@goddesskcals
Literally me lolol, I take daily and fiber and a shit ton of supplements, I feel so bad not counting them but also... What we're here is already dangerous enough, I owe myself to try to do a littttlle bit of damage control lololol
I loveeee seeing the number on the scale go down. I'm actually considering buying one for college but chat.....is it worth it? Idk how expensive a decent one even is
I really do think ill be WAY less insecure after I lose weight.
Like my anxiety gets so bad even walking down my campus cuz Im terrified ppl are looking at me 😭
I swear its cuz Im convinced they can see Im fat and know I look weird. But if I'm thin I don't think Id care as much
@tshtwtx
What about vomiting bile when ur on an empty stomach. I feel like every time I fast I throw up straight bile but I feel like shit for the hour before it happens 😭
Oh wow! I got a lot more followers omg hi everyone!!!
Stay safe and let's take care of ourselves best we can
Also because I just followed back I wanna make sure my moots are still cool!
Unfollow/sb if it applies plz!
If ur NOT pro Palestine
Use the R word
Younger than 16
@ellasmith51720
No seriously!!! I think this is the biggest reason, I grew up fat it's not like I know any different. So so hard to imagine I could exist in any other way
OMG someone just noticed my weight loss for the first time, I was talking to my friend and she was like "did you lose weight over the summer?" And I was like yeah and she was like "you look like you lost hella weight, you're narrower" and I am. Ecstatic AHHHH FINALLY
So embarrassed I followed oomf and then was just scrolling
and ...realized I've been on their profile and liking all of their tweets like it was my feed😭
I'm.....almost ...done
I'm so sick of unpacking and after this I need to CLEAN??? going crazy.
Going to get. SO high. It will make this much more enjoyable
Omg y'all .....we're leaving my dad's gfs family's vacation home today at 8pm (yay!!!) but she wants us to come back in 2 days??
Yeah no...im going to have to make a fuss cuz I leave for college in 8 days...id like to spend some time at home before that you know??
Even though I'm still fat I "feel" skinner when walking around my campus. like I'm not as horribly socially anxious as I was last yr. Which only furthers my point that losing weight will solve pretty much 100% of my social anxiety
@almondbells_
Nah if both ppl are fine with it. But like. For me it's fine as long as u are not sexting ppl like u can on OF or something. But just vids is fine for me tho tbh I think porn in itself is starting to become a larger issue
@chiaandwater
@dozzywisp
@blkstonerexic
She was pretty active on Tumblr, lots of people still have the photos posted when she was there too!
Still of course never 100% confirmed but it's been brought up to her and she hasn't really said anything on it so.. idk nothing is ever 100%
@kitten_whore69
“Source: boredbarbara-
deactivated2019073.” boredbarbara
was her tumblr username before she
deactivated it. u can change ur name on tumblr
LITERALLY ME YESTERDAY. I was watching supersize vs superskinny with my aunt and she asked if I was gunna be like the superskinny and I just mumble laughed and she said "well you're already half way there" LIKE WHAT?? I'm literally so fat bro what r u talking about😭😭
I was unpacking yesterday with my partner and sibling and my gf asked me if I had eaten at all today & I was like yeah, & they said "well you dont eat for like 12 hours a day so im just checking" and my brother said how "yeah he'll eat if I cook for him, but only sometimes" 😭😭
So Im home alone today so I wanted to try to workout high so I hit my pen then ran/walked the track for a while to get 6k in. And wow..it felt SO good, I loveee running while high& I find exercise feels sooo good while high.
Im sad though cause Im also fasting so I can only sm0ke
@lilyscaldiary
Does anyone know what to type to get like. Actual disordered meals lol, I type in diet meal ideas and they're still way too high cal for my comfort 😵💫
Having a hangout today to celebrate my name chnage and just see each other. Gunna order pizza and I bought strawberry wine!!! Praying it's Good 🍓 🍷
Tonight is going to be awesome <3
My partner keeps holding my side /lower stomach area and it's sooo triggering. I wonder if it's because they can feel I lost weight??
Idk but I wish I would've lost more ahhh
@fortnitewh0re3
I think it's good and I wish it was more affordable. Even if it's just you have a frustrating job or family or situations going on, it can be good to talk it out with an unrelated source so you don't take it out on others around you or get overwhelmed with everything
It's soooo hard to admit I miss one of my ex's. But like. As a friend.
We were like best friends through highschool and had a summer fling and they could never get over me after. Like. For yrs. And now we finally don't talk and I want to. But I know I shouldn't reach out 😔
a big reason I'm ⭐ving so hard this summer is cuz I want my partner to be shocked when they see me at college and I want them to feel concerned about me. I feel bad about it but I just wanna look tiny compared to them and I just want to be constantly reminded I'm cared about :/
Only had <400 cals for my OMAD today....should I try to fit in a piece of chocolate bar Edible or a boba drink ? (It's pumpkin spice flavored)
They're both roughly 140 cals
@skinnybarbie420
I kinda like it, living two lives makes it seem like I'm in a movie. But yeah no one irl knows about my ed. Its like a game to me tbh. Though sooner or later I will probably have to tell my partner
@skinnybarbie420
Tbh she might just be day dreaming/thinking or just listening to convos without having to join in, I used to do that when I was little lol
Okay so my apartment is smaller than last yrs but it's still very nice!! We have to call in a lot of repairs 😭
Also had to clean the kitchen yesterday cuz my partner is a slob. Very upset over it as I just got here and I had to clean not only my stuff but theirs too?? Tsk tsk
@vzmp1re
RIGHT, i followed him after seeing the being a boy on edtwt then I actually looked at his acc 😭 they're just jealous they don't have our swag 💪