everything I said I just need to lock in. I'll try again.

I'm really trying to enjoy playing Apex but it's just not hitting it anymore. There was a point where I watched pro league of it, and was inspired to reach that level. I played my heart out, played meta, just barely getting to masters where I felt I belonged. I tried my hardest, dreamed of playing in tournaments and challenger circuit, tried finding a team or people to play the game with, but nothing came and I eventually got burnt out. The game just started to suck for me. For the longest time I was forced to solo queue as I didn't want to make friends play ranked or didn't have friends to play with to begin with, and my brothers weren't always available and eventually weren't high enough to play with me anymore, forcing me to be teamed up with the worst people imaginable against the best players in the game. And when the player count went down it got worse. I get playing against better people makes you a better player, but I don't want to play against people playing the game like it's a job every single game. The support meta was the final nail in the coffin and I just stopped playing. Nothing will be like Apex in my eyes. The movement and the gunplay is the best in it's genre. And the rework to Ash's kit made her even more fun to play. But it seems impossible to enjoy the game nowadays. I may be washed now but even when I was at my peak I wasn't enjoying the game really. I was just another hardstuck diamond banging my head against a wall, expecting it to break eventually.

I was an Ash main before it was cool, let that be known. I'm live btw, streaming Apex again :3