im going to recover.
i'm not under weight but my ED is k1lling me mentally + making my disability worse.
its become my new addiction, its become my everything. its hurting me and my relationship with my boyfriend. and thats not fair to him.
i want to change, so i am
EDTWT MOOTS TWT PPL
I NEVER SHOWD YALL MY FOREARM CRUTCHES ‼️
-my mobility aids not only help me physically, but now people take me more seriously as a disabled person.
-although i may be targeted more + get more stares in school/in public, its worth it
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they hav stickers :3
@pixienugs
i was going to but i ate a muffin i made in cooking class earlier n i decided it's gonna be a binge day before i start restricting and doing pilates tmrw
@vinmaez
prolly in the hospital bc i'd be 66.6lbs and bmi 13- but i would wear the clothes i never felt comfy in bc of my weight, take a whole bunch of photos and just be happy (and eat wtv tf i want)
will adding honey to black coffee make me gain weight? /genq
i'll prolly add some cinnamon too.
idk if it's better than adding white sugar and a little bit of vanilla creamer to my instant coffee
MY BF IS SLEEPING OVR MY HOUSE TMRW AND AND HES MEETING MY GRANDPARENTS AND AND WERE GONNA BAKE COOKIES N N AT NIGHT WERE GNA SMOKE N IM GONNA TAKE HIM TO THE TRAIN TRACKS NEAR MY HOUSE AND AAJDKEHFE
ootd :] i did my makeup today for the first time in months
got misgendered 4 times 💀 it's been 3 hrs
istg it only happens when i gen dress nice but not when i look like i'm homeless or like i js rolled out of bed
ignore how big i look angles r weird
more photos in qrt Vv
edtwt eedeetwt 3dtwt
can anyone give me workout videos that genuinely give decently fast results?
i want to get more active and tone my body/help with wl/ build muscle and i don't know which actually give fast results.
just cleaned my room, gonna try to either workout or do homework
my birthday is next monday!!
- getting my hair cut (and potentially dyed)
- stretching my ears
- gonna try to see if i can get my stomach pierced
in 7 days as of today, i'll be an adult- wtf
outfit check
i didn't put effort into this outfit i js grabbed whatever i saw bc i was rlly late
my hair isn't usually this flat so ignore that
the amount of times i got misgendered today is crazy
outfit bc vincent is picking me up once again :3
ootd !!
funfact i thrifted this shirt over a year ago and it was waaayy too small on me
now it fits perfectly :)
i managed to pick at my lunch earlier in ISS, school lunch is one of my biggest fear foods. it was not easy but i ate the chicken, some rice, cucumber, apple, and the milk !
i then ate a protein bar later on
ootd :] i did my makeup today for the first time in months
got misgendered 4 times 💀 it's been 3 hrs
istg it only happens when i gen dress nice but not when i look like i'm homeless or like i js rolled out of bed
ignore how big i look angles r weird
more photos in qrt Vv
ppl of edtwt is an intake of 530kcal high or med res? i had omad this soup for 270kcal but i'm trying to decide if i can eat a 2 snacks for 130kcal each (so i don't binge)
// vent, ed
my mom just yelled at me bc i only had 5 shrimp, some ham, and a cucumber for lunch.
⬇️ what was just said to me, and how i feel. bc if i bottle it up it's only going to make me feel worse. ignore this.
me and vincent in our date :3 he spent money on me even tho i told him not to 😑
this boy is one of a kind, and im so happy we were friends for so long and a little over a month ago i could call him mine <3