Answers to FAQ: I was castrated in June 2015. I felt dysphoric about my balls. Surgery was done by a urologist. Recovery was quick and easy. I'm interested in becoming a nullo, but probably not for awhile. I'm on testosterone, so I still get hard & cum.
Sneak peek. Catheter removal wasn’t as bad as I thought, but every time they clear the drain it’s a burning/cutting sensation. I saw it briefly without the gauze and I think I like it.
Told my doc that I want to have retrograde ejaculations and he prescribed me Flo Max, said I should see results in a few days! Dream come true if I can be a nullo with dry orgasms.
I think I’ve reached the correct point in my life to have become a nullo. It makes sense in my journey for it to happen now.
That said, I SO wish I’d done this 10 years ago!!!
I can sleep on my side again! And I’m feeling less sore. That region is still very puffy though. My mind/body are rewiring themselves, and I can tell they’re not quite sure what to make of this shock. Down below, it’s a feeling of presence and absence at the same time.
The drain is out and I feel so much more mobile! Double-edged sword though…I’m now extra impatient to heal. I notice the swelling more. And my libido has come back. So it’s both a mood boost and a bit of a downer. This is healing though…not a straight line.
What’s really interesting is that I like the rest of my body in the picture now. Used to be much more self-critical, thought I was too heavy, but the lack of bits just pulls it all together in some unexplainable way.
Post-surgery depression isn’t something we talk about out but need to. I’ve been having mood swings, anxiety, even regret despite the fact that I like how it looks. Admittedly, this is tied to my personal history. I just hope I adjust quickly.