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@4xzey

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yeehaw! '*•.¸♡svicidal and kinda autistic♡¸.•*' Dont take me too seriously... diary

BMI: 16.5 goal: 15.9
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@4xzey
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My #edtwt + #shtwt intro 🕷️ (not new) • 15 • Dni: <12y and 19+ • Interact: interactive people 😘 • I like dsbm, black metal and drawing (i have an art account) • BMI: 16s • ugw: 37kg • cw: 38.85kg • hw: 44kg • height: 155cm • I always censor sh • ♡/↻ to be moots 🧟
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@Frankieh8scals so crazy 😝
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tw update, I got beaten up half naked and dragged out of the bathroom
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thank all of you for being here
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I LOVE PHYSICAL TOUCH BUT AT THE SAME TIME IM SO SCARED TO SHOW IT BECAUSE I DONT WANT TO GET ANYONE TO BE UNCOMFY
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@4xzey
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lesbians
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I need a daily reminder that most women irl are straight
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@4xzey
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nah, I can do both
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I think this mf was laughing at my scars today at school he was like drawing cuts on his hand with a pen and screaming: LOOK. I CUT MYSELF, I CUT MYSELF. DO YOU SEE? he was so serious about it
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MY MOM BOUGHT ME SO MUCH THINGS RECENTLY. SPEND SO MUCH MONEY. AND SHE CONTINUES... AND EVEN ASKS WHAT I WANT... I think I made her worry a little too much I CANNOT JUST DIE NOW, that'd mean that so much money was wasted
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@Mangolikesmango I'd try everything to stop my partner from harming/hurting themselves. It's not romantic, it's really sick way of thinking. If they'd break up with me, because I didn't want them to hurt themselves I'd end it with a serious talk about how they need to find help... it's not cute.
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yes i need help
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@4xzey
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I'm so cute
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@4xzey
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TW childhood memory I remember when my mom beated me up when I was little and after that she said: NOW you can flex these bruises when you go to school. I think it affects me till today...
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we met again. I payed for her and she hugged me as a goodbye 💪
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such an embarrassing situation happened to me today... this girl payed for both of us.
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@4xzey
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ugly pic but yeah flexing
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guys
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@4xzey
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I'm balding and I have acne. who the fuck would want me?
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@4xzey
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which one of you 😭😭 is this real?
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@4xzey
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@bl0ndsativa MAYBE IT DID HAPPEN BUT ITS NOT FUNNY UNLESS YOU ARE MENTALLY ILL IN THE BAD WAY
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@4xzey
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I'm worried about starting school. I just know it's gonna be a lot of stress for me. Being on the train, the people, ton of men (obviously!), doing makeup everyday. I need to wash my hair and teeth everyday... doing homework and studying... men...older men...trains... makeup...
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@4xzey
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I've made it
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@4xzey
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My edtwt intro 🕷️ repost + changes • any prns, • minor • Dni: <12y and 20+, drama ppl • Pls interact: Active people • I like music and it's history, monsters • BMI: 16s • ugw: 37kg • height: 155cm • ♡/↻ to be moots 🧟
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@4xzey
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I look ugly why can't I just go home and stay there forever
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MY MOM IS MAD AT ME THAT I ATE 🫡 💪
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@4xzey
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now we kinda have matching :3
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new notebook for suicide notes⁉️⁉️
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@4xzey
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2nd page, idk about the Spotify widget tho
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wow......... Thinn.... verified....... ig I'm popular now
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i came outside
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I've burned my face again...
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@4xzey
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I hate her so much, I want her to die, but I obviously can't kill her, so I will kill myself.
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@4xzey
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vapes are cringe and childish, if you're a real man you'd be smoking the real, original ones, true cigarettes
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my friend just send me a pic of that and genuinely said: this is like 80 cals and has 11 protein (in polish) I. what.
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@4xzey
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I'd rather starve for 3 days than drink salt water to throw up
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ima kms
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i have 5 hair
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@4xzey
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2nd (?) degree chemical burn on face --> concealer ❤️ let me stay delusional forever, cut off my hands, or prescribe me fucking izotek!!!!!!! or maybe I just need a therapy...?
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it's so weird like I'm alive and y'all are too
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would you guys still like me if I recovered?
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WHY ARE THERE SO MANY ADS ON PINTEREST NOW 💀💀 DONT DO THIS TO ME
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@4xzey
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hi guys I was banned. THEY BANNED ME FOR 12 HOURS ON MY BIRTHDAY.
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@4xzey
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First page done... ☆ミ
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@4xzey
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I'm not sorry for being a boomer 🤷‍♂️ I think sometimes it's just a need. Don't normalise such shit! cvvt urself alone if you want to!
