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@UCL Physics/ @CardiffPHYSX graduate. She/her. #T1D attached to Dorothy the pump. Deaf, sign name Victorian #physics 🏳️‍🌈🖤🤍💜

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This is a master list of my plants. Because I need proof that I can look after things and good things do happen. Plant 1: Rosemary, named Rosie
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@oldenoughtosay Please stop talking about the eldritch horror that is my innards
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My awesome mother made me a series of physics masks with rainbow insides for when my carers come 😍❤️ 🌈 #phdchat #carers
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@JoeOrgana Before I got sick I tried the gym, I managed to go three times- once I got in a fight with an old man about Brexit, once I got sexually harassed and once I got injured because the gym dude thought it would be funny to teach me to use the machine wrong
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@DisabledEliza I’m trying to rid my speech of ableist language and there are so many more words than I even expected. And now I’ve started I notice more when others use them and it makes me so uncomfortable
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@oldenoughtosay When I had my allergic reaction (caused by pharmacy), you could see the rumour go round the dept as everyone came round to peer at me.. and each dr asked for the contact details of the place
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@bethanyschembri This is me and my sister at her wedding this summer. I used my crutch and the best man to walk down the aisle and then used my chair when I needed it. #babewithamobilityaid #disabledandcute
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@Imani_Barbarin Like this 😘
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@RachelCDailey I was on the tube in my wheels yesterday and had to ask people to move so I could park in the wheelchair space- the dirty looks I got for daring to ask to manoeuvre into the one space put aside for wheelies
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@BlondeHistorian I had someone literally sit down in my lap in London as a wheelchair user. Like excuse me, this seat is already taken?
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@DisabledEliza “I fell off a unicycle” which sounds ridiculous and also has the benefit of being the truth Or I did once ask when the asker had last had their prostate checked (presenting male) and when they did the shocked pikachu face said “well you asked me an invasive medical q too”
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Just found out there’s a holy dipstick at Salisbury Cathedral and I feel like @oldenoughtosay and @JayHulmePoet either should or do know about this
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Measuring the water level using the holy dipstick
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@ItsEmilyKaty The afternoon slump! Between 2-4pm I just cannot function, doesn’t matter what I try and I ended up eating skittles at 2.30pm every day to try to and get past it
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@DBeasleyHarling I was 12 when I realised Uncle Tim and Uncle Eddie were gay.. I knew they were together but it just didn’t click for me! My younger brother told my parents he wanted to be like them and marry his best friend (adorable 😍)
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@UntoNuggan Drs didn’t realise two of my medications were contraindicated until I ended up on a cardiac ward- my mum figured it out in 5 minutes once I started having symptoms.
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@bluejay19xx As a Christian it irritates me so much when others ask to pray for me, because they’re praying for my disabilities- a huge part of my identity- to disappear, when what I actually need is access to language, to support, to tech etc.
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It's official: as of yesterday I am taking an Interruption of Study until November to allow for my body to Recuperate. @chron_ac @AcademicChatter #phdchat #chronicallyill
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@TinyWriterLaura When I fell out the chair they got me to transfer into because I was in so much pain and then couldn’t do the exercises because I went hypo and had a pots episode the assessor noted ‘Elli refused to do the exercises despite not appearing to be in any pain’.
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@ADHD_Alien Spouses family: spouse isn’t autistic, that’s a family trait! Me; MIL, I have news…
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@JoannaNoBanana I’m too disabled to be ‘useful’ and I’m too clever to be disabled.
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@RachelCDailey Sometimes I find things on the small internet and then send them to myself to buy on the Big Internet.
