after getting knocked out by the airbag i woke up in an ambulance, just kept repeating river's phone number to the paramedics & asking for my dad. one of the scariest things i've ever been through, i'm extremely lucky that all i have is a lot of cuts on my legs. rip tater salad
the "i can't breathe" commercial needs to be seen. it is the longest, most uncomfortable, chilling 9 minutes, it makes you realize and feel how long george floyd was suffocating, and it needs to be seen by everyone. and fuck you if you think your kids shouldn't see it.
happy pride month y'all!!! never be afraid to be who you are, y'alls favorite gay aunts will beat up anyone who makes you feel any type of way for being you. sincerely, a 22 year old gay girl who is in love with a black trans queen 🥰
u are the one that i look forward to waking up to, u are the light that always shows me through the hard times, & u are the one thing i have that keeps me goin. u got me to fall in love with an aries (lucky me). happy birthday old lady, i love u so immensely much.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SOULMATE AND AMAZING WIFE, i love you beyond words and i'm so grateful to have been apart of your life for these past years. here's to many more birthdays i'll make you begrudgingly celebrate with me because you deserve it and so much more 🧡🧡🧡
made the realization that my drinking is fueling my ED, and making it worse because i stop eating to make up for the fact that i drank too much. so i'm going sober for a minute to get myself feeling like a human being again, no one offer me alcohol for atleast a month pls
"you're so fit!"
no i wasn't. i had an eating disorder. i still have an eating disorder. i don't have a healthy relationship with food or gaining weight. i have learned ways to overcome it. i struggle every day still but i am definitely so much better now.
5 years. i'm proud.
ballista soledad and knife wound casually stopped through americas most racist town that actively has a white power statue displayed in the outskirts of the city and river has the audacity to text me "this place feels UNSAFE" HMMM I WONDER WHY
probably not going to be on my phone much today, just want to decompress with my dogs. thank you everyone who came out to celebrate tony. he would've called all of you pussies for crying (including me) but that man had the biggest heart i've ever gotten to experience. love u tony
day 4 of no drinking: my anxiety is pretty bad and still wanted beer as a "reward" after mowing my lawn to relax. need to change that mindset so lemonade is going to be my reward for the next 32 days 🥹 + i ate a solid meal on my day off which is a struggle usually so hell yeah
lady said what i poured her isnt the sauvignon blanc she ordered, so i took it back to the bar and just transferred it to another glass and this bitch looked at me and said "see thats SO much better" im biting a hole in my fucking tongue rn
wore the most eyeliner i have worn since middle school the other night (i know it's still not a lot but i got watery eyes 24/7) and it might've convinced me to do it more often lmao
for tony avila. 2 1/2 years apart. same room.
may '19, you were standing beside me, smiling as I did my spot for ballista.
oct 23 '21, i found out you had passed the night before, hadn't slept, eaten, didn't brush my hair, nonstop tears. the camera is in the spot you were in.
river just disclosed to me that every time i fall asleep before her, she kisses my cheek or forehead whenever shes going to sleep and i tell you what im gonna marry this woman so hard
i love you so so much. you make life so much more beautiful and fun by being in it, and show me love and patience i've never truly experienced before. happy valentines day babe ❤️❤️❤️
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@Ging_BBU
if this decision today does not DIRECTLY affect you, if you are an ally, if you are a supporter or anything, please please PLEASE do not take away from those who it does directly affect. do not talk over us, talk WITH us and amplify OUR voices. stand with us, not in front of us.
happy valentines to my beautiful lady, you bring me so much peace and genuinely improve my life for the better every single day i'm with you. love you so much sweet girl ❤️❤️❤️
@curbsidexftex
he actively started a fight and then came back with a fire extinguisher and hit her. no crowdkilling involved so dont even try and push that narrative lmao