@4xzey
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@Mangolikesmango I'd try everything to stop my partner from harming/hurting themselves. It's not romantic, it's really sick way of thinking. If they'd break up with me, because I didn't want them to hurt themselves I'd end it with a serious talk about how they need to find help... it's not cute.
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@4xzey
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i want someone to hug me
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I'm scared of older people you're 16? I'm scared you're 17? I'm terrified you're 18+? I'm loosing my breath (how the fuck am I going to survive highschool...)
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@4xzey
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if a girl is not allowing his boyfriend to text, talk to other women it's not cute, normal or protective. it's fucking sick!! You're not "just worrying" about him cheating on you, you probably have just trust issues or some other issues in general...
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@4xzey
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GUYS MY ACNE CLEARED UP, NOW I JUST NEED TO WAIT FOR THE WOUNDS TO HEAL PLEASE WISH ME LUCK WITH THIS ALL
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I did a stryro with my nail on a place that even people from twitter would be traumatized to see
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@4xzey
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I just consumed 748 cals in 5 minutes
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@4xzey
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my routine rn is: cry do makeup and dress up go to school cry come back wash off makeup and change clothes cry skincare binge cry, sh phone phone phone shower, sh prepare for the next day go to sleep
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I've had this thought about boys and impressing girls for two days now, so I'm gonna type it out. A few days ago my (girl) friends were laughing at guys on pe at how they were playing football. The girls were like: Oh my god, they are trying, so hard to impress us, lol, stupid
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@4xzey
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do I look 15 yes or no
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look
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I WAS ACCEPTED TO THE SCHOOL OF MY FIRST CHOICE
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@4xzey
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hey bitch where you at?
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@4xzey
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I'm very suicidal
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@4xzey
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leave the children alone...
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this is actually awful
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@4xzey
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I already have 2 crushes at school so it's more iforgottheword to go to school it's still awful tho
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@4xzey
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@Frankieh8scals @sorrowfields i have siblings and if they were having such problems ID TRY ANYTHING to help them and not give up and make jokes about it, making it a lighter topic. LIKE???? YOU MAY NOT HAVE A CLUE HOW TO HELP HIM BUT MAYBE NOT NORMALISE IT? same with him
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@4xzey
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I don't understand sensitive people on edtwt or shtwt. Like you're crying/telling people to be more careful, because you saw somebody half naked or cvtting (without censor)? Get outta here here or something...
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@4xzey
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I don't know if I still use uwu just sarcastically or... uwu IT LOOKS CUTE, SORRY AHHAHAHA
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@4xzey
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new adidas kicks (I promise I'm not rich)
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@4xzey
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imagine a guy gets you, so in love, that all it does is making you panic, be scared, stressed and bad about yourself he doesn't even know you
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imagine chocolate omad diet HAAHAHAH
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@4xzey
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that's so pozer of me, but im in heaven everytime I listen to "Ma Chérie" by Malice Mizer. Like damn...
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i Love being asked questions. I'll really answer anything I also love being given a topic to yap about
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@4xzey
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I'm really sorry but I'm terrified of men, guys, especially older guys and behaviours that come off as masculine in general
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@4xzey
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at school... gonna delete this later :P
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how many aura points did I loose when I tripped on the train right in front of my old school crush while looking into her eyes?
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I'm crying again I love him
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i want to hug someone
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I'm so scared of the number of views on some of my posts like wdm 100 views and 9 likes who. is. that. 100. people.
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@4xzey
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BUT LIKE ONCE I ALMOST THREW UP AND I WERE SHAKING WHEN I WAS SUPPOSED TO OPEN THE DOOR FOR SOME GUYS (I DIDN'T OBVIOUSLY)
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@4xzey
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I want someone's fist to harshly connect with my left hip. It'd feel so empty and good.
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how much aura did I loose when whenever I meet someone new, either irl or online, I yap about how much I love my polish teacher (even though she was being REALLY weird towards me and other things). I just love her and I will never get over it... she could talk shit about me and i
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my drafts are boring :P
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the only star my friend sees
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@4xzey
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shtwt why do scars change colour? from red/purple to white. I thought people were joking that when summer comes...
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remember when I burnt my face a few times? turns out it wasn't just "burns" but also an allergic reaction. I am allergic to that acid. FUCK
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2nd (?) degree chemical burn on face --> concealer ❤️ let me stay delusional forever, cut off my hands, or prescribe me fucking izotek!!!!!!! or maybe I just need a therapy...?
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@4xzey
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i want to die I need to die
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@4xzey
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I meant it only in the good way, I like you all. Although I wish you weren't on here, you know why.
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thank all of you for being here
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ily star I love spamming and being spammed back
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