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@ZJAyres I would be tempted to put these ones in: ‘Elli is crap at maths and will never be a physicist’ - Mr Hill, 2012 ‘There’s never going to be an ‘Elli Theory’ of anything, you won’t get that far’ - Mr Parson, 2012
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My mum was advocating for me at hospital today and corrected the nurses when they said ‘hard of hearing’ because I use deaf and I’m honestly so proud of her #deaf #neisvoid
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Some of the foundations are only 4 ft deep so they have to measure the water level
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@KateStanforth @bbcstrictly I have been waiting and praying for a wheelchair contest, im so excited to see what they’re going to do and how they’re going to adapt the dances
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I got my PIP decision yesterday and after over two years of fighting and appeals and tribunal and changes of circumstances it says that I get the enhanced rate of care and mobility. I could cry with happiness #pipuk #neisvoid
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@stcohen112 I discovered when I got my HSD diagnosis that ALL of my apparently disconnected diagnoses were linked to HSD. Suddenly I had a link and that changed my drs approach!
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@ServillasSpeaks @weegingercpunk @polyanthem I bring my mum to all my appointments, and a lot of other places, because I’m deaf and a wheelchair user and also faint at random intervals so I need her there. Bringing a parent/ advocate is not a bad thing
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I asked a group of #T1D adults when they last changed their lancets and when I tell you I feared for my life… 😅 #GBDoc
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@LiamODellUK @MrBeast @IndyVoices Some hearie told me I’m not really deaf because I don’t have hearing aids. Like, what
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@AmaMB I’m a PhD student in Semiconductor Physics! I look at super cold structures and how it makes the electrons and atoms interact! I have no photos of me in the lab so have this one of me in Cornwall last week 😊
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@BMatB Hi, I’m Elli and I’m a disabled PhD student at UCL. I study 1D transport in Germanium, and in my free time I run a society and a Guide unit! #chronicallyacademic #t1d
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@physicssux1234 One of my friends drew a tree on our exam and wrote ‘I don’t understand the question but the tree is made of atoms’ and the prof gave her a mark because it was a pretty tree (physics)
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@TinyWriterLaura My therapist kept talking about ‘getting back out there’ and ‘not putting life on hold’ in 21, then took 6 months off for Covid.
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@CatieOsaurus As a fat historical reenactor, I make all my clothes and I sometimes alter original patterns to fit me, however also I OFTEN DON’T HAVE TO ALTER THEM because they are made for fat people too!!
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Husband knows I’m really sad about not being able to camp anymore due to my various body issues so he’s going to help me camp in the garden this weekend. What a man 😍 #camping #neisvoid
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@Sydonahi @AcademicChatter What am I even doing?!
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@rabid_raviv I empathise- mine were anti some vax so I’m missing some random ones and every time I try and talk to the drs they’re like ‘you’re an adult you should have had this one as a child’ YES I KNOW
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@kellymakena At our old house our bedroom was on the ground floor and the window looked right onto our bed, I’m chronically ill so I was often still in it when the morning school run happened and I had one particular child who would check if I was in bed every day and report it to parent
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Does it really belong to a #T1D unless it has a blood stain on it? Asking for me
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@DeathCab4Callie I had to change from an experimental to a theoretical PhD because they refused to get me a wheelchair for the clean room and said if I couldn’t safely stand I wasn’t allowed in.
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@butchanarchy We left a church when I was 8 and first diagnosed with T1D bc a lady came up to me and told me I was diabetic because I was a dirty sinner
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I just had to tell the cashier in the local shop that it’s okay to say I’m disabled. It’s not a dirty word for pity’s sake #disabled #chronicillness #neisvoid
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@TinyWriterLaura I went to appeal and then tribunal and I was given standard care and high mobility and the judge was very surprised I’d not been given it immediately
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Get you the kind of friends who make you Christmas pancreas decorations #T1D #GBDoc #FFLUK
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Except they won’t say it’s your disability- it’s ‘redundancy’ or ‘streamlining’ or pushing you to quit because they won’t do accommodations or do them so slowly you end up more disabled than when you started
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@bibicosplays They literally can’t fire you for your disability and must provide reasonable accommodations. What that generally means is you’re not good at your job
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@oldenoughtosay @JayHulmePoet Have you used the holy dipstick?
