So, he cracked one of my rib and a fractured another one ( it’s a compound fracture tho so no surgery needed ) I have to be under control tonight (at home already tho) and hope to avoid pneumonia in the next weeks
Police still searching for him
I wanted to thank you all so so so
I’m so sorry I have to cancel today’s collab stream.
I’m rn at the emergency room because a stranger attacked me a few hours ago in the middle of the day (and in the middle of people), they are checking if my ribs are broken because breathing and moving is very painful
Police
A few months ago I took a big decision for my channel. Changing from ita to eng. I lost all of my viewers and my channel completely stopped growing and this has been very demotivating EVEN tho I’m still happy about my decision. I know sometimes I end my streams in a bad mood
I want to thank you all from the bottom of my heart for the many messages you sent me due the yesterday’s situation, could sound stupid but having support even if “just through internet” is really making me feel better.
Let me clarify a few things too, because yesterday I was
I’d like to do a Tier List of Vtuber models but I think I’ll never get enough entries but WHY NOT TO TRY
drop your pngs below so that I can organize one ? 👉🏻👈🏻🤍
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Welcome new people 🫶🏻
I’m Bai, a goat (ess) vtuber from Switzerland 🤍
if you (have one and) also want to show back your model go for it in the comments, I always love to peek 👀🐐
I’v spent my two last nights jumping on air during ALL the night for every sound, every movement and whatever screaming thinking that the guy was in my room.
I really thought the attack wouldn’t “influence” me that much but my god I just want to sleep now, some of you already now
Who want a sketch ? Drop the png 🤍
Instead on focusing on stuff that I struggle too much yet I decided to focus on step by steps, so I want to do a lot pf sketches to understand proportions, expression and stuff
I know I’m not good but I’m completely new so it’s just an ugly
your paralysis demon be like 🐐👹
~thank you SO much for the crazy amount of love on my legs and last post, could sound stoopid but it made me feel so happy and motivated knowing that people love my model
Going out is a complete torture of panic attacks as everyone predicted except me 🫥
since like I’ll spend some time home and home only, but finding the positive I’ll practice more drawing and take time to learn a bit 🤍
A close member of my family told me (pretending that they were sad to hear that -pov: they just wanted to tell me out of spite) that another close member of my family said that I should quit streaming and my “content creator” career because I’m not and I’ll not go anywhere (and
Okay it completly looks like a draw made from a child but I’M A BEGGINER OKAY I’M TRYING I don’t get why at the end everything has this “made from a kid vibe” but I’m positive that I’ll improve out of that 😤
I decided to practice art on Larxa this time, who is ruling ER’s DLC
Meet your internet friend irl, you will not regret it.
thank you so much for celebrating my birthday with me, it was the best one I ever had
I love you
@bluumiie
and
@Marusheen_ttv
I know it is a small thing but today I did the 7th day in a row of streaming. I’m used to take a few break per week but this time I just “tryharded” because I really want to make it work
And..you really made my streams amazing, we are a veeery small community but I’m SO grateful
As a small streamer having a chat that keep telling me “you give ‘big streamer’s energy’” is the best compliment and always make me blush and believe more in myself.
