🫀 DNF IF UNDER 25 / AGE NOT IN BIO 🫀
☆ rem
☆ '95
☆ they/it
☆ ethical vegan
☆ an-r, audhd, bp1, ocd, bpd, szpd
☆ weird vibes in the flesh
☆ i will eat your brain
🫀 significant posts below 🫀
the uniquely eating-disordered desire to give other people food, not out of some fucked up evil wish to sabotage them or imagine they'll gain, but to experience food joyfully by proxy
i have a dire confession to make edtwt: i never get my steps in like ever. like if i'm not working i'm lucky if i hit 3k. i fucking love stagnating. i love to lounge
sincerely idk how you guys get 10k steps in a day while also having like, jobs and a social life? i just walked several miles to go get a uhaul and it took like an hour and a half and i'm only at 7k and i have like shit to do today
in my opinion it's very fucked up that massive weight loss takes time and isn't something i can just grind out really hard over the course of a difficult week or so
i wish people who smoke weed would recognize that people who acknowledge the existence of negative side effects and potential consequences of smoking weed are not telling them that they can't smoke weed
i wish this didn't need to be said but some of yall need to hear it: if your partner(s) is/are enabling your eating disorder they do not love you and you deserve better
@summrshrinx
nor should you lmao they went to school same as anybody else and how they choose to apply the things they learned to their personal life has nothing to do w how capable they are of treating patients
i don't want to go to the gym. wtf. they should make adult playgrounds. calisthenics are so boring i want to throw myself around on a jungle gym and climb a rope ladder and whip the tire swing around and pull myself up on top of the monkey bars
i especially hate it when people from edtwt try to tell me shit about addicts and addiction. we got addicted to starving ourselves and throwing up and you're telling me people who get addicted to things that feel good are weak or unreasonable? literally shut the fuck up
🩷 DO NOT FOLLOW ME IF UNDER 25 / AGE NOT IN BIO 🩷 I WILL HARD BLOCK YOU 🩷
♡ rem
♡ 28
♡ they/them
♡ ethical vegan
♡ osfed, atypical an-r
♡ bipolar 1, ocd, bpd, szpd
♡ 100 other things also
♡ btw i'm a zombie now
i'll put more posts in this thread eventually 🩷
hello
#edtwt
please interact w this post if you're 25 years old or older! i want to follow everybody i can 🩵 please have your age in your bio or someplace clearly evident! i won't interact w anybody under 25 + i block minors. would appreciate rts for visibility!
no amount of suffering gives you the right to tell others that healing and recovery are impossible. no amount of misery gives you the right to tell others that misery is the only option. if you're discouraging people from trying to heal, you are hurting them directly
i've decided i no longer give a fuck about loose skin and am electing to just speedrun lmao as long as i'm thin and i look good in the clothes i like everything else can eventually be fixed with surgery or exercise or whatever
"narcissist" shouldn't be a dirty word that's thrown around to describe every abuser and person we don't like, npd is a mental illness, narcissists can be and often are good people, i will not shut up about this, this is a hill i will gladly die on
hey guys! mania is a bipolar symptom. people with bpd can experience mood fluctuations that resemble mania but ppl with bpd who don't also have bipolar disorder don't experience mania. hope this helps
it kills me all the time when i remember there's no redo. there's no new game+ we just die and that's it. i won't ever be able to go back and do things over the right way
i experience my femininity in a masculine way and my masculinity in a feminine way and i experience the whole thing in a very sexy androgynous way and anybody who doesn't get it can fuck off
guys i just saw a possum irl this is one of the best things that has ever happened to me i swear he was so cute i almost had to pull over to get it together i love him
we need to bring back goofy ass exclamations. goodness gracious! great googly moogly! oh my stars! gee willickers! golly! heavens to betsy! jeepers! gad zooks! holy smokes! good gravy!
hey guys if you're "vegan" bc of your eating disorder you're not actually vegan btw! veganism isn't a dietary choice it's an ethical philosophy that aims to eliminate the commodification of living beings! words mean things!
"if you want to be skinny get rid of your fat friends" "if you date a guy like this you'll get fat" i don't want to sound mean but if you can't behave differently than the people around you that's your fault
stupid ass ana problem of wanting to fill my fridge w low cal fresh fruits and vegetables but also not eating often enough to go thru them and not wanting to watch them go bad
is there anything more triggering than somebody in recovery posting the stereotypical before and after??? the lw body check paired w their (still thin and perfect, 50/50 on whether the pic is another poorly disguised body check) recovery body? am i just a hater???
weed can be physically addictive btw! and also increased access to higher concentrates of thc correlates to worse long term health outcomes including psychosis. just bc it should absolutely be legal and it's not killing ppl doesn't mean it's safe
(relapses hard into my ed) (all my other mh conditions immediately get worse) just my luck that these two clearly unrelated things would happen concurrently
if my moots aren't boycotting i'm going to remind them that the boycott is taking place and if they don't care i'm gonna block lmao idc how close we are this indifference when asked to just ditch shitty fast food and coffee of all things is so repulsive and disappointing
✅️ job interview went well!
✅️ second interview scheduled!
✅️ another interview friday!
✅️ emailing with another prospect!
✅️ all at restaurants i love!!!
decent day!!!!!
self-dx is valid but i wish everybody would put more effort into getting it right. certain disorders have become such caricatures on social media that un-dx'd people with those disorders don't seek help bc they don't see themselves in the way their disorder is commonly portrayed
i love + respect addicts and am an addict myself but when i'm making a post about how sobriety is possible and worth the struggle i'm not making that post so people can jump in and talk about how x drug is better anyway or they'd rather do x awful thing than get clean
why do planters peanuts have fucking gelatin in them????? people really sit down and are like "how can we fit animal abuse into the most innocent shit possible"
i'm ngl idk if i can handle another shitty birthday. i know it's immature to still celebrate birthdays at my age or really give weight to holidays at all but it's nice to feel like some days aren't just any other day. i want to have fun sometimes. i want to feel like i matter