jokes aside, i'm in a good place. I'm surrounded by good people & i'm happy. fuck anyone who tries to mess with that. that's it. 2025 is meant to be a good year.

i win, you lose. 🥰

As much as it sucks, honestly I'm probably right where I belong.

I'm once again at my fucking limit. Family is usually what makes things better, but it's the cause for all the stress I'm feeling right now. Yee-fuckin'-haw gamer. 🤠

I seriously wish I could clone myself or something. It would make everything so much simpler.

I really can't believe it's been a year since my father passed away.. The fact a YEAR has already passed is fucking with me. It's still so hard to believe that he's just gone..

Also, I know a handful of new people followed this twitter and that's great and all but; This is where I vent. I post how i'm feeling, and a lot of times that's going to be negative. If you're okay with that then welcome. If not, you may need to unfollow me. 🥺

i truly am broken, and the quicker i come to terms with that the better I will probably be.

Drank some strawberry soju, the depressed part has temporarily gone away. weeeeee 🙂

Actually 'what a week'. This entire week has felt sporadic from just from how my dreams have had me feeling.

@Aellisvdragon yeah, though it's not always easy to just calm down. i tell myself it's nothing and my brain still wanders. anxiety is seriously so crippling sometimes.

@Aellisvdragon earlier it was something completely unrelated to my stomach. i've become so hyper-focused that one small thing that seems off makes me hella anxious. earlier it was something to do with my hearing/mental state.