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Since all my (male) physics hero’s seem to have been outed as horrible people recently does anyone have (female) physicists to recommend? Bonus points for disability or neurodivergence! #physics #phdchat @chron_ac @AcademicChatter
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Today I am filled with imposter syndrome, but for my disabilities. I feel like I can't be in that much pain, I must be a wuss, and surely I'm not deaf because I can sort of hear people some of the time and so I must be overreacting. Anyone got any tips? #neisvoid #chronicillness
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@TinyWriterLaura This isn’t a prank, this is mean and cruel and very unkind. A prank is something harmless and funny that everyone laughs at, and is not at the expense of the prankee.
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It's my first day back at uni after six months off for health reasons and honestly I'm just so excited to do some science! 🎉 #PhDLife #Science
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Have to keep pausing when reading ONE FOR ALL for a little cry because @lillielainoff perfectly encapsulates the feeling of isolation from being chronically ill and somehow has managed to describe POTS perfectly #NEISVoid #SisterhoodOfTheStabStab
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Having dysautomnia leads to the wholly weird sensation of having cold but sweaty feet #neisvoid #pots
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@RebelWheelsNYC I got told my disability ‘wasn’t that serious’ today because I transferred from a car to my wheelchair. Genuinely didn’t know what to say.
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@Nina__Tame I have found since my deafness increased now when I go to hospital the HCPs have stopped asking me for permission to have others observe. It’s terrifying when a group of HCPs is hovering watching you and you don’t know why
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@jenheemstra Definitely didn’t do this right the first time around, and suffered for it. Second attempt starts next week and is already going MUCH better!
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@TinyWriterLaura Oh, the assessor also said I ‘couldn’t be disabled because she is doing a PhD’ it’s my LEGS that don’t work not my BRAIN
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Every time I’m ill, I start at the lowest doc level and every time it gets escalated to A&E/ hospital bc I am so worried I’m imagining it I underplay symptoms to the point where I can end up hospitalised.
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this pernicious myth that we’re out here exaggerating our symptoms for attention is LAUGHABLE* compared to the reality that we are out here convincing ourselves that we’re imagining major traumatic injuries. *like very very angry villain laughter. this shit is my villain story.
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@lottelydia I’m not even pregnant yet and my dr has already been discussing my theoretical weight gain in my theoretical pregnancy
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@coffeespoonie Pain sucks, have a cat
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@AutisticCallum_ Me: “why are you asking the question if you don’t want an answer?”
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My desk is a mess but I’m set up and working from home as a PhD student. A real one! Enrolled and everything! #phdchat #phdtake2 #babyelli
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My friend dog had puppies, enjoy this picture of me and this adorable westie-poo 🐶 #phdchat #weekend #puppies
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Fully vaccinated 🥳
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Dear Mother who gave me a dirty look as I exited the family bathroom, I also wish I did not need the space for my crutches and dodgy ankle but unfortunately I do. The disabled bathroom was in use and I can't stand in a queue #AbledsAreWeird #ChronicPain
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Some dahs I feel like I am fitting my PhD around my full time job of being disabled- the mental energy, the emotional energy and all the admin involved in being chronically ill is enormous #phdchat #chronicillness @chron_ac
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@oldenoughtosay I’m a physicist and tutor physics and never knew this, thank you for solving my ‘I forgot my calculator’ problems
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@adamfare1996 ‘You’re so young!’ ‘That sounds made up’ ‘You did x yesterday why can’t you do y today’ ‘Push through the pain!’ ‘I couldn’t take all those pills’ ‘I’d rather d*e than inject myself’
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Greatest achievement so far: friend's daughter now wants to be a physicist because she knows me and before only knew male physicists #goals #phdchat
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@QueerCantHear @HuishGregg It’s also happened before when people have been unwell/ injured- it’s not like it’s something that’s only happened for Tasha. It’s always been accepted that sometimes people get sick- deaf people are allowed to be sick too
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@RevRichardColes Yes, when you first start, it should stop after a few days :)
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@golemgabi When I was at uni there was a fire alarm so I went to the disabled shelter in place, and there was a button for an intercom for the reception. I pressed and waited and was there for as long as the alarm lasted. When I questioned it, the receptionist had turned off the intercom
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@porridgebrain My diabetes consultant always writes whole paragraphs about how my studies are going- she said it’s because I’m a person not a bunch of symptoms
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@AutSciPerson I left my PhD last month, and my mental health has returned, my physical health is improving, and my spouse has said they’re happy to get their wife back. I’ve had space and time to get back into my hobbies, and I sleep so much better.
