I used to have this problem like really really bad and i trained myself to get out of this avoidance mentality by doing a 5 second countdown in my head where if i didnt immediately start doing the thing i would be executed by a cosmic force
People severely underestimate how easily flexible and pliable brains are, and how easy it is to fuck your psyche into an extremely damaging state when introducing false threats and delusions and especially when encouraging compulsive behaviors of any kind..
Misrepresentation and lack of understanding of OCD is precisely what allows folks to think that this sort of behavior and mindset is harmless or productive instead the reality of how devastatingly quickly you lose control over this narrative. Our brains love to cling to delusions
Being in a psych ward for 3 whole years I've seen and met a lot of folk of various backgrounds and I sincerely hope that people understand the flaws of such an "approach" - and if not, please be warned, there are many, much HEALTHIER approaches to deal with executive dysfunction
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This thread made me feel so much less alone in my experience.. If anyone needs to hear this: We're out of the binary because we're children of nature, not a product of society 🌱