Eli 🦇
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˚ ༘ ೀ⋆｡˚ edtwt intro + pinned threads ⋆.ೃ࿔*:･
hi i’m eli :)
born 2003, she/her, 168cm, british
⋅˚₊‧ ୨ mostly bodychecks + meals ୧ ‧₊˚ ⋅
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brutally honest bc’s taken by my partner oh god (stood feet together btw)
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oh my god, look at my abs. what the fuck. good lighting today holy hell
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bc in my dad’s inherited £500k seaside townhouse… feels too surreal every time i’m here. how can anybody have enough money to outright buy a house this expensive?
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fuck fuck fuck. so the doctor asked me to expose one arm to take my blood pressure. when she looked over at me, her face absolutely fucken dropped to the floor. do i look that bad? 😭
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i’ve been absolutely swallowed by depression
no motivation to get my steps up
no motivation to cook nutritious meals
i haven’t been able to lose the weight i’ve gained
disappeared from edtwt bc i feel so ashamed to be here
just been feeling so hopeless n disgusting
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realised at the doctor yesterday that i’m slightly taller than i thought i was. now my pinned post is wrong, n imma have to redo it whyy
168.6cm puts me at bmi 14.9 😳
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a coworker watched me eating my protein bar and said “u hungry? got your steps in yet?”, so i put it back in my bag lol
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finally losing again i think, but ive been too anxious to check the scale
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sorry guys. been having a depression day n haven’t been v active :(
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i made the conscious decision to just go pig mode today, bc i fucken deserve to enjoy some food for once.
not counting cals…. they don’t exist today
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i’m literally making a “no touch zone” print out for my coworkers rn
i have fucking had it with people touching me.
i don’t care if u think it’s funny to tickle my ribs while i’m concentrating on my work
it reminds me of my sexual assault n makes me feel absolutely disgusting
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happy june everybody 🫶🏻
this month marks one year into my relapse, n i don’t think i’d rather be anywhere else
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the doctor weighed me, took my height, n asked me to take my clothes off so she could “see what she’s working with”. i wasn’t expecting all that fuss honestly
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this is the only mirror i can take back bc’s in n they always turn out so ugly
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at the pub w my partner for their bday. we’re waiting for our food rn :)
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a coworker just told me “you need to put on some weight. if you were my gf, i wouldn’t leave the house with you looking like that. i’d make you eat” … how u supposed to respond to something like that? LOL
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how are my coworkers telling me i’m underweight when this is literally the fit?
how can u tell under this big jacket and baggy trousers????
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-ˋˏ ༻updated edtwt intro༺ ˎˊ-
non edtwt will be blocked / under 16yo dni
- 21yo, she/her, 165cm
like/comment to be moots! i scroll daily :)
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