Y’all ever realize you’re the replaceable friend in the friend group? The one where it seems people kinda enjoy ur presence but when you’re gone ppl don’t care that much? You have a best friend but you’re no one’s best friend? You’re liked enough, but no one’s scared to lose you?
Disrespectfully, if you only talk to streamers when they’re at the height of their career in order to gain clout and then once they have less viewers stop talking to them bc there’s nothing to gain from it: you’re despicable and not someone I want to associate with.
Fuck people that make other people feel uncomfortable in collabs
Fuck people who still push when you say no
Fuck people who make people in team chat feel uncomfy and don’t stop when they express discomfort
Fuck people who push boundaries.
You know who you are. Do better.
Just a gentle PSA:
I am very happily taken. I don’t like to talk much about my relationship online but I do have someone in my life. If you only message me to try to virtually get in my pants, please refrain from doing so. I am very uncomfortable with sexual advances. Thank you!
Me trying to reach out for collabs:
“So um… haha.. you wanna… like……. hang out or something? Only if you want to though……. if you’re busy I understand…… tsahahaha……” 👉🏻👈🏻
(Yes this is me saying I have lots of room for collabs if y’all want 🥺)
If y’all ever wanna hang out with me a fair warning I will care too much about your well being and I WILL get angry at you if you tell me you haven’t eaten/hydrated/rested for the day. 😡
I collab with someone with more followers than me: “ur clout chasing”
I collab with someone with less followers than me: “you just like feeling more “famous””
I collab with someone with same amount of followers: “ur shallow and should give other people a chance”
I can’t win 🤷🏼♀️
I heard some of y’all complain about small raids? Or accuse the raider of “trying to self promote” to a bigger streamer?
Nahhh. Here, you will get the same treatment if you raid me with 2 people or 1000. You trusting me with your community means the world to me. 💗simple as that
Hot take (or not): For me, collabs are not a transactional thing. It’s not “work”. If I collab with someone, it means I genuinely wanna hang out with them and vibe. If we collabed in the past, even if I don’t talk to you often or text, know that I consider you my friend. 💗
I wanna reach out to certain people for collabs but it’s honestly so scary when I know some people were talking shit behind my back a while ago and I never know what they heard about me or what they think of me…. Honestly makes me absolutely terrified to reach out to people 😭
Okay guys so I have an update on the impostor situation. The FAKE CalmingVoice trying to pass as me is CalmingVoice
#0001
. If you encounter them: IT IS NOT ME. I repeat, they are a MINOR trying to pass as me to attract adults. SPREAD THE WORD.
Late night rant I’m sorry.. You know that feeling when you consider someone a best friend but you’re not that persons best friend? I feel like I have so many friends but no best friends. Never close enough. I’m so lonely & I want more than surface friendships. It makes me sad. 💔
Hello.
I’m sorry to say but streams will be put on hiatus until further notice.
I’m usually good at masking and faking happiness for stream but this time I don’t think I can do it.
I’ll still be on Twitter and discord so feel free to message me for anything.
Thank you 💗
Just a gentle PSA:
I am very happily taken. I don’t like to talk much about my relationship online but I do have someone in my life. If you only message me to try to virtually get in my pants, please refrain from doing so. I am very uncomfortable with sexual advances. Thank you!
Fuck it, if you’re having a bad day, or if you need this today, comment anything down below and I will compliment what I like most about you or your streams. I want to spread love & positivity today. 💗
I wanna cry….. my grandma said she was sending me something in the mail (I live 3 hours away from her) and I thought it was just gonna be a Xmas card or something, but she sent me a blanket she embroidered herself and said she was worried about me being cold 🥺 my heart omg
Just a little message that I do not accept any racist, sexist, homophobic or transphobic statements on my timeline or in my chat. If I see you doing this, I WILL unfollow or ban you. Don't be an asshole. Its that simple. Thank you,
Reminder for everyone:
I have literally no friendship decay. If we haven’t messaged in months? I don’t mind at all. Reach out to me and it will be right where we left off. I understand being busy and needing time for yourself. I will NOT resent you for it.
I love you guys 💗
Please know that if ever I reply to you using “hehe”, I don’t mean a cute little high pitched “heehee~💗”. I mean a full on gremlin “HEHE 👹”. Thank you, that is all.
I hate if I’m the only one with a dirty mind if I’m talking with people like pls just giggle hysterically with me at the wildest most degen shit you’ve heard.
Am I the only bitch petty enough that, when I see someone I used be friends with but now dislike on the other team in Val I make it a point to myself to find and DESTROY them every round? No? Just me?
Wait so apparently y’all in the US don’t have paper straws and wood utensils for everything when you go to a fast food or coffee chain??? Is it just a Canadian thing to have gotten rid of plastic straws and utensils?
It may just me being an emotional wreck today but I literally broke down crying thinking about how much I love my community and how grateful I am to do what I do and be where I am today. You’re all so wonderful & amazing & you all deserve the world 😭
Wanna emphasize this: I will do ANYTHING I can to protect minors in the community. As a victim of grooming when I was a young teen I know that kinda stuff fucks you up. If someone is endangering minors, they WILL be shamed and banned from my streams and I WILL tell people I know.
Goddamn humans fucking disgust me with their actions sometimes holy shit. I am happy that I can be proud of my friend circle now & no longer feel the need to excuse gross behavior because they were my friend. To all my friends now: thank you for being someone I can be proud of.
Hey guys! Due to the overwhelming amount of support on my collab tweet i had to delete it so that I can put everything together for the next month. Thanks to everyone who reached out it seriously means the entire world to me <3
Unfortunately I did not get it…
But they said they were very impressed with my interview and the only reason why was because someone else had experience in the role already and they said a similar post would open in the next 6 months and wanted my name in there. So semi win?
I love being alone IRL so much. My social battery gets drained quickly when I’m out with friends. But tell me why is it so lonely when I’m home and it’s 2 AM and I want to talk to someone but no one is awake and I’m just left with all my thoughts.
Ever had someone tell you some really personal stuff and trauma and all you wanted to do was wrap them up in your arms, kiss them on the forehead and tell them everything’s okay? Because same. (Maybe this is why people call me the mom friend LOL)