idc im tagging my moots in a "you follow" post, BECAUSE most of the time i need to fucking know if ur racist or not !!! idk how ppl on this app are saying shit like "dont tag me in shit like that bc i don't care" ....you dont care??? about racism??? RACISM?? oh aight *blocked*
you ever have one of those days where everything is pissing you off...and then boom you eat. and realize everything is not as bad as it seems and maybe you shouldnt starve yourself anymore...but then an hour later your eating disorder manifests itself as more anger...no?jus me??
and you tweeted this knowing edtwt racist as hell and would jump at the chance to dawg on a happy black lady minding her business AND getting her bag???
it feels like im the only one struggling w binging i know that's not true but I feel so alone in it...i guess that's the whole point of being crushed by a fucking eating disorder
i think we need to move past the point of romanticism and evolve to sexualization. like: Ana can raw dawg no lube me if she wants to. I only serve Ana. I'm a HOLE for Ana. /J /J!!
@loafcakeyumz
i love that ur mom reaches out to you in a way that youre comfortable. like if ur having a bad day she'll just slide a note under your door and say she loves you! its cuuute!!
tbh im scared of reaching my ugw. bc what if i do. then what? maintain and lose my life to an ED? recover and lose control i worked so hard to get? what then?