Thank you so much for being that supportive and kind
What I’v shared : being attacked from a stranger and recovering with broken ribs
What I’v got : hundreds of bots sliding in DM’s like “hey, do you mind sharing the lore of your model ? I have a beautiful idea for you”
🥲 No Rest for the Bots
since I did my language change I thought I wasn’t able to grow anymore but in english we did from 5k to almost 6k and I’m so grateful for that, thank you so much everyone for joining my channel and appreciating my streams, I hope we will became a big family one day 🤍
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WIP please omg remember that I’v just started to practice drawing, I know this is cursed and fucked up and whatever but YEA I’v started in february and this is the first one I’m trying to color too okay ?? (the hurge of justify myself in unstoppable I’m just too embarassed to
I’m so glad you like my model •sakura• variation, so have more >I also have new toggles
I can now..LOVE YOU HARDER
Accept my love yes or no ? 🤍
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As a 2023 ‘s goal I would have loved to reach 300 followers here, and it seemed impossible ‘till a few days ago that you made me reach almost 400 ??? THANK YOU so much, it’s a small number but it means a lot as a goal that I had. 🤍🤍🤍
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I’v got just a very few likes (4) and one comment saying to keep going
I’M DOING IT FOR YOU !! thank you for support, even if it’s small, sometimes it’s the thing that stop you to feel a shit 🤍
still trying to learn to draw ~ this time I’m trying to draw my queenenenenen
@MataraKan
should I try to “finish” it ? I’m always so embarassed and insecure to draw other people aaaaa
yesterday I did the tierlist with 51 partecipants my throat is now 💀 but I’m so happy I managed to do that, I was worried to have 0 entries through comments I did expect that many THANK YOU so much to everyone and sorry if I didn’t manage to do more, I’ll totally do another one
I went today to my doctor appointment and it seems like a bunch more ribs than what they saw at the beginning are fractured, probably I’m moving them “too much” and that’s why the pain got much worst (I’m barely moving I swear 😭 but when I laugh I feel like I’m dying)
She told
I have a confession.
You might have thought that I was good in souls like, yea, but it was not me and it’s time to be brave and tell the truth
All the time behind the avatar I had a helper moving my finera to actually be able ti defeat something, and now it’s time to show u who
I’ll start some sketches from your comments in my previous post and I’ll share them under this post, they will just be sketches remember, I want to just practice, thank you so much for allowing me to draw you ! 🤍
I asked help to reach 400 and we reached 500 ????? are u crazy don’t make me cry LOOK AT ME U DON’T WANT TO MAKE ME CRY
• thank you SO much, it means a lot to me , expecially in this ‘dark’ moment of my life
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I’v just noticed that my posts seem to be shadowbanned from the main feed, can anybody see me ? I’v got different people saying that they can see my just i the “following feed” and not anymore in the main one..
How do I fix it ? Can you maybe help by trying to interact with my
I feel lost, I’m trying with all of my effords to be a good Vtuber and streamer but NOTHING,
John Cena is not following me
Am I even a Vtuber at this point ?? Do I really exist ??
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well I’m a bit embarassed but I TRIED I’m still trying to learn and I picked the sweet
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as a victim
I think (hope) I’v learnt through this and I hope I’ll be better the next time 🤍🪳
drop your png below and I’ll tell you what is my favorite part of your OC 🤍
I’m doing this also because of the ones I wasn’t able to include in the tier list, but also the ones who partecipate, if u want to know my fav thing about ur oc go for it ♡
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Happy Mama’s Day
@rubrta
🤍 I’m so honored to be a baby of yours
Thank you for all the hard work and for being so patient.
I’m so glad that with my artist&rigger I also found a beautiful friend. Ily
I just had the worst stream and most demotivating one I’v ever had, if u want to drop cute gifs in the comments it would be appreciated (boobas take part of cute stuff too)
I know it is not a lot but lately I went from an avarage viewers of ~14 to one of ~19-23 on twitch
It is not a lot but I’m easly demotivated and seeing this lil improvenent mean so much to me
thank you 🤍
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♡🦷 • model reveal • 🦷♡
Hello, my name is Bai, I am goat goddess (why do I look like a demon ? ..sssht…)
I love teeth for some reason, I might try to steal yours, watch out 👹
..oh, I bite too.
ママ :
@rubrta
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I’m so overwhelmed for the unexpected reach of my last post. I feel so grateful ‘cause the thing I said might seem like a small thing but it really affected me for the past months and reading SO much support on the post from you really oabduwbepaxndh me, I don’t have a proper
Am I the only one with 0 friends ? It’s more than a year that I feel so lonely, and 3 months that I’m not going out, do anyone else struggle with that too ?
When I’ll be able to I’d love to do an extra hair style for bai, I was thinking about two low pigtails, do you like the idea or have anything else in mind that would suit me well ? 🐐
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When I say that I’m the jinx queen I mean like today, I called my mother saying that I was happy that my number where increasing during the last streams even tho just a tiny bit and I did a post here on X saying that I was very happy about that, results
•Some of the last