Matthew Dub
@5matthewdub
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Liberation, healing, nonduality. With: meditation, breathwork, IFS, the enneagram, and psychedelics. Husband, dad x2.
Winnipeg
Joined April 2022
What I hate about scientific psychedelic trials (aside from the abuse and gaslighting!) is the unchangeable control of method, using a ~60 year old psychotherapeutic model ignorant of current trauma research. The PSIP model heals trauma, with cannabis(!), ketamine, or MDMA.🧵
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mentally disordered people are simply those in whom their society's disowned and disavowed aspects are coalesced so that we can scapegoat them
this is lost on many mental disorders are at least partly engineered bureaucratic artifacts they aren't facts of nature to be discovered, they are shifting clusters of behaviors and traits which institutions decide to classify as pathological diagnosis is as much about social
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That guy who got shot is like unexpected Christmas for all of the worst posters
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lmao there is no singular christianity or buddhism or islam or judaism; there is more difference within each tradition than across them
The scariest possibility is that the major traditions of Christianity, Buddhism, etc are not pointing at the same thing. They’re pointing at different things, and you do not know which way is correct
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this is it, it's time. maybe not forever, but time to get off the timeline and turn off poasting brain. 🥲 you can reach me by dm for the foreseeable future if you'd like to chat or jump on a call! 🙏🏻
i started this account to connect with psychedelics and healing community three years ago. got way more than i bargained for and it pains me to see so clearly that it's time for this persona to be put to rest because it's now a distraction from what i need to do. i'm not going
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where does one go to buy technics 1200s without howls of pain at the price
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this toc and intro goes so hard, really grateful to tpot (probably @sashachapin initially) for exposing me to @Meaningness 🙏🏻
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one piece of unfinished business before i abandon this account is a big theory. maybe not of the “theory of everything” variety but it does what any good theory should do: shed light on otherwise-perplexing phenomena. i haven’t done theory here because my purpose with this
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Listen to the Tibetan Buddhists: anger isn’t bad, it can be a powerful force for good. Parts tend to believe anger can only be handled in one of two ways: 1) blowing up (risky/scary) and 2) suppressing it completely, but the secret third option is letting it flow in your body.
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here was an example of "do it right away". i had the insight to shut this account, but resistance manifested as "hey don't rush it, sit with this a while" instead i spoke it into reality before i chickened out
i started this account to connect with psychedelics and healing community three years ago. got way more than i bargained for and it pains me to see so clearly that it's time for this persona to be put to rest because it's now a distraction from what i need to do. i'm not going
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at some point you have to call it healed enough
@fishpresskeys said a bit here to nibras - for me, right now, shades into "just one more healing bro" territory https://t.co/HVoR1xr0Mk i'm just going to instead test the frame of "healed enough" that i was trying to get at in this poem
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like the journey to pizza started with bread, if i need to spell it out. 8 years to the day. also that bread was not very good by my current standards but still tasted like heaven. here's more recent bread
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ohhhhhhhh fuck was just looking at my very sparse personal insta since i'm moving over there for the new pizza venture and i'm like oh cool here's my very first ever loaf of sourdough from april 2, 2017 ummmmmm i got laid off from my tech job april 2, 2025 cool cool cool
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wish i could show y'all the logo my son and i made for the new pizza bar insta. cute af (will go more public after immigration for obvious reasons, thus the offer to moots only for now)
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going out in a twitter blaze of longposts, ironically the best part of threads is being able to have more dialed-in tweet-level convos. nobody else has that. but current ownership fucked up thread affordances. and there was never anything more than a rickety thread editor.
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grateful to twitter joined in 2007, got a sweet open source software job through it in 2012 later started a sports shitposting alt when i was very depressed, 2015-2019. found a fun crew there. dropped that account when my daughter's spina bifida was diganosed. had to lock in.
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i started this account to connect with psychedelics and healing community three years ago. got way more than i bargained for and it pains me to see so clearly that it's time for this persona to be put to rest because it's now a distraction from what i need to do. i'm not going
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