manipulate me!! gaslight me!! make me dependent on u!! thinkin tht without u m nothin !! without u i wld jus rot n die! no 1 will evr luv me like dad .
purposefully gettin big toys n forcin them into me no matter how tight i am!! no matter how much i bleed n no matter how much it hurts!! all da time 🤎__🤎 y do i do dis 2 mself