Aria🏳️⚧️
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Baker & Writer Arc Astrophysicist :: Bookworm Dark Academia :: Goth Queen HRT 6/30/22 :: She/Her
Hilliard, OH
Joined February 2016
My Dad just sent me this through Facebook, and I've never given thought about this, ever. :0. But since he willingly sent it, unprompted, it must've struck a chord with him. :3
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This outfit is so gothy, and yet so open with all of the floral designs on the tulle. <3
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A visiting ex-coworker that I hadn't seen since before HRT, is super conservative. I knew that if she got the drop on me, she'd deadname and make me cry, and if I controlled the situation instead, I'd manage. So, I proactively got the drop on her. 1/2.
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She didn't recognize me at first, but after a couple of minutes of talking with her, her jaw dropped as she stood still and deadnamed me. I tilted my head, asked, "Who?" and then walked away as her jaw sat on the ground. >:3. Yeah! lol.
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@jamesmac708 From a scientific standpoint, it completely makes sense if Mary had a child with no sperm donor. (e.g. parthenogenesis). I can't speak for the religious standpoint, though, but I'm certain that any folks of the faith would likely denounce the claims in some fashion or another.
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Girl who is surviving crippling period cramps today, decides to finally try and eat *something*. What is she nibbling upon?!.
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Got deadnamed (to my face!) while at work today, by the same person as last time's misgender. Took me all of 30 seconds after the evil lady left, to break down into sobbing tears as my friends rushed over to help me. Why? Just, why. Why did she do that. T_T.
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@ErinInTheMorn Looking back, reminiscing? The spot appears to have a fantastic view from up so high~ :3. Happen to take any horizon shots?.
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How many days do I have remaining? Ohio just off'd our trans youth, so we know the adults are next. So, I ask again, how many days until I die?. Evening Dose:.2x 2mg Estradiol.1x 50mg Spironolactone.1x 100mg Progesterone. Morning Dose:.2x 2mg Estradiol.1x 50mg Spironolactone
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I would like to reiterate the following:. Yes, I have a cycle, even long before HRT strengthened it, and get cramps & other cyclical effects. No, trans & intersex folks don't need to be poked about their bodies. Y_Y. I wanted to celebrate finally eating, & getting to relax.
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Last week, I ordered the next cup size up (38B) from Victoria Secret, since my everyday bras were getting tight. I don't feel squished anymore, and a bit of gender euphoria is present. ^-^
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Tried to smile, but failed to 100% it due to cramping. D:. Took some more Midol, today, just before dinner.
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Making some veggie soup while the bread bakes. Anyone up for dinner tonight? ;3
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@Warlockdnd Lae'Heart:."I hate what I do, but I do it for Vlaakith!". "I don't remember much, except for the creche.". "Tsk'va, vin'isk k'chakhi, everyone has to suffer. your weakness.".
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Driving to Cleveland for a surgery consultation at the end of the month looks like I'll be getting:. :: Mileage reimbursement.:: Paid-for hotel accommodations.:: Caregiver payment. Didn't realize the kinds of insurance benefits I have! <3.
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When I lost my trans flag mag-bracelet last year, I cried my heart out for two days. For my recent birthday, my coworkers bought me a new one. <3. This time, happy tears rolled. ;3
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@n_quests Spooky Shopkeeper: We offer a warranty for a small price, too~. Me: Skip. I know all about those. Spooky Shopkeeper: B-but! It might break in the next 2 years!. Me: *sigh* This item's 'lifetime' is less than 3 months. I'm okay. Spooky Shopkeeper: How? How do you know this?!.
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Spent good chunks of my day, today, either trying not to doze off from the time change, or crying from dysphoria. No hugs in sight, either.
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Felt good before work began, so I did some make-up and eyeliner. Felt cute all day~
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Many days are difficult, fraught with growing pains, or set back due to dysphoria overwhelming, so when little successes come around, celebrate them with me, please. <3
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Vegetarians can gain muscle~ >:3.It just takes getting creative with veggie proteins.
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@HecubianDevil Mine even used to be an HRT nurse at one of my local hospitals (don't remember which), and she's always talking my ears off with questions!.
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Got dressed up for a big event at work, today, and managed to wear 2" heeled shoes (constantly) for almost 8 hours. I usually wear flats, instead, so the challenge was tough! :0
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Dressed for work, to be a complete & total slayer of tasks. ~Nin nin~
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Nipple color changes?!. Over the most recent breast growth, I didn't realize it, only noticing it tonight while in the shower. I've gone from a light pink to a medium-dark brown. O_O.
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Someone needs put me to bed already. I have like, zero strength to resist right now, and the 1200 thread count, Egyptian Cotton sheets are silky smooth on my Queen sized, hip high bed.
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Hope your day is like eating pudding out of a glass, kind of day~ :3
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Almost don't want to take it off, it's so pretty! Tiny silver butterfly~ <3
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@olivia5195 It is?! Ugh. D:. I tried to find it through Amazon after I posted it, since I couldn't tell, but didn't find anything similar. Either way, it's an amazing outfit, and I'd love to have it. >:3.
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@epicdndmemes This is why many like to keep their aspects at maximum, whether its muscles, beauty, brains, warriorship, companionship, et cetera. You will not find a better field doctor than one whom is an orc, as they will heal you as quickly as possible, to get you back to the *now*.