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I graduated!!!! 🎉🎉🎉🎉 #uclgrad #mscphysics #graduated
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@oldenoughtosay Reminds me of my favourite moose fact: orca are the moose’s only natural predator
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@LindsayHalladay My space themed toenails, as a physics PhD student
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I won my tribunal: my PIP is being reinstated! It's been over a year without it, and I really needed the help. #piptribunal #disabled #chronicallyill @chron_ac
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This is my aim in life
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@caromholland “Miss or Mrs?“ “Dr”
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@AmyClarkin Aged 19, my gynaecologist told me to get pregnant to stop my painful periods. I told him I wanted my PhD first so I needed an alternative..
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@oldenoughtosay Now I’m in a wheelchair it’s even better because they look even more like an arsehole when they walk into you 😉
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Your fave wheelchair postgrad used the rain tent for the first time today #chronicillness #wheelie #phdchat #theraintent @chron_ac
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I am being ‘gently encouraged’ to consider another PhD project because I am ‘too disabled’ to do the current one without major adjustments. Do I (a) fight to stay or (b) go along with it and have a say in my new project? #phdchat #academictwitter @chron_ac
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@CA_AstroComm Hi all, I’m Elli and I’m a disabled woman doing a PhD in Quantum Devices @ucl , I also dress up as historical figures at the weekend for fun 🙌🏻
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@vvictorman_uel My dad said once if he’d known he’d have two disabled kids he wouldn’t have had children
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Do you know what I don’t want when I come to A&E for an issue? Someone advising me to get surgery for something I don’t think needs fixing (deafness). #NEISvoid #deafie
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It’s been months but I’ve finally had my MSc exam results: I passed!!! Attempt 3 due to illness but third time lucky I guess #phdchat #examresults @AcademicChatter @chron_ac
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@ZJAyres Even without covid I’d be a red badge, if I don’t know you beforehand I don’t want to be touched thanks
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Actually managed to get out of bed this morning and it’s sunny ☀️ ☀️ #neisvoid #phdchat #chronicillness @chron_ac
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@AcademicChatter Hi! I’m Elli, and I’m doing a PhD in quantum processes in semiconductors! I’m a wheelchair user and have multiple disabilities including #T1D . I run a society with @luke_kristopher at @ucl
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I was today years old when I realised I could set a timer for a painkiller reminder instead of clock watching 🤯 #NEISVoid #EDS
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@prolepeach One of the IT teachers got arrested for having CSA. At my sixth form the history teacher was dating one of the year 13s, they announced it at the end of year celebration. He’d gone on a school trip that she was on.
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I have been reunited with the husband 🥰🥰 #covid19uk #StayHomeSaveLives
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Look at this beautiful print from @PixScienceCo for my office! I’m so excited to put it up next week 🥰 #phdchat #bee
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Thanks @JayHulmePoet for my suitably gay T-shirt for me to wear to church today
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@ZJAyres I’m Elli, I’m a PhD student studying how doping silicon can improve relaxation time for information storage in quantum dots and I am a guide leader who has been doing BSL vocab via gifs for my guides (sign is ‘dragon’)
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@jbullockruns A student in my uni class came in with the flu, sat behind me and coughed over me for 3 hours, despite me asking him to leave and/ or move. I ended up in hospital with flu fighting to breathe. Disabled people have always known the dangers.
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My supervisor just tore my draft apart and I thanked him because I’ve had no feedback on this work until now and I’m just so happy that I have some goals to work towards #phdchat
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