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Going with a cold shoulder look, today. Thanks for helping with the flash poll decision~ ^-^
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Going in for my HRT visit, today. Think the staff will appreciate several hundred cookies?
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@AreRosesBlue I've been there several times for HRT services, and have yet to encounter a protestor. Glad it made your day, though! :3.
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Soft-Baked Pretzels & Fiery N'Cheese Sauce~. Poofy, salty pretzels handle in gripping fashion while awaiting n'cheese sauce desires only to coat them with its cayenne goodness.
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Today, on my birthday, documentation from my local probate courts arrived, declaring my legal name is officially changed!. I'm crying, everyone, I'm so happy~ ^-^.
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@raniaalmlka 90% of news about trans folks, which actually reaches public eyes and ears, is colored in lies & fears. With so much misinformation floating about, normally indifferent folks simply don't know any better. It's only when they *sit down and talk* to us that they realize the truth.
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Just got back from Milan laser, & I'm up around 32 Watts on some of the major areas. Go laser, go~! XD
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Picked up a hair claw to use, instead of using a daily hair scrunchie, and I've got a cute lil' wiggly hair bob hanging down! O_O
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Suede-like butterfly leggings, for lounging around at home?! :0. Medium size, 7-9~ ;3
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Running around so much today in the rain, that my hair's gone all poofy! O_O. Oops, lol.
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New dress for tomorrow's Pride Parade walk. I'll pair it with the lace sleeves I have, for maximum lace. >:3
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The dress which came with last night's swim wear. Soon, I'll have an entire wardrobe of dresses, and no one can stop me. (*mwahaha*) >:3
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After dinner walkabout, anyone? The trails are calm, cool, and collected~ ;3
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@ErinInTheMorn I don't want to detransition, as it would put me back into the anorexic death spiral I was in previously. I'm like, 15 pounds away from dying already, which means this is *proposed* murder. *Proposed*.
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Happy #InternationalWomenDay~. May all your dreams come true, and many delightful moments linger in your memories for years to come.
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Witch of the Silver Moon needed her lustrous, gleaming butterfly earrings, smooth, silver butterfly pendant, and her deep v-neck shirt for today's activities~
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My new 'Adore Me' undie set arrived, and it's really giving me some great vibes. Like with this shirt, as it sits way better than with my normal work combo.
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Prog giggles, chocolate noms, and late night dizziness. Save me, chat! XD
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Cinnamon Buttons~. Silky smooth n'butter and cream n'cheese are piped atop a cinnamon button cookie, with a gentle dusting drifted down from above.
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Ended last night with a high note, after visiting family for dinner~ :3
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@KaskaJessica I think I'd rather die than have new connections know mine: It's bad enough that my work hired someone with it (as my direct report) after I removed its most immediate, pressing appearances. The coworkers which do remember, think of it more like it's my deceased twin. >.<.
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Still feeling bleh, so I'm making udon for dinner. What veggies do you like with your noodles?
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*stress stress*. Just emailed my HRT provider on where to begin with seeking bottom surgery, and all of my spell slots/spoons for the day are now gone. There's still so much left to do, too. T_T.
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@MadScientistFF Broccoli: Turns out that my folks never prepared it correctly for 10+ years, until the one time they did. After that, my trauma was fixed~
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Loaded Baked Potato Pizza~. Piled high with golden potatoes, crispy n'bacon, cheddar n'cheese, and a sour n'cream drizzle, this hand made pizza's thickness certainly fills one's nooks & crannies.
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Back from running errands, *and laser*. I still don't really feel the high powered laser pings, except for super tender areas near bones.
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A new hire wished me a Happy Mother's Day on her way out. 🥹 I almost cried from happiness!.
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Graduated from lasering, today. Now, it'll be every three months instead of every 1-2 months. AMA
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@AnnaaSoleseis Thank you. I was having an alright day, too, being super productive and in-the-zone, despite being sleepy. Everything after that, until I left, is just kinda blurry & hazy in my memory.
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@slimeguyethan There are at least 13 different experiences where I should have died, but the world said, 'No.'.
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I'm sleepy, muuuuu. (-.-)Zzz. Draw the curtains, call the masseuse, and put the kettle on for tea!
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Nordic Winter Soup~. Pearled barley joins the fray alongside parsnips, leeks, and baby spinach, while nutmeg and white pepper bring an underlying note of warmth to an otherwise chilly night.
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As per the poll, I'll be wearing a blouse and jeans to go shopping. I've also got my silver butterfly necklace, bracelet beads, and hair claw in place. See y'all again soon~
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Japanese Breakfast Rice~. Cooked, cold rice is then heated, egged, splashed twice with some brewed soy sauce, and gently tossed with freshly sliced green onions for a hearty beginning to the day.
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@zekedrinkswater How much being gendered correctly irl feels, by random folks who have nothing to gain from doing so.
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My brain is melted right now, from speaking with insurance folks for about an hour. They were all really nice, but it's still a lot to process!. Will need to follow up with them in just a bit, so Round 2 is in the works. D:. The major, good news, is that I'm covered for surgery!
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@StephanieN924 "Are you able to supply HRT prescriptions?".If not, "Can you point me in the right direction?".
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3-5 business days until my health care provider can begin assisting me with searching for a gender affirming surgeon.
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Floofy hair needs pinning back while I write tomorrow's trip details to Cleveland.
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Something, something, endless sky?.(my hat tried to fly away! >:[)
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